angelineee
studying in SP dba and hating it.
extremely lazy.
insecured
maybe a lil too straightforward for her own good.
procrastinates alot.but once again, who doesn't?
have weird fetishes fer guys on the feminine side.
usually sleepy when not sleeping.
loves starry nights.actually, im a night owl.:P
bad at telling lies.
paranoid
loves ben & jerry ice-cream
finds it hard to trust anyone, anymore.
cries pretty easily, but hate tearing infront of others.
has hots fer katherine moennig<3
loves my baby(:

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happy valentine's day people!
which is known as qi xi jie..


the very day niu lang zhi nu can finally reunite every year.


the story's kinda... i dunnoe. bittersweet?



hmmm. im supposed to do my rwps BUT MY COM'S SCREWED LEH! how?? :(



And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
((((:

wah knnbccb!!!!!!!!!!

im super angry now because my stupid ancient com just died on me AND ALL THAT I'VE DONE ON RWPS IS GONE!!!! just one dumb msg of not enough memory space and its FUCKIN GONE. great. excellent. NOW I GOTTA START ALL OVER AGAIN!!! nabei!!! i spend like 3 hours on it leh! ta ma de. BLOODY HELL AJKDFJAHF;JASFLK;AJIOEUJFKLADSJCKXKLSAFDJAS ahhhhhh!!!! guess i don't hafta sleep tonight again.

whats with RWPS anyway? its waste of time loh. and one of my super nice grpmate came up with a incredibly STUPID idea of what? D.I.Y medical spa? aye u wanna hiao also dun do it in the projects la! its okay, u give one dumb idea, and u freaking MIA and the rest of the groupmates gotta stuck continue doing YOUR dumb idea. what the fuck is this? stupid la! i'm super super dulan. still must cite, all these nonsense..

ugh!!!
and how many times have i heard my dad telling me that he will buy a freakin new com alr eh? ya he says i gotta wait fer my very irresponsible bro who is doing his bloody o lvl this year and still hogging the dumb com playing maplestory practically 24/7. so at the meantime i got A SUPER difficult time doing all those projects already, AND NOW THIS.

FUCK U COMPUTER! pls die soon. spare me all the torture and spare me from wasting all my time doing my stuffs when u wanna zonk out just suddenly and just kill my project just like that.
ahhh!!!!


:( super annoyed right now.


btw i watched another crappy movie last night with emily. LONG HU MEN. it made me laughed like siao with all the nonsense lo. xiang long shi ba zhang! hahahaha! but its okay that the movie is crappy tho(:
went over to llp with her after that, and thr's sth wrong with regina SRSLY. hey, shes the eye-sore there okay? so whats her problem giving that goddamn black face? i dun recall owing her any money lo! stupid siao auntie..
honestly i dunno why she like pretend to be so kind and go adopt all those orphans arh, den actually her heart so or xim one..


wah. the more i think of it the more heartbroken i am. I GOTTA REDO EVERYTHING LEH!!! wtf man!
i better start doing something now instead of complaining.
GRRRRR.
bye everybody.

i think im having insomnia. its strange that every single schooling days i have inadequate sleep, and when i get back home early to rest, i just can't sleep. its okay, i try getting more rest during weekends, but once i've slept fer 8hours i will wake up automatically. that's shit man, cos i know i'm tired.

:( and i've the weirdest dream today. or shld i say its a nightmare?

..what the heck. i got weird songs in my old mp3. its been left untouched fer ages, and my dad wanted to use it since its just thr, collecting dust and still usable. so i helped him do the charging, and i found a couple of funny songs that i SWEAR i didn't upload inside. i mean come on! i know what kinda songs i listen. what the hell is death teddy man!?! and its all instrumental and... sounds like those kinda maplestory soundtrack thingy. so gay la. i don't think its my bro who added those tracks in, though..

