angelineee
studying in SP dba and hating it.
extremely lazy.
insecured
maybe a lil too straightforward for her own good.
procrastinates alot.but once again, who doesn't?
have weird fetishes fer guys on the feminine side.
usually sleepy when not sleeping.
loves starry nights.actually, im a night owl.:P
bad at telling lies.
paranoid
loves ben & jerry ice-cream
finds it hard to trust anyone, anymore.
cries pretty easily, but hate tearing infront of others.
has hots fer katherine moennig<3
loves my baby(:

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happy new year everybody!!!!!

so its not such a bad new year afterall.met up with clyve and cecily(psch mates) and 2 of clyve's friends,roy and kar.intended to go to mos,but the fucking queue is GODDAMN LONG.everybody's queing up till the bungee jumping crap there.was wondering what time can they get in man.
headed to gotham penthouse instead.all of us are first-timers.pretty aiight place la, just that there are fucking limited seats around.we are all standing up and drinking!!!bloody hell.and i spilled jim bean all over the table. :x whoops.
overall its pretty fun.except the fact that kar K.O at 1 i think.fuckin spoiler!!! everybody's getting high and he have to freaking pass out right then and people gotta take turns to take care of him.

its nice to club with people with legal age. LOL.
anne im waiting aiight! 1 more month!
okay i got a freakin hangover right now.gonna go sleep it off.

MY FATHER IS BLOODY NOISY.
im sorry, but thats gotta be the last time u're coming my house.
:(
hes being an ass and i just don't wanna talk about it.
sorry.

OFF TO SLP.

woke up pretty early today.sheesh,whenever i slept like at night,be it late or not,(like from 10-4) i wil end up waking up damn early the next day.
even if i didn't get my 8 hours of beauty sleep.

something's wrong with my body clock!!!! again!!!
dohs.

anyways.my mum brought me out to shop.(((:
she suggested suntec,but i was a lil lazy plus since i've plans to meet him alr later in the day, we went tampines instead.
bought mango tops.
I WANT THE MICKEY MOUSE HOT PINK AND BLACK SHIRT AND THE LEVIS LADIES CRYSTAL JEANS!!!!!!!!
*coughs AHEMS hints*
lol~

so yea.
left tampines ard 6 i think.was feeling guilty fer not going earlier,but changed my mind.
LOL.
think my head's gonna burst if i reached even a MINUTE earlier.seriously.
its the first time i've got a headache due to someone's non-stop yakking.
im nt being mean, its true.
but din regretted meeting up..even its fer a short while.
guess the headache is worth it.
i think.
haha..

TMR'S NEW YEAR EVE!
time sure flies.
im getting old..:(

tired!!! just came back from clubbing. pretty sianned last night.
don't know why.just not so fun.. :s
was kinda boring actually.


ate bak ku teh there after that.
the soup was nice, but tasted different.from the last visit la..which was ages ago.
headed to cine kbox after that..sang til 6 and went some prata place nearby.
reached home ard 730 and here im, stoning infront of the com.doing research cos i prolly can't meet my classmates fer project.don't like it when they arranged stuffs last minute..

aiight.off to do some researching else i can't get my beauty sleep.bye ppl.

my stomach's killing me and i can't sleep.
think my aunt's visiting me by tomorrow the latest.can't wait.
GAHHHHH.
let the nightmare begins.


anyways thanks ppl fer everything tonight.u know who u are.(((:
and glad everything's fine.sorry if my words are too harsh.:/



MY STOMACH HURTS!!!

merry xmas everyone.
hope u guys enjoyed ur xmas.
esp those who had celebrated it with me last night.




my family went to my aunt's place,sorta like a xmas celebration kinda thing while i was soundly asleep in my bed. and they brought lotsa nice food back fer me((((:
food definitely perks me up whenever im feeling down.

i know,i know.its xmas!!! i should at least pretend to be happy.
man, i don't even know why im feeling this way.
is it really PMS?
:((((((

i really need a cig right now.
but i don't have any left! im too lazy to go out to buy also.






