angelineee
studying in SP dba and hating it.
extremely lazy.
insecured
maybe a lil too straightforward for her own good.
procrastinates alot.but once again, who doesn't?
have weird fetishes fer guys on the feminine side.
usually sleepy when not sleeping.
loves starry nights.actually, im a night owl.:P
bad at telling lies.
paranoid
loves ben & jerry ice-cream
finds it hard to trust anyone, anymore.
cries pretty easily, but hate tearing infront of others.
has hots fer katherine moennig<3
loves my baby(:

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i'm shooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sleepy. :(

went down to lollipop last night..and trust me i din really want to. its kinda last minute thingy, and got niamed by serene. been going down thr during my off days with chicken lil and jr.. and sometimes not goin to werk when im supposed to. :P somehow i dont really give a damn anymore, they are not going to appreciate what we've done fer em anyway, they just take it fer granted and find faults in all the stupid stuffs. i guess i will be job hoppin soon, the new peeps thr are getting from bad to worse also. bahhhs.


sho sho sho tired....
jobs to intro, anyone?


and i passed my rwps! HENGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG ah. :D
and i got a paper later and i haven studied. :( x.x
sighs..
i just want to sleep......

im up at this goddamn hour when im supposed to be sleeping peacefully til its time for school because MY CRAMPS ARE KILLING ME.

aaaaarrrrhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!
does god has something against women or what?!
every single month have to endure the same shit again and again.. and if u stop experiencing it suddenly for 8 months, u will prolly get one super major one at the 9th.


know how it feels like? it feels like someone has cut open my stomach, and anyhow placed it together again. it got infected, and the goddamn person just su ka su ka put abit of anesthetic drug thr.
i dunnoe, it just hurts so much and thrs this really weird and numb feeling there. and no its not numb in a good way.

i want to sleep!!!! bloody hell.

and im starting to srsly hate the lollipop staffs that are werking there. bunch of bloody 38s. i mean, i've seen people gossip, but this is extreme. they added all sorts of bullshit to the small stuffs they see.. and make it sound like its so true. ta ma de..
and now everybody thinks im with emily, and the reason so is because im after her money.
SIAO?!!!!
they even claimed that they saw me taking cash from her.
hello? they are winnings from a soccer bet?

can they be anymore dumber?

i tell ya, this is just one of the stories they've cooked up.
theres much more. and much worse.
all thanks to ur crying and acting.
so dont think i was just pissed off with u for crying bla bla bla and stop complaining to emily.

alcohol kills.


especially tequila shots. but chivas?!!!! this is getting a little bit weird. and 3 times i turned around only 30% conscious infront of chicken little? that is getting a little too scary..
i cannot believe i passed out on the cab, i ..... gawd. i can't even remember what i've said. haha. tho i more or less knew what happened. and i din realised that i was that sensitive to the sound of ur crying until yesterday. sensitive as in like, how sensitive im towards the sound of fingernails scratching against the blackboard. that sensitive.


im afraid. of what im not sure. im freaked out by the fact its bothering me every single minute of the day, as long as im awake and conscious. im scared to hell about the unknown, im trying to state the possibilities but i can't.
fear...

and fuckanathan!!!! bloody hell STUPID ARGENTINA. i shld have bet on germany, i know its a sure win but tamade i forgot the timing!!!!!!!!! and i really bet i lose. again. UGH!!!! fuckedddddd up. how many matches in a row alr? bloody england bloody south korea bloody argentina..


sobs. school is reopening. tomorrow. kill me....
anyone kindly guide me to the right direction pls?
feels like im going the wrong way..

HOLIDAYS ARE GOING TO BE OVER!!!!!


wtf?! i still haven get to go out. not even to shop. not even once.
shiat. this is madness. i haven studied for my upcoming tests, and im going to get fucked by my fma teacher for submitting a blank paper, and my pscm paper is screwed too.

oh... my ... god.............
i'm so so so so dead. :(

sianed.

almost passed out outside cineleisure today after a fag. if az comes out a lil later.. i guess im going to embarass myself i guess.

weird thing is, i almost black out the 2nd time AFTER ANOTHER FAG. just that its not as bad as the first. damn, sth is srsly wrong. and i scared the shit outta az. haha.


the omen is crap. srsly. dun watch it.

time to slp. and i regretted not werking in llp today. sighs..
so broke.

i'm so tired.. facing the com fer dunnoe how long attempting to do the stupid project that is long overdue. hopefully my tutor let me pass..

its my off day today.. im lackin of slp thanks to angzau and i took so long to complete my project thanks to him as well.. bleh.. msn is taking a hella long time to send my attachment across and my eyes are closing..

i guess i better post some norm stuffs before my blog gets over emo and so full of angst..
been pretty down recently, stressed up with every single thing thats going on with my life..
but i will survive! (:
afterall i can turn to gaybo az.

a question for everyone: which dumb guy will go fer butchy girls? i mean, as they obviously like their own sex and totally has no interest in guys.
siao one..

i can't believe this.

