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oh love's gonna get you down

angelineee
studying in SP dba and hating it.
extremely lazy.
insecured
maybe a lil too straightforward for her own good.
procrastinates alot.but once again, who doesn't?
have weird fetishes fer guys on the feminine side.
usually sleepy when not sleeping.
loves starry nights.actually, im a night owl.:P
bad at telling lies.
paranoid
loves ben & jerry ice-cream
finds it hard to trust anyone, anymore.
cries pretty easily, but hate tearing infront of others.
has hots fer katherine moennig<3
loves my baby(:

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7 Things - 2008 - Miley Cyrus
Sunday, May 29, 2005

....






NABEI CB!!!!!!!


fuck.how bloody damn suay can i get?
i left the hse w/o my o lvl cert.
i FUCKING FERGOT ABT IT!!!!
and nw im back hm,and my momma is not ard.
WTF man,shes gone out fer ages alr.
IF she didn't insist on keeping the cert fer me like its some sorta important document.
okay maybe it is BUT aiyah wtf lar~!
freaking pek chek.i didn't even catch a WINK of sleep last night aiight.
all thx to the stupid vion or whatever his name is.UGHHHH.
can i don't bloody werk later?im freaking shagged alr.
and SP IS GODDAMN BLOODY FAR CAN!!!!!!!
ugh pek chek pek chek pek chek.nabei..............


very very very PISSED OFF.
WHY DOES SHE HAFTA FREAKING LOCK EVERYTHING?I CAN JUST GET MY CERT IF SHES NOT SO MAFAN.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!!!!!
so much fer the first day of sch.think i DONT NID TO ATTEND LIAO.
.$%@$^%$^@$&%&

Sunday, May 29, 2005


starting sch tmr!!!! 0.0



*nervous*



i wanna get the billabong bag..
whrs my pay!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, May 29, 2005

Saturday, May 28, 2005

almost done with all the pre-enrolment stuffs.


so mafan.woke up super early to get it done..din get enuff slp.
haven been sleeping well this past few days cuz i hafta go down to sp.


-.-''
thx anne and wen fer accompanying me to go down to sp so many times. :P
tmrs da meeting at clarke quay.kinda nervous..:/
veins msged us to go down to.


zzzz first day of sch's gonna be damn shag.
830 must reach sch.BLEAHHH.


i hope im in the same class as wen.
LOL.wen will be cursing me cuz she dun wanna eat only veggies and flour fer one year.
but i dun wanna be alone.:(


borrowed a few books from the library today.
its BEEN REALLY a very long time since i read.


okay,call me a geek.
whatever.
books are still nice.(:
depends on who's the author actually.

zzzzzzzz.i got nth to wear tmr!!!!


i shall try and slp early today.

Saturday, May 28, 2005

Friday, May 27, 2005

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.



i got into DBA!
0.0 *gasps*
*throws confetti in the air*
i can't believe it.


i don't hafta learn c++ anymore!!!!!
wheeeeee~


and zen called today. stil waiting fer joanne to call me.
i hope wen can get in too..den we 3 can werk together...


i hafta thank shaun and wen..
shaun fer writing the letter and sending email to da sch..really thanks alot.
and wen fer praying fer me.
haha.
really thanks...(:

Friday, May 27, 2005

Thursday, May 26, 2005

wah liew.made a wasted trip down to sp today..waste my time.its goddamn far!!!
said they will call me once the enrolment package is ready.n anne pei me summore.lol.:X

bleahhh.

