angelineee
studying in SP dba and hating it.
extremely lazy.
insecured
maybe a lil too straightforward for her own good.
procrastinates alot.but once again, who doesn't?
have weird fetishes fer guys on the feminine side.
usually sleepy when not sleeping.
loves starry nights.actually, im a night owl.:P
bad at telling lies.
paranoid
loves ben & jerry ice-cream
finds it hard to trust anyone, anymore.
cries pretty easily, but hate tearing infront of others.
has hots fer katherine moennig<3
loves my baby(:

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fucking exams.
they are turning me from a nocturnal creature to some freak that does not even SLEEPS AT ALL.
wtf. and all my sleepless nights are actually pointless, really. cos 99% of the papers, i din manage to complete studying.
which is really fucked up. i used to think that despite of not being able to complete revising my stuffs, SLEEP IS MORE IMPORTANT.
really, i got no one to push the blame on, except me. i totally don't give shit this sem, and wootz-look at the mess im in now. and the dumbest thing is, i actually slept thru my paper.(after doing some questions i think i know how to do la)

its not just depriving me from my beauty sleep, i think im actually gaining weight.
i've been stuffing food in my mouth 24/7 to keep myself awake.
i think people who actually like exams can just go kill themselves.
ugh! tell me why i only panic at the wrong time?

i haven been sleeping fer a day now, and my very nice friend who's supposed to teach me stats doze off.
great.
so i just sit here and rot while she wakes.
UGHHHHHHHHHH.
im seriously very very grouchy now.
im very tired ah!!!!!!

this is the first time i din sleep TOTALLY and just go and fer my paper.
and i din even complete studying!!!! wah kao.

econ's paper is a major screw-up.
i did most of the question half asleep, and i doze off-no, correction, i fall into a deep sleep before im really done with the questions.
and i only woke up when the invigilator says 'you have 15 mins left'.
wooots.
and i can't really think much when i just woke up. so i just fill some nonsense in the blanks i've left and fall back to sleep.:P


and i realised huiwen has done the same thing as me.LOL..and its the first time we are quite sure we are going to fail the paper and we stil can crap. hahah. headed to xm's place cos huiwen need to return his calculator. fallen aslp when they are playing chess...
she stil managed to wake me up. heh!

now im going to mug fer stats. and i wonder how am i going to do that..

ugh! i so can't wait fer exams to finish.
its killing me.

bleh! hate studying.
just roughly flipped thru my pacc notes and im so damn bored.



zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.


why on earth are there exams?!!
polytechnic should be like only projects and attachments enough already what..
bloooody hell.
i just like sit down and try to study awhile, and i wil get restless.
BLEH!!!!

okay i took out my tounge stud and i totally fergot to put it back.
so awww, the piercing sorta heal alil by itself and i cannot be bothered to go and jam my stud in by force. i've been thinking about taking it out fer a very long time simply because its irritating and its hurting my teeth real bad especially when i bite on the metal whenever i chew on my food.


so bye bye tounge piercing!!!
tattoo is a way better option.


at the meantime, i shall go slp because im too tired to blog.bye.

just woke up.
read thru my friend's blog, and all of em are being so damn emo.
i shall decide to break the chain, instead of joining in.

what's so bad about yesterday? aiyah, each of us have our problems but its not necessary to bring them out with us when we go out right? tsk.
huiwen, ur parents are being an ass, but my parents nagged at me too, remember? i know its ur bday and all, and ur parents seemed to be fergotten clean about it, but at least ur friends remember, right? so why keep thinking when ur friends over here are trying to cheer you up. u wil just ended up wasting their efforts.
anne, im sorry about eddie's incident. if he doesn't like u going clubbing with us, tell him to read THIS: we are here to make sure nobody tries to do anything funny.
and if he just thinks we are bad company, thats his problem liao.
and we haven meet up fer ages already, surely he can be kind enough to spare some time to let YOU meet us?
and fer the terry part, yep, im extremely pissed with him acting like some kinda spoiled brat. he just wanna come out and have fun WHILE we come out to celebrate wen's bday. its like im asking him to do some stuffs and he can't even be bothered to help.so wtf is he there fer? correction:him and sky.
im not blaming you, but he's really an ass la.nabei.
but its still turn out fine in the end la, so lets just ferget it.(:
sorry if u don't understand some parts of our conversation.:/