till now u still never realise ur mistakes. holy shiat, why am i hoping u will anyway? knowing u fer so long, its always the same damn thing again. sorry its my fault, can we pls be friends back again? i've realised my mistakes, i promise i will not do it again, can u forgive me?

hah. i don't know how many fuckin times have i heard it from u. and how many times i've chose to pretend nothing happened. and? u fuckin take things for granted and refused to change, or even acknowledge ur mistake. or u just claim that u knew, but do nuts about it and repeat it not just once, over and over again.

you know, just because whatever that day is happens to be the worse day of ur life doesn't mean i owe u anything. and it doesn't gives u a right to screw my day up too. that doesnt gave u a right to be a goddamn bitch and just blew up. fer nuts.

enough said. i really dont wanna keep harping on it again and again. u can go whine about it in ur blog, about how sad ur life is now, how it is my fault, or even, complain to ur friends its really my fault. i don't care, cos everyone who saw everything will know. no point trying to clarify.
and one last thing- everybody got their own problems. dont make it sound like the whole damn world owes u and everybody gotta give in to u because ure the most kelian one of us all. just happen that u are the only one not knowing how to deal.

i remembered once u told me that ever since i've started werking in lollipop, im a changed person. now look what happen. LOOK who's the one who really changed. changed into an ugly green-eyed monster, a fucking competitive bitch, and a prissy princess who thinks that everybody owes u shit.

im trying to tolerate, trying to forget all the stuffs that happened recently. in fact, most of the shits come from u. if not, i bet im still juggling with werk and studies pretty fine. and i prolly wont be in such a screwed up stage right now. first suicide, den suicide again, den to crying during werk whenever u do something dumb or WRONG, and just knowing that u cant win u started using ur tears. i may not be affected by them cos i've seen enough, but ur doting godmother sure is. and when she started talking to me and telling me to da ren you da liang, i cant help but feel really agitated. remember that time u were oh-so-upset that i wasn't talking to u after ur futile attempts to suicide den u got drunk and was sobbing so pathetically across serene while she was trying to talk me into forgiving you? if its not for manjit, i would have just slapped u awake right away. and despite so many of ur ridiculous tantrums and miss princess attitude, u never seemed to get enough.

fuck it aiight, i HAD ENOUGH. enough of ur craps and knnb shits. i know u're unhappy about me being close friends with ethan, i hate to see this, but its because U CAN'T BE THERE WHEN I NEED U. ESP WHEN PRACTICALLY ALL THE SHITS COME FROM U. and about that u're going to complain i wasn't thr when u needed somebody too as well right?

let me tell u something. u always only tell me things when its necessary, and kept it to ur self if possible. just take ethan fer example, after u think we got a lil too close for comfort and u're afraid i will fall for him, u told me u liked him. now what the fuck? u stil got the cheek to say that u've feelings fer him fer quite some time. and in between u once told me u like edwin and u called adrain or who-ever the fuckin guy's name every single day?
u kept things to urself, its ur problem. don't come pointing fingers and say im a lousy friend who leaves u when u're in trouble.
and the worse thing is, u're practically finding stuffs to quarrel about EVERY SINGLE GODDAMN DAY. and den i decided to talk to u and forget abt it, doesn't mean i've totally forgotten clean about it and U CAN START A FUCKING NEW ONE ALL OVER AGAIN.
even if u're in trouble doesnt give u an excuse. yes i can be there, but go think about it, YOU are the one who made me go away. with ur fucked up attitude, who will stay?


enough is enough. and i dun understand why i fuckin help u to bloody cheat in ur hrm test. i cant open the locker, u just fucking be a bitch and send me maoqi's number. and its okay, u still wanted to find quarrel by asking me to look for mila to tell her im not going to the class outing myself. SO TELL ME WHY AM I HELPING U OUT? just because of ur 'if u need help in uccd, call me?' fucking bullshit la!
do u think i will? cos even if i don't know a single shit, u know i wont. i rather flunk it. or the best, not passing it up at all!


thanks man. knowing u is like a once in a lifetime. KNOWING THAT FRIENDS EXIST IN SUCH FORMS TOO.

what the fuckin hell?

what is it now? get back time? showing off that ure studying with jr and shit doesn't impresses me.
so what jr looks like t. the way u talked and gushed about her just made me sick. if that was an attempt to piss me off, congratulations then.

maybe i shall learn a thing or two from u and gush about ethan?

very kp..

i lost my freakin textbks! and i really dun understand why and its really not my fault. i mean, how can u leave it on ur friend's bed and its gone like this? ughhhhhh*
seeing new colleagues practically everyday i werk already. and honestly i didn't get to see anyone i happen to like. so the blah. firstly the new china girls, they completely have no manners (im not stereotyping here, its the truth- they are from china and they are rude. sandra is from china but shes not that bad..) and one weird honky. whats next? im sooo excited to find out.

think i shld really get back to slp but i need to borrow fma textbk. all thanks to my jk;asdkjf#$#5r430wq98t!
:( my pscm or uccd textbook is gone too.. wth. speaking of which, im not done with my uccd project yet. crapppp!!!!! how to do my project like this!

time to get back to bed. since thrs prolly nth i can do other den worrying about it. which is really boliao.
nights everybody.