SOMEBODY!
get the hell of sp DBA and let me in instead!
:P

i kinda sian to learn c++.. :(

anyways.wen met us after her flag day(hw come go poly stil must do CIP one huh?!!)
headed to bugis after tt.to change wen's wardrobe.she's a girl and don't know hw to dress like one.stil must nid our help,XIA SUAY.on our way thr,we suaned wen non stop..cos somebody is voiceless!orbi lar,sore throat stil go greedy,ppl eat fries she also eat..stop her from eating she eat when im not looking..
and we took the wrong bus.all thx to someone.LUCKILY we talked to the bus driver.
tt someone stil insisted its the right bus..wanna argue with the bus driver.XIA SUAY AGAIN.

ate at kfc,and we bought newspaper and start searching for jobs after our meal.sadly its either too far away,or thrs age limit.anyways we wanted to spend our day searching fer wen's clothes also..
i just can't stand my hair.maybe i go cut it short or sth.
....but i don't wanna do sth stupid again.-.-''
okok,back to the topic,we wenta bugis village to search fer wens clothes.SHIT i hate shopping wen im broke!!!
saw so many tings i wanted to buy..belts,jacket,and two really nice tops.:(
and sneaks!
and a new hairstyle!
and wallet!
and mp3!
and hp!



and the list goes on..lol.
i hope i can faster find a job.
or shld i say,i hope zen calls.
REALLLYYYY.
oh yea.we bought one bracelet kinda ting,one pair of earrings and one HELLO KITTY each.
hahaha ok la,im not going to say anyting.:P
we managed to pursuade wen to buy a spagetti top and and pink skirt.really luks damn girly loh.she shld learn hw to dress up.dunnoe why shes so diff from her sis.

tired like hell.
and i was damn suay when i departed with wen and anne tt time.
i brought 10 bucks out,(tts like supposedly shld last me fer a couple of days cuz im really BROKE.)and im left with 70 cents.lol..
and wen i was at the mrt station i rmbed tt my ezlink has NO MONEY.
and the worse ting is,my bank account has nt enuff cash as well.
what the hell,since when im in such a pathetic state?
sighs.
soooooo i took a bus to woodlands,the driver is kind enough to let me in..and by tt time its too late to catch the last train home.
and i actually fallen aslp on the bus..some passenger woke me up when the bus reached interchange.
bleahhs.
so nw im at wen's hse,tryin to kip myself awake while shes snoring like a pig.
i wanna go home!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wanna watch zhan sheng.
i wanna slp in my own bed.
i wan my bolster!

bleahs.going hm ard 6 cuz i stil hafta wait fer her mummie to leave the house.
boh bian,im so tao ren yan tt every friend's mum nv likes me.
so saddd.
think eugene's mum is the nicest mum i've seen so far.
must be all the girls he bring hm is chao ah lian lar.
nt tt its any of my biz..

lol.
my back hurts.
and im hungryyyyy!!!
again.
shit..im eating nonstop recently.
wen called it hunger pangs.
DIE!!!hw come like that?

i dun want to be fatter den what im now alreadyy.."(




*p.s-wen's singing is horrid esp when she got sorethroat.omg*

Thursday, May 26, 2005

Wednesday, May 25, 2005


exactly what im feeling now.

Wednesday, May 25, 2005


HOLY COW I LOOK LIKE SOME SICK CRAP WITH FAKE BLACK WIG ON




I have no face to go out tmr.SRSLY.my hair is TOO DARN BLACK that i look like some kinda sick fuck.
and of all times my mum's brown hair dye chose to run outta stock.
now i luk like a mixture of sadako and medusa.(i presume medusa has black snakes as hair)
oh wtf wtf wtf.

wen im very sorry tt i laughed at ur ah-ma style black hair last time.
i've got my retribution.


:(


-WAILS-


help help help...

i've washed my hair 3 times in a row alr.
ITS STIL GODDAMN BLACK.
and my hair stinks.
i don't like the dye's smell.

and im fucking ass broke to go salon to redye my hair.


..going off to watched vcd.den i'll cry myself to slp.





-i kinda miss u.and i don't know why..-







Wednesday, May 25, 2005


goodbye brown hair.
i haf absolutely no idea hw it wil turn out.



..i tink i wil luk like a dork.lol..
whatever.
anyways.

