Sunday, December 11, 2005
haven been posting lately becos im VERY busy. haven been sleeping well, and my FOM paper is coming up and i've no time to study a single thing.
and bad things just keep rolling in.after i thought im done with one,another one will just come popping up out of nowhere.
i guess im sick of trying.
trying to be nice does NOT werk.
i tried to be understanding, and trying to tell myself that MAYBE they really do have something sup with them that makes that react that way, and im really trying hard to be understanding.
what do i get? instead of being appreciative, they pushed their luck.
i don't need this right now.
i'm telling myself not to be so nice anymore.whats the point anyway.
so yep, if u're thinking of throwing ur temper at me, think again.
this time, i
will bite back.
and i mean it.
no more Miss Understanding fer me fer now.
and this is to anne;
yep i admit i've made a mistake fer not msging ya to tell u in advance that i couldn't go.
if apologies couldn't help, and u're really thinking of washing hands off this so-called friendship we had, aiight.
it prolly doesn't make a difference to ya anyway.
im really tired of trying. u're trying to help and yep i REALLY understand, but since u think that this friendship is worth not having and that im using u,i've nothing to say then.
and my newly pierced tounge is being a pain in the ass.its kinda swollen right now and hurts everytime i woke up.
i nv regretted piercing it tho.
ESPECIALLY WHEN THE GUY WHO PIERCED IT HAPPENS TO BE A ANGMO HOTTIE.lol!!!! i've difficulty trying to figure out what he's trying to say sometimes tho.
the piercing process isn't as painful as i thought it would be, but i've gotten a shock when he started pushing the needle from the underneath of my tounge.i wasn't really mentally prepared fer it as well. he was like 'ready?' while clamping my tounge, and all i can say is 'uh..' and he just start jamming the needle into my tounge.
and the most unexpected part is the drooling!
i was super paiseh can!
aiight.nuff yakking.im off to sleep,gotta wake up later to mug fer my FOM.
laters.