-i never wanna see ur dark side.

tmr's xmas eve.sianned.don't even know whr to go..zzzz.
and of all times to feel PMSy.

don't feel like talking much.

just came back from fantasie.FWAH! im freakin bloated. just ate crabs and kangkong my mom had left fer me.

shit.so many late night suppers recently.
including what i ate last night at darren's blk!!!wah chao..
think im gaining back what i've lost again.:(((


anyway.met up with di and hast before meeting anne,eddie,huimin and wen fer fantasie.
did lotsa catching up and some unwanted people are there la..
freaking extra.
managed to shake them off like only when everyone wanted to go off.so boh bian gotta go to bishan to talk.
its been like how many donkey months since we last met up.think its ever since sch reopen.bleh..bloody SP.
sorry anne and wen that im not able to come down to bugis to meet u guys eh.paisehhh..

first time to fantasie.had been hearing abt it lotsa times from anne.lol~
glad everything is fine now.
or so it seems..haha.

anyone thinking of buying a xmas gift to me but have no idea what to buy?!?!!
http://www.mychemicalromance.com/store/
check this site out!! im so in love with that scenester hoodie(shortcut HERE
and the undercover messenger bag (shortcut HERE).

chio right~!!!!!
haha.
okay la.think im going off to sleep alr.my left eye hurts.feels like someone had just punched me there or sth.
better goes away tomorrow.:(
NIGHTS PPL.


somehow im dreading xmas.
bleh.

lotsa negative stuffs are running through my mind.

im feeling guilty, angry, helpless.....

i hope what wen said will come true.

and i'm worried about you.
yea.
but seems like my concern is pretty redundant.
don't wanna talk about it.
its ur life.
live it the way u want.


PMSy.off to sleep.
meeting hast at NYP later.at least something to cheer me up.(:

"I Miss You"

(I miss you, I miss you)
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, I miss you)
(I miss you, I miss you)
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight?
Stop this pain tonight.

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head
(I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head
(I miss you, I miss you)

(I miss you, I miss you)

i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee shopping sprees!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

wenta jb with wen. and just splurge splurge and splurge. until its abit too late to realise my wallet is empty. hahaha..
pretty happy with what i've bought. now im left with wen's xmas gift haven settle.i can't possibly buy when she's ard right..


im totally beat.
and thx wen fer the super early xmas surprise.
i <3 it!!!! thanks alot ((((:


bleh so im flat broke now.
:((((((((((


why am i not born rich leh?!!?!
SUGARDADDIES WANTED!!!

lol.
i needa find a job.soon.

almost rotted to death.bleh.


my back hurts from bending too much.think im getting old alr.lol..
its 4am and i don't feel like sleeping.yet im bored.HAIS.......
hungry!


i got something to haolian:
i've lost weight! now im 46 kg..1 more kg to my aim!(45 i mean)
the strange thing is that, i think im gettin fatter instead leh.
weird.

sianned.hopefully tomorrow can wake up in time fer jb.even if im tired.its IMPT!!! xmas is just round the corner..:/
speaking of xmas, im totally lost.all my so-called plans are all ruined.
sighs.
this is gonna be a sucky year.

LOL!!!!!!!



sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet revenge.
boy, im evil.but i don't give a damn.he asked fer it okay!
winston came all the way to vista point and i told him i cnt make it.
hahahaahahahahhaha.
actually me and wen wanted to meet up with him, but since her sis jio us to partyworld we decided to heck care.
welllllllll.we wanted to let him know one,but he lost his fone.
so u can't really blame us okayyy..
hwahhwahhwah.

IM SO MEANNNN.
but u love it, don't ya?

if u don't,thats ur prob.cos i do.
always love oneself! :P

school sucks.
im tired.

its time to catch up with my old friends.kinda missed them.
and i miss hast and di hella lots.

is it my imagination or im PMSy recently?
special thanks fer wen fer cheering me up.

failing my freakin FOM.
its all last minute cramming, like 1 hour before my stupid exam.
and i left most of the questions either blank or only half anwered.
guess my tutor won't be very pleased with me.
fuck.


lucky wen is ard today. else i don't know what to do and what will happen.
things getting worse?
when i care too much, people think that im controlling or irritating or whatever bullshit.
when i don't give a fucking damn, people think im not caring enough.
wah! VERY DIFF TO ZUO REN LEH.


i rather be called cold and unfeeling than irritating and over-caring.

i know i sound harsh.
but im damn angry right now.