I GOT INTO SP!!!!yay~~~~ altho its nt really my first choice.
stupid thing is,this time its pure IT.
sui bian lar,better den nth right..hehs.:D

happy!!!!


went job hunting afta tt.actually,more on window shopping.lol..
headed to clarke quay.or boat quay?

...i hope he calls!!! :D



happy happy happy~~~~

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

i got so mad tt i fergot to say,
sp called.im going fer interview fer da sch of IT.




wish me luck.

Tuesday, May 24, 2005


met up with wen and anne ytd,to buy shoes and to eat crabs.lol,but i can't find the shoes tt i really want,either they r too ex or its too plain.sighs,y m i so broke? lol..
after tt we wenta golden mile thr to eat.
the few limited stalls that sell crabs either close alr or thrs no crabs left.so saddd...
was stil easily irritated ytd.dunnoe why..the weather or?
blehhs.
im just like,very uptight..
trying very hard nt to lose my cool.
...

anyways,afta we r done with our dinner(or is it supper?) they headed back hm.i don't feel like going home tho,so i met up with eugene.fwah,its been ages since i saw him.he got fatter.LOL..:P
but still got cocky.wenta parklane thr to play pool..
fer a lil while:P

i nv liked pool okayy.plus he so damn pro.den we headed to cine to watch the echo.STUPID SHOW WTF.
its erm,phillipines or indonesia ghost show.
i hafta admit the hse is pretty creepy..
but the storyline is lame.
afta tt slack with him until 7 plus den head home..lol.

got scolded by my mum.
so,so fucking annoyed.i srsly can't wait til i can financially support myself and get the hell outta here.

why can't my frigging parents be a lil more LIBERAL?
hey hello,they have been with me fer the past 17 years and they don't know im a night owl?
give me a break.
and stop giving me the bullshit saying i wouldn't be able to adjust my body clock in time if i really manage to get into poly.
cuz i can.even if i can't,i wil stil go to school.
so just stfu and leave me alone.PUHLEESE.

but hey wait,no.its just lame excuse to try and stop me fer going out late.they are actually afraid of gossips.what ppl say abt me.
fucking nosy neighbours.
is that any of THEIR biz that i go out at 10pm at night and only comes hm at 6 in the morn?is that?
sickening.

just because i happen to like nightlife,they had to stereotype me as one of those who goes clubbing and sleep ard?shitfaces..
so bloody narrowminded.
so what they happened to see a couple of guys sending me home.so bloody what.
im not tt kinda girl and i don't c y shld i be bothered to waste my breath explaining.
now geddit wen,when i didn't really react abt what u told me this morn?i've heard it before.just tt shes 1st to call me bu san bu si.
whats so bu san bu si abt slping in the day and waking up at night? i used to werk nightshift aiight.
okay sorry wen.im not mad at her..

whats so bad abt being active at night anyway?the air's way cooler unlike the freaking hot weather in the day and thrs a lesser chance of getting skin cancer.

i can't believe it.

I HAD ENOUGH OF THIS BULLSHIT; SRSLY.

i can think for myself.

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Sunday, May 22, 2005

THIRD POST OF DA DAYYYYYYY:


Constantly girl you're on my mind, and girl I think about you all of the time
and even though words are hard to say, girl I miss you, never thought I'd feel this way.

If you keep on taking, my heart you'll be breaking
so why do you do this to me?
You know how I'm feeling it's you I believe in
baby can't you see that I need you?


You know that it's true.
Every time I see your face I miss you baby
You know that it's you.
I want to let you know you're driving me crazy.
I'd do anything to help you to see,
I don't think you understand what you're doing to me.
You know that it's true.
Every now and then I want to call you baby.
You know that it's you.
I say a prayer that you'll come back to me lady.
Oh yeah..
Life ain't anything alone can't you see you're an angel in my eyes,
everyday you're closer to me.