and some funny stuffs happened last night, and also sad ones.
before i left the hse, i heard my dad screaming at my bro. turns out that my dad found a wet, dirty bedsheet stuffed inside my bro's closet or someother place, and its alr mouldy and collecting ants.
hahahahahhahahahahahhaha. my dad was demanding to know why is the bedsheet dirty and what is it dirty with in the first place.
i doubt he actually touched the bedsheet to check it out tho.. and all the time i was sniggering and asking my mum is it what i think it is. LOL!!! okay, i'm mean. but come on la! he's already like what? sec4? can't he like be smarter abit and go wash the sheets himself instead leaving it there? leaving it there and waiting fer my parents to come across that one day is srsly dumb.

anyways, went down to boat quay with emily to meet xiao pang at some pub called barcode. damn, i can't say my pub is exactly good, but everytime i went to some other places to drink i always think that the one i'm werking at is much, much better. but our pay is also much, much lower. nabei.
oh anyways. when we reached thr, xiao pang was alr drunk.. and he started crying. its really sad to see him like this, i hardly seen guys broke down like this before. but leaving singapore and going to some crappy place to what? WERK AS A FUCKIN COOK is sick la. plus he's only like 16 only. and he made me make a few promises, which im not sure if i'm able to fulfill. i guess i will try my best..(:
and the last ones standing ytd night was actually me and xuan! wahahaha. i'm so proud of myself. :P and both of us finished the remaining martel.. while the rest k.oed. it was a funny sight la.

oh ya. and somebody burned my handddddddd. :( now it got one very, very ugly mark on it and i'm not sure if it will leave a scar. hmph. better not arh! my leg's alr bad enough now its my hands? -.-''

i think i'm going to sleep again. at least i will try. yawns.
nights everybody~

i just woke up to do my stupid projects. :( i've been lackin of sleep!!! got back home to get some rest as my head is killing me. and i ended up sleepin at 6plus cos im too hungry.

rest fer an hour plus and now i gotta rush on my rwps le. and im sneezing non-stop that my nose's gonna drop off! guess someone is thinking of me. hmmmmmmmmmmm. hahah.


yay!!! tomorrow's a friday!!! can't wait. totally.
i'm still pretty sleepy. bahs.

xuan's together with dirdin alr! :o
okay i think i can't type in full sentences alr cos my brain refuse to function properly and im pretty zonked out. BAHHHS!



its friday tmr!!! happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~~~~~

u're just never at fault man.
why bother explaining?


i'm sick of it already. i can't be bothered to listen and accept any of them anyway. so don't waste ur breath.



i'm tired!!! slept fer 4 hrs only cos im studyin fer my FMA paper. :(
shld be meeting miss tan siew mei later, so i shall do some revision at the meantime since i got so much time to kill.

gosh, i feel so nerd all of a sudden. 8)

i've just noticed that i got tons of typo errors in my last few entries. :o



watched mortuary, and i still have to insist that its a much much better show den re-cycle okay!!! heh..
but the salt thingy is crap. so is the ending. pui! i never like bad endings.


okay i better start on my project else im not going to sleep.

bahhh!!!!!!!! i hate it when people shows unfair treatment or bias-ness. or i got accused for things i've never do.
:(

not going to harp about it cos i've been grumbling about it non-stop fer the past 24 hours. stil a lil grouchy, perhaps cos im PMSy, but i've almost gotten over it. i mean, look at the bright side, i got time to chill a lil without worrying about the problems werk gave me, and i got more time to do my projects and study fer my FMA test! hmmm. not like today i'm staying at home to study tho. i need to get outta the hse and breathe so fresh air..

and my swollen eye got a lil better, it no longer hurts that much but now thrs slightly purplish around that area, that it makes it look i've bruised it somehow. bahs.

and BTW, do i really look that mature? everybody's thinkin im 20+++++ :(
and ferlone even mentioned that i look older den AI. ITS NOT FAIR LO!!! cos i really don't think so. aiyah whatever.

and i think i've fan xiao ren or whatever this year. im just so suay. ugh.

sometimes i don't know what will happen if i don't have someone whom i can pour all my bullshit to. i guess im lucky to have someone mature and understanding enough to complain about all that's happening to me right now. else i guess im going to burst open...

