angelineee
studying in SP dba and hating it.
extremely lazy.
insecured
maybe a lil too straightforward for her own good.
procrastinates alot.but once again, who doesn't?
have weird fetishes fer guys on the feminine side.
usually sleepy when not sleeping.
loves starry nights.actually, im a night owl.:P
bad at telling lies.
paranoid
loves ben & jerry ice-cream
finds it hard to trust anyone, anymore.
cries pretty easily, but hate tearing infront of others.
has hots fer katherine moennig<3
loves my baby(:

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ideas project is totally waste of my effort.


im dozing off when im typing this.feels like,anyway.slept fer 4 hours,all thx to tt darn project.

but the rest of my groupmates are worse off then me,so i shant complain so much.all thx to them or else the product is a complete failure,ESP the fugly model i tried to worked on.


how can dreams feel so real that even when u pinch urself it stil hurts?
how can HE be so real?

its like im keep all these stupid dreams as memories,like it really happened.but it DIDN'T.
stop tormenting me.i want to move on..why cme back to haunt me when im almost over it?

im just running in circles.



just stay happy with her..














(((:



So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
Off guard, red handed
Now I'm far from lonely
Asleep,I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I..

I need something else
Would someone please just give me
Hit me, knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can laugh
All I want inside I still am empty
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me..

i think im quite contented with life if i were to spend the rest of my living years as a potato couch.



stupid IDEAS project.its so darn fucking dumb.
and im supposed to research on marketing stuffs.WHICH I DON'T HAVE A CLUE AT ALL?
the suggested website din help at all,thank you very much.


sighs.i wanted very much to sleep.im sleepy, and im kinda sick.
down with a cold and i think sorethroat is onnnn da way.
again.its getting pretty annoying.
and my stomach don't feel so well too.



and once in like a million years,one cockroach invade my kitchen.i don't dare to use the bathroom,and the dumbass cockroach is so BIG.and of all times,the pesticide chose to run out.
guess what i did?





i passed a bottle of insect repellant and told my bro to spray at its direction if its heading near the bathroom while i went in.lol..


and he made an oily mess on the kitchen floor.and i got scolded by my parents fer messing up the kitchen..-.-''
i cant possibly push the blame to my bro,after all he was helping me.


stupid cockroach.pui.




gee,thanks fer the 2 guys in particular fer showing me how nice they are yea..and letting me know that sleep is much more impt den anything else.go sleep all u wan man,fuggers.


i can't stand ppl who are all talk and no action.and u stil expected people to actually believe what u say and act like u practically own them? in short,i just can't stand u.

i can't stand ur cannon-ing.
i can't stand ur tikoness.
i can't stand ur loserism.


actually,i think u and yv really suits each other yea.
(:

i feel sick.

my head's throbbing,my neck is aching,my nose feels swollen.finally can take a small nap cos i reached home pretty early today.


the irony again:i reached home early on a FRIDAY.

bahhs.im too tired to give shit.srsly the travelling time from my hse to da frigging sch is wearing me out.i need to wake up darn early,and the long journey isnt helping much either.not to mention the bloody mrt chairs are too hard to sleep on.

im starting to worry about my studies.my econs result SUCKS.srsly.i still hafta be glad i'd passed.((:
but no i don't wanna get this kinda result fer my semester exam.its time to wake up,i guess..

and projects are seriously way too much! the stupid teachers are completely brainless.CANT THEY LIKE SEPERATE OUR PROJECT DATELINES WITH OUR EXAMINATION DATES?
how are we supposed to study then?
ugh.


gotta wear formal on monday fer presentation.siann.
cannot imagine i gotta wear heels the whole day in school.

okay..finally i've changed my layout!!!


special thanks to anne who create this.((((:


did a lil editing myself,hope u don't mind..hehe.and my song is super xiao shen!!!wtf. and i think its time to delete all my msn ppl contacts.they are all DEAD.

what the hell.

im going to sleep.

