angelineee
studying in SP dba and hating it.
extremely lazy.
insecured
maybe a lil too straightforward for her own good.
procrastinates alot.but once again, who doesn't?
have weird fetishes fer guys on the feminine side.
usually sleepy when not sleeping.
loves starry nights.actually, im a night owl.:P
bad at telling lies.
paranoid
loves ben & jerry ice-cream
finds it hard to trust anyone, anymore.
cries pretty easily, but hate tearing infront of others.
has hots fer katherine moennig<3
loves my baby(:

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lose my temper at a couple of my colleagues today.correction-practically every of my colleagues.



sorry guys.i'll learn not to bring my personal probs to werk.=/ paiseh paiseh..


Whenever i step outside,
somebody claims to see the light
It seems to me that all of us have lost our patience.
'cause everyone thinks they're right,
And nobody thinks that there just might
Be more than one road to our final destination

But i'm not ever going to know if i'm right or wrong
'cause we're all going in the same direction
And i'm not sure which way to go because all along
We've been going in the same direction

I'm tired of playing games,
of looking for someone else to blame
For all the holes in answers that are clearly showing
For something to fill the space, was all of the time i spent a waste
'cause so many choices point the same way i was going.....

But i'm not ever going to know if i'm right or wrong
'cause we're all going in the same direction
And i'm not sure which way to go because all along
We've been going in the same direction

So why does there only have to be one correct philosophy?
I don't want to go and follow you just to end up like one of them
And why are you always telling me what you want me to believe?
I'd like to think that i can go my own way and meet you in the end.

But i'm not ever going to know..........

so many things happened at werk recently.not just werk,home.......practically everything's wrong.



shit lar.its wearing me out.


AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.having a really bad headache.and i stil hafta withstand this shit until NEXT sunday,which is my off-day.fucked up.



fuckitfuckitfuckitfuckit.


white noise,anyone?


if this continues to worsen,i think im losing my sanity real soon.any1,be a kind soul and check me in IMH,will ya?


i need a break.-patience wearing thin-



don't feel like talking to me?fine,i don't wanna care too.


fuck everything.

every little single thing i done is wrong.




i took mc-wrong.
i smoke-wrong.
i went out instead of staying at hm-wrong.
i lied-wrong.
i met some1 else before meeting u-wrong.



OTHER THAN SAYING SORRY OVER AND OVER AGAIN I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO TO MAKE IT RIGHT.


can't u guys just forgive me?


im just a mistake.to everybody.


im really sorry,sorry to everyone i've offended,sorry for being me.

Kinda lose your sense of time
Cos the days don't matter no more
All the feelings that you hide
Gonna tear you up inside..
You hope she knows you tried

Follows you around all day
And you wake up soaking wet
Cause between this world and eternity
There is a face you hope to see
You know where you've sent her
Cos you know where you are
You're trying to ease off
But you know you won't get far
And now she's up there
Sings like an angel
But you can't hear those words
And now she's up there
Sings like an angel,
Unforgivable sinner...

You've been walking around in tears
No answers is there to get
You won't ever be the same
Someone cries and you're to blame
Struggling with a fight inside
Sorrow you will defeat
The picture you see won't disappear
Not unpleasant dreams or her voice you hear
You know where you've sent her
You sure know where you are
You're trying to ease off
But you know you won't get far
And now she's up there
Sings like an angel
But you can't hear those words
And now she's up there
Sings like an angel,
Unforgivable sinner...

Maybe one time lost
And now you're found
Stand right up before you hit the ground
Maybe one time lost
But now you're found
Stand right up before you hit the ground

Hit the ground..

You know where you've sent her
You sure know where you are
You're trying to ease off
But you know you won't get far
And now she's up there
Sings like an angel
But you can't hear those words
And now she's up there
Sings like an angel,
Unforgivable sinner...