sure a challenge to stay sane like this..


andddd...

projects, projects PROJECTS!!!! oh my god. and i din go fer FMA paper again cos i just got back my textbk cos the fucker thu ang zau lost it and i just got it reprinted like 2 days back or something. and i gotta start doing some proper studying OR ELSE IM GOING TO FLUNK IT AGAIN. and thats bullshit la. its afterall just accountings.

devils ytd: FUCKED UP!!! and tons of FUGLY pictures also. :(
just 2 words to say it all.

i don't need someone to control the people whom i hang around with, or something. you are not my boyfriend, or girlfriend, or mom, or dad.
don't use that line of i-m-ur-own-friend nonsense, cos it won't werk. asked yourself: does anyone treat their friend's like this? u're practically behaving like im ur fuckin property. honestly, i used to treasure our friendship alot. but now, i don't even know what u've changed into.

god. im sick of me scolding and askin u to wake up and stuffs, and im sick of u kicking a fuss over small stuffs, im sick of u making a scene outta nth.

i think u gotta go reflect on urself man.

cos if u don't, know that nobody's gonna correct u this time.


just like how i will leave u there since u insisted on sleeping right beside the road.




thanks ferlone fer listening! yay. and the marche.. :P



im such a busy woman. :(

sometimes i don't know what will happen if i don't have someone whom i can pour all my bullshit to. i guess im lucky to have someone mature and understanding enough to complain about all that's happening to me right now. else i guess im going to burst open...

sure a challenge to stay sane like this..


andddd...

projects, projects PROJECTS!!!! oh my god. and i din go fer FMA paper again cos i just got back my textbk cos the fucker thu ang zau lost it and i just got it reprinted like 2 days back or something. and i gotta start doing some proper studying OR ELSE IM GOING TO FLUNK IT AGAIN. and thats bullshit la. its afterall just accountings.

devils ytd: FUCKED UP!!! and tons of FUGLY pictures also. :(
just 2 words to say it all.

i don't need someone to control the people whom i hang around with, or something. you are not my boyfriend, or girlfriend, or mom, or dad.
don't use that line of i-m-ur-own-friend nonsense, cos it won't werk. asked yourself: does anyone treat their friend's like this? u're practically behaving like im ur fuckin property. honestly, i used to treasure our friendship alot. but now, i don't even know what u've changed into.

god. im sick of me scolding and askin u to wake up and stuffs, and im sick of u kicking a fuss over small stuffs, im sick of u making a scene outta nth.

i think u gotta go reflect on urself man.

cos if u don't, know that nobody's gonna correct u this time.


just like how i will leave u there since u insisted on sleeping right beside the road.




thanks ferlone fer listening! yay. and the marche.. :P



im such a busy woman. :(

skipped school on friday again. tsk, im getting hopeless.
attendance is bad, warning letters' all coming up.. tell me, how am i supposed to endure to the 3rd year?
and honestly till now im still not sure of what i want in the future. but i want my off-days to be on weekends.
haha!

anyways, i skipped sch on fri because it was raining heavily and i was stuck at some blk which is pretty near mine. i was spacing out fer quite some time, and by the time i've realised its too late to go school already. -.-''
since i was out of my house and i don't want my mum to nag at me, i called ferlone up and went to meet him.. since he's staying so near me. heh.. went up to his hse a lil while and and im quite impressed by the interior designs and stuffs.. and he actually designed it himself! not bad.. a pretty eligible bachelor indeed. :d too bad im not a few years older.. and he actually a wild streak in him as well! lol! man, looks are sure deceiving. i always thought hes a VERY down-to-earth person.. well. okay la, hes still quite la.
decided to watched pirates of the carribean-dead's man chest.. quite a nice show. just that both of our butts are numb by the end of the movie. its funny, and has a few disturbing scenes as well.. but i guess i will prefer part 2 den 1. (:
walked pretty much as well, intended to shop, but didn't bought much other than food, he showed me a better side of cafe cartel. hah! and he bought a pair of shoes, and i din get anything. :( tho its just a pretty normal outing, i really enjoyed myself. finally i can find someone who i can speak openly to, and its been quite some time since i've laughed that much when i was out. went to werk after that.. and that bloody ethan told me some bullshit which in the end turn out to be just a misunderstanding. sighs. i shouldn't just believe what i hear without asking, but.. blah! the dumbest thing is, till now im still quite upset..
ultimately, the person im upset with is myself. there are so many reasons why that i don't feel like listing them out.