i just watched this show at channel 8, shui jia mu ji bu sheng dan or sth.
gawd,that egg plant aunty is almost like a photocopy of huiwen!!!!wahahahahahahahhaahhahahahaa...

okay.maybe thr are some differences.like egg plant aunty won't talk back to her mom and huiwen will.
but the similarities are sooo.....scary.


like the way she stare and the way she behaves.LOL~


anne.im sorry to hear about ur hp..=/
don't be too upset kk? i know its cos thr are tons of my photos in them.cheer up man,at most i take summore send to u.heh.


this very mean(or maybe im just bitter) thought came across my mind today,when i was on my way back home. yea yea,he crossed my mind again,and i was thinking,why can somebody(that i know) can actually managed get that guy she wants even though at that moment of time his heart was with somebody else?
why cant i!?!!!
wah liew eh.just becos she tou hua song bao and i din?(eh,different guys)
what? don't tell me u guys really like it when girls do that.
or that guy too cheap.

was just wondering.
feelings will fade, someday.

soon.

im so frigging bored. im stuck in class and my tutor is keeping the whole class fer another half an hour more.




zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz


i want to go home now!!!!!!!!!


ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!~~!




im tired im sick im ;afjsd;safqoiwuerjksfl;jsadl;jdfsanvsand;sa;fjas


ppl in my msn list are all dead.

monday blues, monday blues.


this is the first time im quite sure im failing my pacc.

*ego seriously bruised*

i think i shld start doing my hmwk from now onwards, instead of going out after sch all the time.haiis.
and i shld start minding my attendance.


ugh.its such a horrible day today.i woke up early,like 6plus.mob presentation managed to be quite a sucess despite that the fact we aint really rehearsed on it.its all last min work..

my goddamn left eye was hurting the whole day.probably cos i only slept fer 5 freaking hours. and its getting on my nerves.

erm,sorry wen abt today at the toilet.i know u know.
i mean, afterall its over. maybe im just being cranky today la.hais.


i just feel so terrible right now.

zzzz.darn that stupid econs tutor.
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH HIM.is he fucking blind or he just likes me too much.


ugh.not going to harp on it again and again.so if u wanna know,ask me.if i feel like ranting all over again,i will tell ya.


went over to wen's house to play ps2. and we got into a silly arguement on photos and passport..shan't further elaborate.i was trying to help in a way..

perhaps im self-centered.
perhaps im too selfish.
perhaps im just too arrogant,too sure of myself to give a damn about others.


BUT I SWEAR I WAS,IN MY OWN WAY,TRYING TO HELP.


no im not blaming her fer seeing it my way.

i've been trying hard to stop this foolish behaviour of mine recently,and i realised its hard.its hard to understand people when our thinking just aint on the same wavelength.i think whats im doing is right,and she/he disagree.and vice versa.

maybe even when they finally did explain themself,i will go 'wtf? is THAT all? i can't believe yer so childish/stubborn/naive/stupid/petty/and-whatever negative that comes out from my brain'. i always say how i felt at that time,maybe nt to the same person.but just find someone to confide,to pour out ur frustrations.and when the misunderstanding clears and we are friends, who won't tends to overlook that whatever petty mistake that the other had committed?
who like bearing grudges?
so tell me, am i really a hypocrite?
i just couldn't see it.

im not pin-pointing anyone out there,i think i have a problem.attitude problem,perhaps. i cared fer things that i shldnt really care fer,and im freaking insensitive to those i shld. believe me when i say im really trying hard to try and think the same way as u guys.
u can say im doing some soul-searching and im not getting any answers.
and im getting a lil frustrated.

econs paper today.what can i say?


its expected anyway.i din even bother to study,and when i think tt its time to study fer econs,i was hafing a headache and decided that sleep is much more important.