was off form last night, and threw up twice last night. sorry man. and i K.Oed when we club-hop from black to MoS. which is pretty okay cos MoS music is sucky at that point of time. they are playing retro.-.-''' and we went back to black again cos i wanted to eat mac!:P i literally just stuff my mouth with food without really tasting them.
and u 2 aquaries down there! don't know whats up with u 2 loh..eat also can eat until emo. ._.
and one thing i don't like about black is its fucking empty. dancefloor was only like half occupied the most last night. zzzzz
and what can i say? thank you huiwen and joanne hor!!!! i hao bu rong yi pretend that im tired and siam back to my seat from that guy and u still call me down. AND LEAVE ME TO DANCE WITH HIM! wtf?!
i wil always remember u guys. love u man!
best buddies ever.-.-''
i think the malay guy that me and wen danced with is better loh. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

got scolded by my dad fer some shit when i got home. now im thinking its a good thing, i can stay at home and be a good girl fer a fer days, and also focus on my studies already.exams are coming and i don't know a single shit cos i haven even hit the books.
im too busy having fun.:P
so yea.:D
and wen u can come over on fri to study pacc.
im not sure if i can go black on sat tho. and are u sure u wanna go black again? 0.o

im supposed to be sleeping now. :(
my mum's prolly going to wake me up and yak at me fer not going "school".
hah!



enjoyed my valentine's day.:D
thank you so much! (((:
singapore sling+long island tea+ pepper+salt is not that bad.haha.
and i've been having dreams abt fatal frame 3, and its all ur fault. :P

and happy bday wen!!!:D
sorry abt the horrid singing la. i tried okay? its paiseh to sing in the public one loh! :P
looking forward later.
and pls! enjoy urself no matter what. afterall, its ur big day. 18 alr!:D







okay i'm going to have a quick breakie and go to sleep.
<3s

i better pass my ITAB access.
especially when i just have like 3 freakin hours of sleep trying to figure out all the foreign stuffs inside the notes and ended up just wasting my sleeping time and didn't learn anything.
its all last minute asking ard, and special thanks to noi's help :D.
i was so kan chiong la, keep asking questions.
thats what happen when u go fer a paper,totally unprepared.
and oh ya. i watched king kong last night too.
its suuuuuper touching can!?!! omg i think i don't mind having king kong as my boyfriend.
heh.just kidding. but im awed by what king kong has done fer the girl. prolly goes beyond any other love that exists among humans.

headed to town with elisa marissa and noi, all of us buying last minute gifts.haha..
wen joined us after her paper.
my energy level is really low. i felt really drained after buying stuffs,and couple of shits happened.
wen got bored as she was the only one not shopping fer gifts, :/. sorry eh. maybe i shldn't ask ya to tag along. but i need ur opinion! :/ thanks fer helping anyway.
got scolded by some shitass artist sitting outside KFC. actually i din even noticed, so din bother me much la. whats the point of scolding back if he's wearing dumb headphones that are super fugly? lol.
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shall not continue whining. its pretty pointless anyway. wen bought me a mirror to cheer me up.:D thanks.
i guess its really lack of sleep la. im too stoned that its hard fer me to even move my cheek muscles to smile. AND THE SUN IS SO FREAKIN' HOT! my bag's a burden too. bleah! how i wish there's someone to help me carry my stuffs, shield me from the sun, and fan me if im feeling hot! i don't mind if that person's willing to piggyback me if my legs feel tired. especially when i got a blister at my feet. anyone out there feeling guilty??? (:
and i eat ALOT today! i can't even believe it myself. ham and cheese bread fer breakfast, wedges fer pre-exam boost:P, mushroom swiss meal fer lunch, oyster mee sua cos im feeling hungry(or teabreak), thai express fer the airconditioning and ya i stil eat. last but not least, mos burger.
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woots. i always get hungry easily whenever im tired and i just can't go to sleep. so who says having inadequate sleep wil makes u skinny?! thats a lie!!!!!

valentine's tomorrow. uh oh. kinda sucks man. i don't know why, actually i never liked valentine's day.
don't ask me why. i don't know either. :P


just found out that ken was really in black last saturday.okay i got busted. LOL. what an unfriendly asshole.haha.
so now i know who else to call if i want to club! :D
speaking of clubbing, think we're going momo this wed. MAYBE. hmmmm.


i think its time fer me to wash up and get some sleep before my headache worsens.


happy bday once again.((((((((((((:

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went black last night. and got wen to go with me too! :D its almost like a p-sch gathering or something. seen pretty much of my p6 classmates. and some i haven seen fer ages. like terence and jimmy. some of the 6a peeps are thr too. like keni..