EVERYTHING ISN'T GOING MY WAY.wtf.
i still got hmwk to rush.ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

haven been posting lately becos im VERY busy. haven been sleeping well, and my FOM paper is coming up and i've no time to study a single thing.

and bad things just keep rolling in.after i thought im done with one,another one will just come popping up out of nowhere.
i guess im sick of trying.
trying to be nice does NOT werk.
i tried to be understanding, and trying to tell myself that MAYBE they really do have something sup with them that makes that react that way, and im really trying hard to be understanding.


what do i get? instead of being appreciative, they pushed their luck.
i don't need this right now.
i'm telling myself not to be so nice anymore.whats the point anyway.
so yep, if u're thinking of throwing ur temper at me, think again.
this time, i will bite back.
and i mean it.

no more Miss Understanding fer me fer now.

and this is to anne;
yep i admit i've made a mistake fer not msging ya to tell u in advance that i couldn't go.
if apologies couldn't help, and u're really thinking of washing hands off this so-called friendship we had, aiight.
it prolly doesn't make a difference to ya anyway.
im really tired of trying. u're trying to help and yep i REALLY understand, but since u think that this friendship is worth not having and that im using u,i've nothing to say then.


and my newly pierced tounge is being a pain in the ass.its kinda swollen right now and hurts everytime i woke up.
i nv regretted piercing it tho. ESPECIALLY WHEN THE GUY WHO PIERCED IT HAPPENS TO BE A ANGMO HOTTIE.
lol!!!! i've difficulty trying to figure out what he's trying to say sometimes tho.
the piercing process isn't as painful as i thought it would be, but i've gotten a shock when he started pushing the needle from the underneath of my tounge.i wasn't really mentally prepared fer it as well. he was like 'ready?' while clamping my tounge, and all i can say is 'uh..' and he just start jamming the needle into my tounge.
and the most unexpected part is the drooling!
i was super paiseh can!

aiight.nuff yakking.im off to sleep,gotta wake up later to mug fer my FOM.
laters.

TOMORROW IS DA DAY!!!! muahahhahaha.


okay.im going off to get some decent rest.
byeeeee people.((((:
love y'all!

watched chicken little today.its really cute.




its tiring and hard to pretend to be someone u aren't. its hard to pretend u don't mind when u do.
i feel like im falling apart soon. i don't think i can even hold that long. i really hope that everything will be solved tonight, if possible.
the ending?
im prepared fer the worst.

perhaps im a sucker fer small details. i don't know. or i see things a lil too deep?


in either ways im disappointed.

okay,teacher haven gone too far fer econs.
*relieved.but im really worried about my stats cos i don't know everything, right from the beginning.
and spss retest is coming up.like in 2 or 3 days time.


went to amk there to get pay with him. felt kinda funny.
don't think i'll be going there again.haha.
just felt odd la.and i think joey cfm say sth de..

am i over-reacting fer today?
maybe.
i'm sorry..but i really don't like it when you raised ur voice at me.
i'm not angry..don't get me wrong.
glad everything's over.


and shld i just ferget everything? i wanted to. i can't believe that you will be that kinda person that i've never thought u will be.
you're so....scheming that its scary.
people said that once u did something bad, u will be listed as a bad person ferever.others won't even remember all the good stuffs u've done and u will just get labelled as the bad guy.
and tho what you've done and all, i still cannot ferget all the happy times we shared.
i don't feel any regrets or that i was being backstabbed.
but im weary.
what kinda person are u really?
you're so complicated and negative about other people.
i trusted you.
but i guess i can't anymore.

my dad finally brought a new keyboard!!! so i think my com will stop being screwed.
its irritating me consistently.so its about time it stop.:P


anyways, wenta watch saw2 ytd with him.(: its awesome! but im a lil too tired..so yea.sorry if i spoiled anything or i appear to be sianned when im not.
im going to catch chicken little next.:D

spent a lazy saturday together at home with him watching tv..lol. there seemed to be nothing much fer us to do anyway.

other den im jobless officially and im now looking fer new jobs,there isn't anything much fer me to blog.
so yea..laters.

my bro is being annoying.just because he can't use the stupid com fer a few hours, he started throwing stupid tantrums.
if i wasn't so pissed off with his stupid actions such as slamming the door and shouting,etc, i would have LOLed at his face for his sissiness.
MAN, look at how pathetic guys can be JUST FER GAMES.
stupid, unreal, virtual, online games. like as if he's even knowing girls inside.


introducing maplestory to him is really like the biggest mistake of my life.
whats up with that stupid obsession?
yayayayaya i know what u guys gonna say.
'u girls won't understand'.
DON'T BULLSHIT k, because i used to play that silly game too.
why not say u guys got nothing better to do and just let your life just revolve around that game?
i don't know about you people, but this is exactly whats happening to my bro.
since like one year ago.TIL NOW.
somebody! get him a girlfriend or something! im sick of him.
get him outta the house and stop whining about me using the com.
can any girls stand him in the first place? sheesh.