I DIN EVEN TRY STUDYING AT HOME.reached home,feel shagged,watch tv,sleep.
thats exactly why i don't want to go sp in the first place.sighs..


anyways.thanks cxm fer bring me to my classroom.(((:


went to meet lance with wen to get da chivas.and he gave us a pair of movie passes to the land of the dead.so nice of him..
thanks alot,too yea~


don't feel like blogging much.im going to sob over my econs paper again.

i just killed a mosquito.



and im super guilty.:(

wenta si ma lu thr to qiu qian with wen today. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE its a good qian. im not going to say what issit about..:x



so my dream is real. issit,issit??:P


wen was really down today..girl..be strong k???don't take things to seriously..i really want to c u back to ur old self.(:
im going to study fer econs later.BURN MIDNIGHT OIL.sux0r..i din noe a single shiat.

hais...BO BI PASS CAN ALR.
nono.CA1 marks can alr.:D


p.s-alvin is GAY. XD

some ppl just got nth better to do.they just like it when ppl are down.


fuck off,okay? from my entry u obviously can see im very upset. u don't hafta fucking rub on it again right.
insensitive shit.


u shld noe when to stop.



but oops,i guess u don't.

went k-ster today with anne and wen.((((: once again,i skipped the entire day of classes.
and again,i did went to school.what the hell..i wanted to go ec..but they changed classes and no one informs me.since by the time when i get thru to anyone in the class and get the classroom,i wil prolly be like 45 mins late.so just can't be bothered la.

getting fed up with school work.


anyways,k-ster is funnnn.just tt don't know why thr are small cockroaches-look-alike creatures running in the room. but its quite hygenic la,they even washed the mike.it smells kinda nice..in an addicting way.heh..
AND THEIR COLLECTION OF SONGS IS OMG.they haf tons of english songs tt kbox don't even haf,and their chinese songs are goddamn updated.and their duet 'ni de yan jing' don't skip like kbox does.
and its so much cheaper.


in short,go k-ster next time man. i mean it.


anne,i think u shldn't apologise..
both of us are at fault.so don't take the blame.(: anyways.sorry too..
im glad its over yea..

life isn't easy.thats what friends are fer..
wen,don't be so stressed up k..



-u create these problems,and you don't know what to do.you know u can solve them,but you can't be bothered to.-

i din touched my econs at all today.was doing the freaking ec proposal,and im totally clueless about the ec presentation.ugh..stupid teacher.other classes don't even hafta do that loh.nt everybody is as free as her man..wtf.



anyways.my blog song is 'wake me up when september ends' by greenday.
think its kinda meaningful.and emo..


exactly hw im feeling right now.


-as my memories rest,but i'll never ferget what i've lost.wake me up,when september ends..-

wen slept over last night.intended to study,but we didn't really touched the bks at all.talked abt the past, when we are young..and while i was searching of my old baby pics, i saw my old journal,buried in dust..


thats the last journal i ever wrote.ever since it ended.



its true when they say love makes u stupid,eh?i was so incredibly naive,that is fucking laughable.

i tot we are going to get married.


fuck,fuck fuck.

just a few days back i was trying to tell myself,to think of the good memories instead of the bad.
however,after reading it,it just brings back the bad.




im so freaking dumb.

"The Right To Write Me Off"

Can we make this last forever
With every word we're growing distant
And I feel as though I have to let you know

It's growing old to see us torn by every choice that I have made
In every instant you were right to write me off and move ahead
And I think I let you down, I throw it all away
I never meant to break it up or make you feel this way

It's getting colder through these walls that seem to thin to break us now
A perfect ending still in line though it seems our time is running out
Trace the call from you, we'll make this go away
I never felt this day would come, I'll never be the same

Can we make this last forever
With every word you're growing distant
And I feel as though I have to let you go (Let you go...)
Can we make this time together
Seem as though we never started
And it's hard to be the only one to know (To know...)

Through open eyes I sense a feeling painted black that lines your heart
It's bleeding through just like the colors that I've seen right from the start
And if I had the choice to do this all again
Would you be inclined to notice it or would just pretend...