._.





feeling extremely lousy.ugh.....





leave me alone.

werk's totally boring today.at least she din try to irritate me today.im feeling kinda bad now,saying all those stuffs about her.:/



recieved a couple of prank calls,and some of em were my friends.-.-'' *coughs darren coughs muachee* and one sicko who called over wanting to 'liao tian' with me.he was looking fer moon initially,but she wasn't around.can't even be bothered to entertain him,i kup his call.which i was told tt i was not supposed to.but heck lar.


asked my manager to transfer me to morn shift,since thr will be 2 new recepts coming..and he told me to 'deng jiu jiu'.wtf!everyone thinks tt i wanted to switch because of ...wtf i dont even wanna say.NO LOH HELLO ITS TT I CAN'T STAND .....ferget it.

oh yea.alvin called me the day before while i was werking and he asked me this really weird but interesting question.i don't know if u guys have heard this over on tv or the radio[quite sua gu now,haven been really watchin tv or listening to the radio fer quite some time already]anyways,here it goes:there's this couple,deeply in love with each other,got on the bus.after a few stops,they alighted.a few moments later,there's a really huge rock dunno why suddenly fall from the sky and crashed on the bus.everyone inside the bus died.the couple,upon seeing the whole accident happened before their eyes,sighed and said 'if only we're inside the bus'.why did the couple said that?



...the first thing that came into my mind is the romeo and juliet scenario.lol.i answered him with 'their family forbid them to be together' or sth like that.

anyway,the right answer is-if the couple didn't alight from the bus,the rock will prolly missed the bus and no1 will have to die.

if u answered something like this,it means that yer some1 who thinks of ppl b4 self.
if u answer sth like mine or sth crappy,its vice versa.
.....i think not very true ley.i din even expect the answer to be something srs.
ah wells.it makes some sense.kinda bothered me abit.


i'm feeling kinda weird right now,and i srsly don't like it.
....i miss you.


:(

intended to fake a mc later to prevent from getting stuck werking with michael and tt b**ch,but decided against it.

firstly,i think polyclinic closes early tomorrow.i doubt i can wake up that early.is it open in the first place har?!!


secondly,i need to convince michael to change me to morning shift.SIMPLY BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO FACE THE 2 OF THEM ALL THE TIME.i like the rest of the night shift staffs,alot.they r really nice and crappy to be with,but i just can't stand them 2 lar.not to mention darren got transferred to morn,joanne got lotsa mid-shifts.which suck.


so if michael refuses my 'proposal',i guess i will prolly quit.or? transfer to hougang outlet.or?change to server? :D
...if i change to server thr will be a pay deduction.ferget it.lol.


HAIS. ): life sucks.i don't care.i'll whine non-stop if he don't let me transfer to morn shift and i wil make him hate me more than he already does.


on the brighter side....i bought a new top today! (: quite nice lar..wanted to buy the project blood bros (or whatever) bag,but it frigging costs ard 70plus.im too darn broke.i almost bought it on impulse,due to some1's physco-ing.haha.but cannot lar..if i really bought tt i will be eating bread and drinking plain water fer the rest of the month.:( BUT IT'S THE LAST ONE LEFT!!!!!!! ugh.agony!!!! pray thr's new stock coming or something next month..so i can go buy when i got my pay next month.-crosses finger-


tmr's a sunday.so even zhi kuan's not werking.WTFFFFFFFFFFFF.hw am i supposed to live like this????
i hope thr's no customers tmr.


KBOX SUNTEC SUCKS.pls don't come.our air-con is centralised,so its goddamn frigging hot in the room,our service sucks because the certain girl server sucks.she talks like an ah lian and the way she scrutinised the girls on what they wear and how they behave sucks.the way she acts cute infront of guys sucks too.and oh yar.my manager sucks too.the only good thing abt kbox suntec is prolly me.at night anyway.so if u think i suck too,don't come.PLS.