at this rate im going, being a seh kah everytime im werking isn't going to get me anywhere. the thing is, thats the only time i can get every single problems off my mind.. fer the time being. its funny how come my tears refused to fall tho..

oh ya. werk ytd was crap as well. i reached home at wut? 7 or 8am? kahluah with milk is nice tho! :D heheheeee. manjit was drunk and it was kinda funny.. cos hes talking nonsense and telling me stuffs he wasn't supposed to tell me. sighs, ignorance is bliss sometimes tho..
fallen aslp in the kopitiam after werk while ethan was flirting with this uncle who used to be a customer at llp..
bahhs.

stil kinda dead now. and very sure its has nth to do with alcohol.

uh oh.. thats great, i missed today's lesson.. AGAIN. -.-''

great, real great.. i was like praying real hard today's lesson will be at 10am..
and whats wrong with everyone arh? reply sms reply so slow one.. got so fed up waiting and i log in to sp website to check. and my com is frigging slow as well!!! -.-''
by the time i checked, its too late.. 845 already. sighs. so i just print my time-table and nua at home i guess.
best thing is, MY MUM'S NOT WERKIN TODAY! :(((((

shes gonna niam me fer not going sch..

must find a way to get out of the house later. and i can sleep more one loh!!!
BAH!

what the fuckin hell have i done!?!!


i'm not drunk, not dumb, im just not thinking.

30985RWE;LFJLDSAJCDSMFDASMFA fuck!
don't i freakin care about consequences?
i knew it all along! so WHAT THE HECK AM I DOING !
theres so many gazillion excuses or answers, SO WHY DID I SAY THAT.
AHHHHHHHHHHHH.


what have i gotten myself into? why can't i think properly before i speak.
AND WHY THE HECK DO I HAVE TO PLAY TRUTH OR DARE!?
sometimes i really wonder how my brain works.


anyways. amk blk 323's crab is niceeeeeeeee.(:
and met up with charles and xm a lil while at kbox before meeting jr and emily.
beer sucks and martel with coke aint any better.

im freakin sleepy, i got myself into trouble, and i cant sleep becos theres project to do. and i got a presentation tomorrow and i need to wear formal! WHAT THE HECK...

i must be siao.
correction, im siao.

OH TIAN ARH...
angeline, ni zai zuo she mo gui!?!!

re-cycle is a DUMB, DUMB, DUMB show. bleh.
one advice to any people who listen to 93.3fm. (which i don't, btw) don't listen to the DJ's crap la! and im a poor victim who actually believed chicken lil, who in turn trust dunno which DJ from 93.3 and made me watched it.


as usual, some dumb parts freaked me enough to make me cry out la. as in, yelling etc.
i get scared easily, okay? :(

but its really kinda dumb. and i got ridiculed at fer covering my eyes. i think its time i shld get used to people suaning me about that. or shld i just find someone who will cover their eyes with me the next time i watched a horror flick? heh.

been out fer movies recently..
if im not wrong, i've watched like 3 movies in a week's time?