tsk tsk.its pretty aiight but i can't say i really enjoy myself.
*shrugs* i can't really put my finger to it. just feel a lil weird. feels like something is missing. perhaps feelin a lil self-conscious la, i think i look fat in my white top.what the hell.haha..
anyways, most of the jc kids are like damn drunk.and terence was sprouting nonsense and keep asking me to stop smoking bla bla bla.lol.
and fer us, we opened a goddamn expensive chivas and we din even get high.
maybe thats the problem. i DID.NOT.GET.HIGH!
and the chivas costed like 230 loh! and it only comes with 2 jug mixers.wtf?! and we got 3-4 jugs of some other liquor. and all of us are stil damn sober. wtf is wrong?!!!! perhaps its cos thr are too many ppl and the liquor aint enough.:P
and cecily's dancing is real nice.very hawwwwwwt.;)

whats the point of having good looks but u have a real shallow personality?
or being a real weirdo.lol.
wasted,wasted...

access paper's tomorrow. and so is somebody's birthday..!haha.
hitting 19 soon hor! stop being so retarded.:P
ahhhh! exams suck.:(

i've decided that i'm overreacting.
i mean, why should i care about what u guys have been telling to her.
as long as she doesn't give a damn, why should i?


duh.
access paper on monday.:(
so dead.

actually, i don't freakin care of what u think about me. urm, correction. YOU GUYS. u can think that im making use of my friend, or taking people fer granted just like what u guys think every other single human beings other than u guys are doing. ITS OKAY.

but what really make me pissed off is you guys actually go beyond gossiping about others. sorry, but u guys have gone too far.

ALL U GUYS DID IS JUST HEAR PART OF THE STORY.
and its not enough to make any of the dumb conclusions that u guys have come up with. really. i wil forgive my friend fer not explaining to you, becos i don't really see the need why she shld anyway. sometimes, she even tried to speak up fer me but ended up making it worse. but if u guys think that im bossing her ard, thats incredibly DUMB okay? she might be unable to speak up fer herself at times, BUT PUHLEESE. people got brains aiight?
yep.so she did the hmwk fer me today. maybe fer some of our classmates too. so whoops. i make her do stuffs fer me when im supposed to be the one doing la issit?
firstly: i wanted to do it myself. sch com was screwed.
secondly: SHE, asked if i need her help. I DIN ASK HER TO HELP ME DO, she asked if she can help.

okay la so im the mean bitch here bossing a poor girl around treating her like my maid telling her to do my stuffs fer me and im here shaking leg waiting to be spoon-fed by her la.
nonono, im going out with DIFFERENT GUYS every single night partying my ass off and shes thr slogging away, doing my hmwk fer me.awww.

fer god sake, i love my parents.despite of the complaints and stuffs. and we never quarrelled over about my late nights. and its usually during the weekends.
so tell me- who are you to give shit?
i can't believe u're telling this to MY FRIEND.


i used to think u guys are nice peeps.
my bad, i guess.

found out some shocking news.

this world is filled with selfish, selfish people.
and just because u read my blog doesn't mean u know everything about me.


sighs.
tell me why i chose biz course?

anyways.glad me and wen sorted things out. FINALLY.
said all that i've wanted to say, and i hope from now onwards we will be more honest with each other.(:
ferget all the bullshit that have happened to us in the past!





hey you.so where are we going on valentine's day?!!!
im waiting~:P

BLEH. i think im not meant to do hmwk. its not my job. :P
logged in the com, and the stupid apacc programme just won't werk. waste of my time!!!
and im starving. :S

starhub sucks.srsly.bunch of fucked-up shits. i guess i gonna sign up a new line instead of using back this plan after it expires. ._.

my vision is all blurry from staring at the com. :(


i'm just wondering, isn't it hard fer some people to just keep things to themselves and vent their anger at nothing, and just have to kp to their blogs and they can't even mention names. weird thang is , they seemed to enjoy it quite alot and rejected when offered a listening ear. cooooooooool. thats what friends are fer. just being there on the surface.
its ur life. if u like it this way, ok lor. if-u-say-so!

if u don't need my concern, just say so.

we didn't go to newton in the end. okay its sorta some performing arts shit introduced by wing sing. offered my name up cos he's really desperate fer people so i just help him out.
I wasn't really interested. until i've met that guy and he started telling us about stuffs la.
ugh~money constraints. gimme a cash cow!!! like now.

anyways, thr's a change of venue and we meet at meredien hotel.(bad spelling)And the guy's quite hot.:P recieved a shock when he walked towards us..
but again, he's a model. what do u expect!?