Nobody's there when I call your name,
and nights are cold girl without your flame.
But if I could girl I'd make you see.
That I'm sorry, and that I need you here with me.


Every day reminisce with the past
of a love that we thought would last.
How we used to be when it was you and me.
How did it all disappear so fast?
There are days that I can't forget there are things that I now regret.
I was there for you when you were there for me,
and I was thinkin' we were set.
Every night when I'm laying in my bed
I hear your voice going round in my head,
think of all the things I could have done
and all those things I could have said.
I really will make it up to you
I know now what I've got to do,
It took time but now I've realised how much I'm missing you.

this song made me cry.:(

Sunday, May 22, 2005


PMS,lack of sleep,mood swings,and VERY low tolerance for pain=ticking bomb waiting to explode.



:(
bear with me guys.
its just fer the time being.
:P

Sunday, May 22, 2005

Saturday, May 21, 2005

at wen's hse right now.
slept ferlike,4-5 hours.stil darn tired.i haven't been slping well recently.

lets just say sth suay happened at her hse.AGAIN awkwardness.
sighs.
how many times am i gonna face it til its HIS turn?
...if its his its not gonna be awkward.
it wil be elation.
in heaven...

okok,i shall stop dreaming.*slaps ownself*
sighs.srsly,im not surprised if she says she hates me.
ugh. mood swings are getting bad to worse.
lost my cool ytd..at her.lol.
sorry wen.

im tired!!!!! gonna go back to slp afta i rch hm.
im kinda homesick right now.
which is REALLY very surprising..
i missed my own bed.
whoops.suddenly occured to me my dad's at hm.
not tt homesick anymore lol.

its nice to alone sometimes.
i can just be me.


anyways,i got abit boliao and start to read my past entries.
gosh,they r quite depressing.
the way i type and expressed myself..
im pretty whiny..haha.always complaining abt sth.
blehs.

shall try to be a lil more optimistic.
:D-plaster fake cheesy grin on face-

i hope dad's nt hm when im.

Saturday, May 21, 2005

Friday, May 20, 2005

i just got hm..



i think im used to go hm in da morning ler.-.-''
and i tink i stil can't slp..



sth scary happened today.
i don't think i wanna talk abt it.
im UBER FREAKED OUT can!!!!
im totally caught off guard.

i feel so damn bad.
i hate it,i srsly HATE it.
its bloody awkward and i always feel like im somehow the cause of everyting.
okay he just said hes not angry.
but still.....
wtf?!

can't thr be any platonic love anymore?
i mean y cant it exist between guys and girls?


lol.sometimes im really amazed how stupid i can be.
i do things without really thinking of the consequences.
i just can't be bothered,or m i just plain stupid?


ben ben ben ben ben!!!!

omg.


oh yea.saw jonathan today.with his gf(i think).
lol..
and watched kingdom of heaven.
aiight lar.
orlando bloom is cute.
but its a goddamn long show.

@#$%!@#%^$^%$&^%*%$&*&$(#(%&#%


i hate the way im feeling now.
i think im srsly screwed up.


...we stil can be friends right?

Friday, May 20, 2005


...


its my first time werking the first day and leaving the very same day.
lol.

its actually a nice place to chill..
can't believe it ah joe is the bartender thr.
sighs.
maybe i just hate being alone.
plus the so-called seniors just leave me alone to die.
too bz with the customers..

i dunnoe if i shld feel relieved or ..?

anyways.met up with muili and sl afta tt.
they r drinking alr..
i din really drink much,the alchohol kinda sucks.
and i dun haf the habit of drinking in the public.
like as in,open space..

sl got really drunk.
think she drink too fast or sth.
can't even stand straight.
i tried piggy-backed her.
she can't hold on..lol.
and thrs this 3 guys..
offered to help us out.
damn nice of them.
drove us to cine then to erm,some hotel.outside of it that is.
grand cortheque?
bad spelling i think.(lol)
they accompanied us fer a lil while.
left ard 5plus..
while me and meili sat thr and wait fer sl to wake up..

afta tt we took cab hm.
they came over to my hse first cuz sl stil can't stand straight.
i slp all the way..din even know they left.
afta tt my hp kept ringing..-.-'''
kept waking me up.
AND IM FEELING DAMN GRUMPY NOW.
my mum pulled me off da bed to have dinner.