• superman
  
• the king and the clown(its BORINGGGGGGG. but the gay is cuteeee teeheehee)
  
• re-cycle
  

i tell ya, superman is the best. the leading actor is GORGEOUS, even in his nerd form, and fwahhhhhhhhh his bod is hawttttttttt ;)

and the show is nice too.(:

weird thing is, i never thought that movies like X-men and superman wil interest me. but its nice la! and i dont mind watching it again. heh..

lrnt a couple of stuffs today. perhaps it kinda shake me awake a lil..

did it?

worst day or best day of my life?


at least i found out sth abt myself ytd. how deeply i'm into the mess i've found myself in.

is it even a mess? or just something... natural?
i don't think so.


can't think straight.
my mind is just filled with.... that.

erm. i know this entry doesn't makes any sense, but rest assured nothing happened. nothing u guys been thinking of la. just that its not... convenient fer me say it out.

sighs.

wing is a dsaiopufwqej;klZJNxc;l3-48`234#!^%$&^(7507596324 knn fuckin BITCH.

why the fuck did i agree to allow jr to send me back in the first place? ugh. i definitely do not wanna see that bitch flirt with jr and while she got the fuckin cheek to tell emily "huh.. why she everytime like so drunk one. dunnoe how to drink don't drink la.." is that any of her biz anyway? and in the first place, i've punched out, so how much i drink is really none of her biz. and im sure i've drank much more den her la! omg, i think shes really getting on my nerves. i know i sound bitchy, but i just can't help myself.

I REALLY CANNOT STAND HER!!!!!

bahs. and why didn't i drink enough to be high enough to tell that retarded derick off? regrets, regrets..
alot of drama's been happening in lollipop recently! serene just hired another new china girl last night in llp. she came down fer interview and was hired on the spot. and before she even knows how everything werks and stuffs, she was caught french-kissing a customer RIGHT ACROSS THE BAR. and i was in the bar helping then..-.-'
so eh, nice view. angzau was complaining why not all the girls here arent as easy as her. hah!!!
werk was hell at first cos that piece of crap is werking. when she headed upstairs my life got a lil better. and i wasn't really werking.. been table-hopping all the way.

and im glad i've made it obvious. i was sniggering at every single corny shit she's telling jr til emily gotta ask me to shut up before jr realised.

happyy~~~~ :D


(((((((:

got home pretty "early" today, stepped into my hse roughly 7am. jac came over to lollipop last night, and she left the place looking pretty high and she was heading to shanghai. so louisa got worried and me and angzau decided to accompany her thr to look for jac.

nth happened actually, i was expecting a lover's tiff or sth like that but NOTHING! siannn. haha :P
just kidding, i had enough drama for that day alr.. the image of jr and princess ... erhem, was disturbing enough. honestly i dunnoe what the heck is jr thinking!?!
and she can freaking send 2 of the girls back WITH HER CAR? shes expecting a cat fight or what? sheesh. and i thought man are hard enough to understand. werk ytd was pretty aiight, with that s***** wing upstairs i can werk in peace. and i mean it man. and im glad shes pissing both jac and louisa off.
but thrs still sth im unhappy abt, that is both of em actually agrees that shes pretty.
SHE'S PRETTY MEH!?

i don't mean to be bitchy la. i know i sound bitchy.. aiyah fuck it la. i AM bitchy. got a prob? i think shes fugly, the structure of her face looks weird and shes damn fake. its not because i don't like her that is why im criticising her. its just the truth. and i can't stand the way she likes to flaunt the fact that shes a bloody honky to customers and shes ALWAYS speaking in bloody cantonese lo. its not even like she don't know chinese. bitch. u know, my impression of honkys BEFORE i met her: they are either damn pretty or damn handsome. okay, maybe i do sound a lil exaggerated here, but i srsly they are often beautiful people. for instance, think edison chen, boy'z, zhu ying etc.. celebrities aside, i got a couple of friends who are from hong kong too..
cecily, tasso, and whats-her-name-the-one-from-veins..
so tell me whats wrong with her!??!!
why must she spoil my impressions for people from hongkong!?!
aiyah. i just don't like her. and i don't like the way shes trying to hook up with jr.


anyway, after fetching jac from shanghai, we went to some place for supper. i think i had beehoon goreng or something like that and it taste funny. but its pretty enjoyable, as its basically just gossiping and bitching. :P
and i learnt alot of things that i think i prolly shouldn't even know. hwah hwah..


aiights, its time for me to get ready fer werk.
taaaaaaaaa~