went back home after that cos its getting late.
my headache just never goes away! its getting very irritating..T_T
time to slp soon.
nights ppl ((((:

okay i got back my stats make-up results.i got a 30%, woots.haha. im quite numb to failing stats already, actually. but guess i better buck up soon and pass my final paper. :(

well, at least, im not the lowest in class la. -looks at the bright side :D thanks wen fer ur help.

skipped the first class today, because im just too tired. was a lil late fer stats, and got a lil shock when i found my whole class crowding around lvl 4's bench with 2 cakes. turns out to be zirong's bday. they made me sing bday song to him cos i was late.:'(
kay la~ i only sang the first line.:P

and i recieved a very wet kiss on the cheek from the bday boy. am i supposed to be honoured?
-.-'' heh. but happy bday anyway. if u ever get the chance to see la. XD

prolly going over to newton after this with anne wen and anne's friend dee fer some crappy shit. im not going to say cos i kinda have a bad feeling about it. but its okay, wing sing will get it from me if i ever find out its some fraud..even if he's going to the army soon.
muahahahaha.

im still tired! gosh. exams are making me nervous but im not doing anything about it.
someone! motivate me! :(








-i'm totally clueless on what's going on with my life.-

my head hurtssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. i actually did managed to wake up at 730 am, which is pretty surprising.
i guess im stil a pretty light sleeper despite of how tired i am. thats not really good, fer times like this. :(
and now im here in huiwen's ITAB's class.
wanted to sleep, but i can't,with a com infront of me is VERYYYYY tempting.:D

im very broke.:(
i need to save up!!!! else i can't go clubbing this sat.:(

mommy brought a tub of fruit salad back fer me!!! <3

its sooooo sinfully sweeeeet. mmmmmmmmmmmm(:
tell me how to go on a diet like this?

exams coming.i need to buck up!!!
my brains tell me to, but my body said no.
damnnn.

uh oh.

warning letter for FOM. and my ptn is looking fer me AGAIN.
deeeeep shit. :'(

clubbing at devil's and mu last night.
devil's goddamnnnnnnn messy! and the live band part kinda suck.and a pretty mature bachelor try to hook up with huiwen lo! hahahahahahahahhaha.
see what i mean when i say u wil grab attention when u dressed up.
woooooootz.:P


bumped into arbaguay when we were in MU! and wen was just talking abt him.LOL. what a coincidence.
was sianned because they played some techno songs...but near closing they switched to rnb.:D
better than nths.too bad joanne liked techno while i prefer rnb.
and wen finally dance! :o
and i can get high on 2 drinks? or maybe a lil more cos of some cheating ass and arbaguay, but its stil counted very little. -.-''

slept on my bedroom's floor when i reached home cos im too tired to bathe.i did intend to bathe, but i smsed halfway and just dozed off.and i slept on the hard floor fer like 4 hours before i wake up to bathe and go back to slp lo! now my back hurts like shit.:(

okay my stomach cramp is acting up again.sighhhs.
i need to save up again! :(

went to sch fer nth again.
:/ was having bad stomachache since i woke up. is diarrhoea contagious or what? -raise an eyebrow suspiciously at my bro*
so my bro got a mc and i din.i have too much mc to submit that its getting too exaggerated alr la. they might even start thinking i've been buying mc. :P so yea. went to sch, rot fer a lil while, and go home. ZZZZZZZZ.
is debarrment period over? is there even such thing in SP? haha. clyve said that thr's one is NP and he can stop attending sch when its over or sth.

gonna werk at lance's werking place tmr, as he needs help. just as well, i need cash :P.
the thang is, i prolly won't be able to get it just in time when i need it loh. damn.
got a 65 fer econs! i think.
=p to huiwen.
XD

mp3 is screwed. im gonna die on the way to sch. now i realised its music that keeps me awake from the mrt rides all along. without it, i wil just simply fall asleep.lol~
weird.
if there's time, im gonna edit my wish/wants list. if anyone got too much cash to spare, don't mind granting my wishes and make a person happy right! heh heh.

i think my bed is calling out fer me.gotta run..nights ppl.

okay, so im going to be seriously lacking of sleep tomorrow. i got project to rush..zzzzz. WHY CD'S BACK ALL OF THE SUDDEN? crapppppppppy shiat.


now i gotta rush the report.:(
how come i feel so busy recently, but when i think back of what i've been doing, im just slacking ard?? 0.o''


exams are coming.time to focus and get back on track before its too late.










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