*grouchy*

i wanna go back to slp..

sian stil heading out later.
im jobless again!!! anyone,intro ?

Friday, May 20, 2005

Thursday, May 19, 2005

bz bz day ytd.

wenta wen's hse,and headed to sp.ended up just another wasted trip,they told us to wait fer their reply..
bleahs.

next we headed to town,fer the interview thingy.but since i can't seem to call thru we wenta cut our hair first at haru scene.i just trimmed mine,so nt much diff.. and i tink wen shld go dye hers.:P
...i noe i've been saying it alot of times,but i think im going to dye it black next week.im srs.
sick of redying over and over again.
afta we r done with our hair we met up with anne to go fer the interview..(:

the pub is damn class man.and the music is nice..no techno.:D
actually intended to slack thr afta our interview,but abit paiseh to ask.
headed to cine kbox instead.slacked outside fer damn long cuz wen was worried tt she will get k by her parents when she reached hm.
in the end we headed to chinatown kbox cuz its cheaper and terence called joanne over.
sang...
its fun..i kinda ferget my worries fer the time being.
and i xia suayed myself when im singin chi xing jue dui..
omg.LOL..

afta our karaoke session we hafta find atm at tt ulu place..walked damn long.
and that frigging stretch of road is crawling with ROACHES!!!!!!!!!
screamed until cannot scream..
wen offered to piggyback me.
haha..did let her,fer awhile.
but i noe im heavy la,so i stil told her to let me down.
and i just jumped and ran and screamed all the way.
lol.one uncle was thr staring..kns.

afta i reached hm i had this sudden urge to tidy my desk.
its been a long time since i touch all the rubbish thr..lol.
its like in a total mess,all the papers and stuffs stashed together.
i can't believe that my desk alone can hold so much dust.-.-''
kay lar.im quite satisfied with my masterpiece.:P
kinda redecorate it.

im gonna tidy the rest of my room on my next off day.
if i have time,tt is.


i spent alot ytd..:(
i bought 2 tops one pants..and alot of small stuffs la,like lip gloss etc.
i stil nidta buy sneakers and jacket..
:/

oh yea.the m-zone called.
im starting werk today.-.-''''''''
siao right.just went to the interview ytd only..i thought i stil can slack at hm watch vcd.
at least muili and sl is werking with me :D
-prays joanne and wen can get in too-


i feel so lucky to have u guys.(:

Thursday, May 19, 2005

Monday, May 16, 2005

i'm such a pig.


lol..ate so much during da chalet!!!!! goodness.and im still starving when i reached hm.ate 2 packets of maggie mee summore.. :x tho its da small packet de lar.
shit man.


i must start dieting real soon!!!!!!!!
wen's cameova to ma hse again.she left her keys and wallet(i dunno hw on earth her wallet is in my bag) with me,and she can't go back hm cuz nobody's hm...i'm supposed to be the one to go to her hse instead so we can head str8 to sp later..but my mum left the hse..my ic,o lvl cert and birth cert is with her.
think im going thr tmr instead..


lets talk abt chalet instead..
i don't really know how to put it.
shi and muachee came over on da bbq night fer a lil while.ate and left.
lol thx fer the mixers and lime yea? heh..
guys prob,guys prob..
first night and second night also like this.
bbq is fun.lets not ask y..:P
got really high on the first night..but no matter i drink on the 2nd im nt brave nuff....
ended up feeling sucky instead when i woke up.
sighs..hafta forced myself to vomit.=/
anne din really touched any alchohol on the 2nd..she was pukin practically the whole night fer the first night.

swear nv gonna drink gin like this again.

tmr im heading to sp...pls pls pls let me get in..or else im dead.
muili intro me go hereen de pub werk as p-time waitress..:D!
calling over tmr to ask..and prolly going dwn fer interview.
afta tt maybe going dwn to clementi to mit ting and baoling..
find tt jerk jimmi..n get back bb hp.