Can we make this last forever
With every word you're growing distant
And I feel as though I have to let you go (Let you go...)
Can we make this time together
Seem as though we never started
And it's hard to be the only one to know (To know...)

Remember how we used to be...
(How we used to be...)
Remember how we used to be...
(How we used to be...)

Can we make this last forever
With every word you're growing distant
And I feel as though I have to let you go...
Can we make this time together
Seem as though we never started
And it's hard to be the only one to know...

Can we make this last forever
With every word you're growing distant
And I feel as though I have to let you go (Let you go...)
Can we make this time together
Seem as though we never started
And it's hard to be the only one to know (To know...)

"The Right To Write Me Off"

Can we make this last forever
With every word we're growing distant
And I feel as though I have to let you know

It's growing old to see us torn by every choice that I have made
In every instant you were right to write me off and move ahead
And I think I let you down, I throw it all away
I never meant to break it up or make you feel this way

It's getting colder through these walls that seem to thin to break us now
A perfect ending still in line though it seems our time is running out
Trace the call from you, we'll make this go away
I never felt this day would come, I'll never be the same

Can we make this last forever
With every word you're growing distant
And I feel as though I have to let you go (Let you go...)
Can we make this time together
Seem as though we never started
And it's hard to be the only one to know (To know...)

Through open eyes I sense a feeling painted black that lines your heart
It's bleeding through just like the colors that I've seen right from the start
And if I had the choice to do this all again
Would you be inclined to notice it or would just pretend...

Can we make this last forever
With every word you're growing distant
And I feel as though I have to let you go (Let you go...)
Can we make this time together
Seem as though we never started
And it's hard to be the only one to know (To know...)

Remember how we used to be...
(How we used to be...)
Remember how we used to be...
(How we used to be...)

Can we make this last forever
With every word you're growing distant
And I feel as though I have to let you go...
Can we make this time together
Seem as though we never started
And it's hard to be the only one to know...

Can we make this last forever
With every word you're growing distant
And I feel as though I have to let you go (Let you go...)
Can we make this time together
Seem as though we never started
And it's hard to be the only one to know (To know...)

i just realised my stamina is getting bad to worse.


I CAN'T EVEN JOG FER 15 MINS W/O STOPPING!!!! >.< size="5">HAIS!!!


after our so called gymming we meet up with anne.and wenta geylang to eat durians.:D
walked fer ages cos we alighted at the wrong mrt stop.omg..and went past a stall selling CHOU TOUFU!!!!
...if i remembered correctly,its anne who suggested trying one loh..in the end..shes the one who chicken out!!! slap u arhh...
anyway,it stinks.(like duh) its QUITE nice la,given that u eat without trying to breathe.
i srsly think it smells like da bian. and me and anne are like holding our breath while wen was happily eating away..until she forces us to eat.
settle it the usual way..DIRECTIONS!
anne lost a couple of times.and u shld haf seen her face..wahahahahahahha..
anyway..after that horrible piece of toufu..we resumed walking and FINALLY reached that stall.
xian ku hou tian..lol.
the durains are fab..and the guy selling also quite cute eh.heh..
and we bumped into zhikuan..zzzz.
must be wandering thr to.........
(:

after that we headed back home.wen predicted that i wil missed my last train and even make plans to go cycling..but too bad.:P


its nice being with them again..;)

wah sey.since when i become SPARETIRE!!!


..just kidding la.anyway im nice.haha..
siannnned.
EXAMS ARE COMING!!!!:(
im just too lazy to give shit.and this time the percentage weigh is higher.omg..someone slap me awake!!!

bumped into ziqing on the way back home.(:
bth loh..he alot of fei hua.

i've sinned.
i ate too much today..:(
like im not getting fat already.
HAIS.

i missed the days when i can get dead drunk.

i wenta watch the fireworks at esplanade thr ytd.its nice,so is the live band.just that its freaking packed with people and i almost got squashed to death.
but hey,its worth it.(:

after that,lama and i wenta meet up with wen,and then anne.just slacked ard and talk cock until 2plus 3? can't rmb.we just talk crap played silly games and just walked ard..


and we took NR home.the muthafu**** bus driver is an ass. THE FREAKIN' BUS IS SUPPOSED TO STOP AT OPP MY HSE THAT BUS-STOP BUT HE DIDN'T. and i ended up walking fer a hella long stretch of road before i can reach home.what got me so mad is that,its like 3am reaching 4? and he made me walk home ALONE(not that i want him to accompany me la) and my hp batt is running low-so i can't even called out.

