angelineee
studying in SP dba and hating it.
extremely lazy.
insecured
maybe a lil too straightforward for her own good.
procrastinates alot.but once again, who doesn't?
have weird fetishes fer guys on the feminine side.
usually sleepy when not sleeping.
loves starry nights.actually, im a night owl.:P
bad at telling lies.
paranoid
loves ben & jerry ice-cream
finds it hard to trust anyone, anymore.
cries pretty easily, but hate tearing infront of others.
has hots fer katherine moennig<3
loves my baby(:

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You are out and i'm alone here.. Dreaming of you..

OOPs!! I'm back again. Forgot to say sthg. Study hard ya!! Jiayou.. Rem you nv walk alone k

Hey.. I was asked to post here. Actually is my first attempt trying to write sthg online. Pls dun laugh!! Mm.. Spent my 3 days MC with Baobei. And i'm still not feeling very well. Down with a terrible cough :( But well.. Just wanna tell you i enjoy myself! Anyway, i'm sorry again to make you upset. You know la har. Dun needa spell out. I'll not do it again ya. Gonna back to work le.. Shall continue some other day k. Love ya..

played mj with anne and alvin after werk, cos werk ends at 12 freakin am! -.-''

so basically, i was thr for like only, 3 hours? haha.
pretty lame..













it always seems that my words have totally no effect on you. it has been so for ages, from the day crap happens, and til now.
imagine the hurt.

work is pretty boring today. and i guess i hafta do sth about my motion sickness! its getting outta hand.


erm, fine. maybe alcohol's the culprit..
but what the hell.



there's only one day werk for this whole damn week and im having my hols. wtf.. and when im schooling i always feel i dont have time. sheesh, the irony.

and i've been going out pretty often too! :( havent really hit the bks and projects. bah.
wenta zouk wit baby, rayne and gf fer herstory night.
maybe it wouldnt tt boring wit baby's wit her friends. the show's pretty nice tho.


i need money! so freakin broke. i need to werk..:(

okay. this is totally stupid. 3rd post of the day, and prolly the most absurd one.


i'm browsing thru all my pictures in my com and i came across many pictures of my pui pui aka pet hamster. she had ran away from home for weeks, and maybe it has already been a month. and i really, really missed her alot.


pui pui; i hope that u've gone to some place that is much better, and bigger den ur cage over here. and with much more sunflower seeds cos i know u love em. and of cos, ur favourite running wheel, which u often ran in til the wee hours of the morning.
if not, u're always free to come back. everybody misses u.










gosh. im so fuckin emo right now.

i know i should be understanding.
no one can really understand the other so perfectly well that they knew em inside out, right?
afterall, im stuck with my brain and body for a goddamn 20 years(almost) and sometimes i feel that i barely know myself.
so its really too much to expect for someone to really know what my "complicated" mind is thinking.


the point is, i don't even think that it is complicated. at least, not for the time being. i was being pretty logical, i din even play my usual guessing games. i told u, perhaps not so patiently, how i feel exactly at the point of time, and just try my very best to make u understand how i feel.

maybe our thinking are so different that we can't even agree on a simple thing like this cos both of us just happen to think that the other's point of view is warped/wrong/ridiculous. whatever.


and no, i don't want to agree on "our thinkings are different" and that's that.
i don't want either one to say, "as long as you're happy, so be it".
because its not the way that a relationship works.
and "giving in"(or so u think) to me, doesn't make me any happier.
i wanna solve the problem, and cover the gap in between us.
i want the each of us know how the other feel, and understand. instead of just letting it be.

i'm angry, frustrated at myself, for not being able to get my point across.
and at you, for making things so difficult.
is it so difficult for u to change ur thinking just a lil bit so we can compromise each other?
or you rather pretend to be happy, thinking that i'm happy. when im not.


it's just a perfume. but it sure show how much we have drifted from each other without really realising it.

one of my wisdom tooth is hurting me again. its so bloody swollen that i have trouble to really close my mouth. sheesh.

met up with shi and muili ytd(((:
it was kinda unplanned, cos i happened to go to PS fer a movie with baby.
its been ages since i last saw them man.
YS seems anorexic. haha! she became so skinny that i cant even see her boobs. what happen?!!?!
nayyy just kidding :D

and i bumped into gs too in JS a couple of days ago. din really managed to talk much, cos she's with her friends. we wil catch up on thurs ya!

watched "men in white", shi joined us too. its quite lame, but there is a couple of scenes that are pretty funny.
went to werk ard 15mins late and mannnnnnn, it was packed! -.-'

yelled at my baby this morn cos she attempted to wake up me. :/ im sorry, but u've shld have known better..
ugh.

i'm moody and grumpy. :(

woah. it has been ages since i've last blogged!!!
actually, im not really busy. i just don't know what to write. or maybe too lazy. hmmm.

stayed over at my baby's place last week while family are in HK, haha. and the unluckiest(or maybe luckiest) part of it is her great-grandmother passed away on the first day of their trip. so my baby hafta take off to care of the funeral stuffs on behalf of her family members. which means that she has more time for me too! :D afterall, time spent at the wake wouldnt be possibly more that the time spent werking. =p
just wanna let u know that i really did enjoyed myself during the few days at ur place. tho time really flies, and at the blink of an eye, it was time for me to go back home. i really enjoyed the times we lazed around on the bed, refusing to wake up, and the way u treated me, just like a princess. :p buying lunch/dinner back fer me when i just woke up, washing all my clothes when im supposed to do it on my own, everything. i really appreciate what u've done and it sure feels good to have all ur needs taken of without even uttering a word. ((((: its not just the way u fu shi me that makes me feel so happy, but all the simple stuffs we usually do not have the chance to do together due to time constraints, or our busy schedules(or, erm, when we are too busy going out) such as going thru ur baby pics together, watching tv and movies together, and just enjoy each other's presence without any sort of interruption, without fearing ur parents may come barging in all of the sudden. at that moment, time seemed to slowed down for a lil.
anyway, happy 10mth and a day. *loves.


started werking in JS and i don't really liked it. :( still thinking to quit or not to quit. ugh. think i shldnt start in the first place. big mistake. hah.
i guessed im just so meant to be a tai tai. :D


i guess i shld go back to my BD project. im totally clueless how to find all the info! :/

im soooo hooked to the song "would u be thr", the ending song of mars vs venus.<3 sing to me, will u?

If I were blue,
would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok?
Would you stand by me,
let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time?

If I feel good,
would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care?
Would you die for me,
would you run with me,
And never look back..?

Would you be there to love,
to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there to love,
to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there..
For me?