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
i can't forgive myself fer being let this.
but i just can't stop myself fer feeling this way..

-fallen from grace-

Monday, May 16, 2005

Saturday, May 14, 2005

bored to death...


playing minesweeper with mua chee.going to lan soon..
heng he's just as bad as me in tt game :P


feel like going out nw..lol.
its kinda like a bad habit alr,i only feel like going out when thrs no sunlight.
else i wil just feel like snuggling in my bed and slp..
or just stone..

chalet's tmr!!! dunnoe y suddenly don't really look forward to it..
scared it wud turn out a failure..
but come to tink of it..
how can tt be?
bb anne and wen r thr...
even if its just the 4 of us its still gonna be fun.heh..

tink PMS is getting me..
feeling easily irritated easily..
abit abit i wil lose my patience.

sighs.
i nid a part-time job!!!!
how how how???
if the michael siew is not such an asshole i wil prolly be back as p-time recept ler.:(
haiis...
freaking broke.

i stil wanna go malaysia play one ley..:/
tink really ferget it ler.

Saturday, May 14, 2005

Friday, May 13, 2005

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody’s guess

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is
Incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is
Incomplete

I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
Incomplete



awesome song..kinda haunting somehow.
din really knew bsb actually gotten back together until mc told me.can't believe he bought the whole album..-.-''.
but afta hearing some of the tracks..im tinking of buyin too.lol.

sighs.why r thr so many problems in life?
very tired..im so sick of it already.

went down to suntec ytd..to pass back my recept uniform and to go and have dinner with steven.wen and darren was thr too..and wen's face is uber black.tho she said nth i noe its cus of...
ate at some weird weird thai resturant..but the food is quite nice la.
afta tt headed back to kbox to wait fer joanne to finish werk and afta a VERYYYYY long discussion we headed to cine to sing.lol..
...is it my imagination or things felt really different from the last time i werk thr?

had tequila.thrs beer but its gross loh.
...im not going back again if i feel like drinking.
rather go clarke quay or ms.
they damn gei gao abt the charges loh..esp the bloody new captain thr.(i assumed he is new because i don't rmb seeing him thr b4.)
and feel abit like damn cheapo can..kip bargaining.lol..
some things gotten in the way in between.don't wanna mention alr.

don't think im making my passport liao.pointless.
had a quarrel with my dad again.fark.next time i will wait until he slp liao den i go back hm.
CANNOT STANDDDD.aj;lfdsj;saljfa;sfja;sjf fark.
..freaking weather is driving me nuts!!!!

chalet is in a few days time.
or shld i say 2 days time?
i haven even packed.
don't even know if its gonna be awkward or not..
-.-
i can't believe tt gal who added me in friendster is the cheesegirl!!!
same sec sch from me..
dohz.how come i can recgonise her fr friendster but nt when i c her upfront?
weird..
and im wondering...
if her blog is talking abt him too?
if she is...
hes a real arsehole.


having moodswings.
VERY easily irritated.
bleh.