>:(
woke up at 3pm..feeling very lethargic and just don't feel like talking to anyone.i felt too tired to joke,laugh,even talk. i feel sore all over..
must be because i was like practically running home last night.i was so darn scared loh..

exams are coming again.so im stil slacking,nt bothering to do anything..hais.and projects are piling up..
perhaps im just not meant to study huh..:/

"Let It Enfold You"

So the lie now is my weapon
Like a bush dried withered in the sun
With this spark I'll go up in flames.
I'd lay my guts out but they're too small to see
It's kinda cute how I pretend to be
Everything but the instrument I am.


Peace or happiness
So let it enfold you

A birth to life is what I'm after
My first name won't be my last one
Let the light just drip into your eyes.

So it's true my words are contrived
I tell lies just to get into your mind
I'm as fake as a widow's smile.
This mask of glass is what I choose to wear
So I won't ever have the need to bear
The total truth to anyone but me.
Peace or happiness
So let it enfold you

A birth to life is what I'm after
My first name won't be my last one
Let the light just drip into your eyes.


I'm just a bad actor stuck with a shitty script
All of my lines are cheap and the cast is weak
There was no music for the first time I got kissed
There was no femme fatal, my mistress wasn't rich.
So I've been formatted to fit your TV screen
The film went straight to tape, I'll bow out quietly.
So quietly.
So quietly.

Please do this now I beg
Duct tape my arms and legs
Throw me into the sea(Please save me, please save me)[x2]

Now watch the waves eat me
Setting my cold heart free
I'll wash ashore in weeks(You can't save me, can't save me)
Now watch the waves eat me
Setting my cold heart free
I'll wash ashore in weeks(You can't save me, you can't save me now)

its gone...




finally.
i don't wanna see it suffering anyway.





i really wish my parents will stop replacing it.i can't bear with such losses any longer..

3 days straight.going to sch and nt attending lessons.
what the hell am i doing??!
lol~


ugh.still feel a lil guilty fer nt attending econs tutorial.:/ i think i need more than a lil motivation here.haha.
haven been feeling well too.was feeling very giddy the whole damn day.and oh yea.slacked at art's room.or whatever the cafe's called.
im srsly sooooooooo spoilt.
i think i shld stop,but i just can't help myself sometimes.haha..


anyways.obviously i've changed my layout.still kinda under construction..and special thanks to wen! :D
i just love this movie.

gotta do project tmr..zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
maybe meeting up with ken after that.(:

skipped da whole day of sch today.:D


someone got cheated by me...ya,i noe im honest and looks really innocent and won't tell lies one lar,but no need so gong to go pia cab down right? BEN DAN. wahhaha..

went window shopping fer stuffs again.so yep,i managed to find one that is quite nice,but will still keep on looking. and ajisen SUCKS! who's idea har? and that stupid ramen. its not even hot!
hwah hwah i managed to win directions this time quite a few times.lol~

i dreamt of him.AGAIN.
sighs.
why??
everytime im so sure i've gotten over it.
whats my subconscious telling me?


he's got her.





me?

im getting sick.


i got a VERY bad sore throat,and cold.
i swear nv to play direction and 5-10 with huiwen alr.not when we are betting on anything.wtf.
been slping alot...even took a short nap when i reached hm.
think im hafing a slight fever now..:/

tired.
sch basically sucks today.classes are boring..


doze off while i was on my way home.


=/
Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then
We'll meet again
When both our cars collide?