Friday, May 13, 2005

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

came back home from town.



watched house of wax!!!
freaking gruesome show.the wax peeling off the stil alive human..all the dslka;jf;asjfqweufoiwpquropqw.
srsly,ppl r getting more n more sick everyday.
...


wanted to go shopping,but only managed to buy one shirt.just can't find anything i wanted to buy.
or issit cuz he's ard and i feel kinda uneasy? lol.
just nt used to the idea la..

saw wen at douby..lol.shall not go into details..


this is fer joanne:
its not that i've purposely left u out in the conversation.
its just that u prolly will just jump to her defence without even really trying to understand why im so goddamn pissed with her in the first place.
its not tt u don't understand the situation well enough.
its just that u already chosed to believe her side of story.
so even if i just try and tell ya its not really what u think,u will stil doubt my words.
i tried alr,trust me.
somehow it seems to me that the more i explain,the more u don't believe it.

..so i gave up explaining ever since the last 'almost' quarrel we had.
hah,you know whats really so ironic about this?
we claimed to be so closed..
but just a lil misunderstanding,and some words put in..
the trust is just gone.
and i didn't even did anyting to betray u guys,did i?

sighs.
i really don't want things to end up like this.
im sorry if i wasn't thr when i shld be.



will things ever be the same again?

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

its been very long tt i can go out and ton and stil have enough slp the next day.





its because.......







i FINALLY QUIT MY JOB!!!!



bth.si michael siew.
i will call someone to go burn down suntec kbox or sth.



...just kidding.

wenta darren's chalet ytd..
initially intending to mit joanne and wen..den go sing or sth.
but in the end change of plans..they wanted to go wen/joanne's hse.-.-'' dohs..
and while i was bored while waiting fer em to decide..i called darren.since i was in punggol anyway after eating with my family.
and he called me go over.
and i physco wen and joanne to come over too.bad move la..
but at least they r okay alr.

quarrel with him again.-pek chek-
says i shldnt lie to him say i nv drink.
i dont wanna lie either.but u dun sound happy ytd on the fone also loh.
so damn attitude.

and why the hell am i such a bad liar?



fuck.



only huiwen understands.




Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Saturday, May 07, 2005

ferget it.





one more day to freedom!!!!
tinking of pom mc tmr..


cant stand MICHAEL SIEW.
jerk.



ferget it bah.
if u guys tink im like tt..
i got nth to say.

Saturday, May 07, 2005

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

-very very annoyed-


he just like to find sth to argue with me everytime loh.
and its nt fun.


joe this,travis that.


what the...

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Sunday, May 01, 2005

tired

tired

TIRED!!!

haha..kinda can't wait fer the 8th..my last day werking at kbox.haha..abit bu she de also..but at least,i can have my normal life back! missed the days sleeping in the dark..=/

today's joey last day..tho i admit i don't like her sometimes..and can't really stand her most of the time,i still feel a lil bit sad..and kinda guilty..lol.she actually wrote us one letter each..
hmmm.tho i stil think she's da culprit to da complain letter thing,its already over.
also no point staying angry over it..think she's feeling quite bad abt it also.if not she wil nt stop writing..

was actually wanting to write an entry abt my colleagues..but now talking crap with em in msn den no mood liao.lol...
ferget it..7 days more.:P
wait patiently guys.but i really can't wait 2 tell u guys this-i love u guys.really.
im really gonna miss the days we had together,the madness,every single thing we've done..
okay i think i can't wait.
the crazy days,the staff parties,clubbing,hotel trip..
hugging,drinking,smoking,holding hands and singing,gossiping,sharing secrets..
all the silly things we've done together.
lol..like huiwen kneeling at the road..(dun kill me pls hahahaha)
holding hands singing jay chou song...
drinking with me when im down..
still thr when im puking all over the place..
always thr whenever i nid a hug..(tho sometimes its done by force..lol)

but hey,since im quitting,we wil have more time to mit up and chiong right!
dun ferget me,girls.

after we go back to sch,we're stil gonna rmb each other,aren't we?
maybe mit up every 2 weeks or sth and do what we always do...:P



haiz..shaun helped me emailed sp..hopefully can go in thr..
itz relly relly ma last hope ler.:/





-i shld be happy with what i've got-
(:

Sunday, May 01, 2005