BAD DAY at werk.kinda quarrelled with the idiotic manager of mine.pui.


he's fucking unreasonable okay!i don't wanna talk about it,because there's so much things to complain about him and i will prolly just rant nonstop.but he's sucha pain in the ass.


today's moon's last day at kbox.:'( i know he's feeling upset because of moon's departure lar,but hello,so am i okay! shit him lar..and he's so goddamn biased.okay,the first time when he nagged at me its aiight,i mean its my fault i went to the locker place to smoke when i told him i wanted to go to the loo.BUT ;ALSJFLK;AEWURIPQ


okay,okay.im gettin carried away.i really don't want to bring it up again lar.that piece of shit.even if moon stays she won't even think about accepting him loh!gimme a break loh.so old alr.GET SOMEONE OF UR AGE LAR DUDE.


i know i sound like a total bitch,but i DON'T CARE.im so pissed off.and thr's this one colleague of mine,[i don't think i want to mention her name in here] I CAN'T FUCKING STAND HER EITHER.she's like bossing every ppl around,INCLUDING ME.and hello,she's just a freaking server okay.so bloody what she's been here fer 6 months.and she actually HAVE THE CHEEK TO SAY IM NOT FIT TO BE THE RECEPT.WHAT THE FUCKING HELL.grrrr.and i hate the way she looks at me okay.like she's examining me and she's seeing something she don't like.


shit her lar!wtf wtfx wtfx wtfxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx



and i lose in ban luck today.UGH.okay lar.din lose much.they said its 2 bucks only...





BUT HOW COME MY WALLET LIKE GOT EXTRA 2 BUCKS HUH?eh,i din really count hw much i bet,srsly.



okay lar.enuff bitching fer the day.kinda complained alot of times to my colleague on the transport alr.lol..

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I HATE MY COM!!!!



now i can't even log in to msn!!! Someone send me the new version of msn thru irc plsssssss. :( :( :(:( :( :( :( :( :(

im so darn bored now,i can't slp yet cuz i just ate 1 ba zhang and im feel so bloated!!! bah..feel so guilty.im supposedly on a diet u noe!!! y must the bus auntie buy me a ba zhang..lol.okok..no food fer me tmr.


HAIX I GOT NTH TO DO IM BROWSING WEBSITE AIMLESSLY PLS IS SOME1'S ONLINE NOW TAG AND TELL ME TO GO IRC TO SEND ME MSN PLS...



sobs.


ys,did u and ur muachee really went to the hotel after meeting us? must be right..er ren xian gao zhuang..scared i found out so say me first right..heh.

Crashed on the floor when I moved in
This little bunk alone with some strange new friends
Stay up too late, and I'm too thin
We promise each other it's til the end
Now we're spinning empty bottles
It's the five of us
With pretty eyed boys girls die to trust
I can't resist the day
No, I can't resist the day
Jenny screams out and it's no pose
'Cause when she dances she goes and goes
Beer through the nose on an inside joke
I'm so excited, I haven't spoken
And she's so pretty, and she's so sure
Maybe I'm more clever than a girl like her
The summer's all in bloom
The summer is ending soon
It's alright and it's nice not to be so alone
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses
Maybe I'm a little bit over my head
I come undone at the things he said
And he's so funny in his bright red shirt
We were all in love and we all got hurt
I sneak into his car's black leather seat
The smell of gasoline in the summer heat
Boy, we're going way too fast
It's all too sweet to last
It's alright
And I put myself in his hands
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses
Love, or something ignites in my veins
And I pray it never fades in white houses
My first time, hard to explain
Rush of blood, oh, and a little bit of pain
On a cloudy day, it's more common than you think
He's my first mistake
Maybe you were all faster than me
We gave each other up so easily
These silly little wounds will never mend
I feel so far from where I've been
So I go, and I will not be back here again
I'm gone as the day is fading on white houses
I lie, put my injuries all in the dust
In my heart is the five of us
In white houses
And you, maybe you'll remember me
What I gave is yours to keep
In white houses
In white houses
In white houses

MY RIGHT EYE IS SWOLLEN AGAIN!!!! wtf is wrong man..it kinda hurts.
but no im not gonna take mc tmr..they wil deduct my pay:( haha.so i was rubbing ice on my infected eye,and now im pressing warm hanky over it again.pretty stupid,i noe.but i really hope it will go down tmr.think my eye oilment which i got from the doc had expired as well.whatever.


tian shi saw my hair today and he said im like trying quite hard to like jolin!WTFX.nononooo..tho shes quite pretty and all and not a fan of hers and im definitely not a jolin-wannabe okay!


moon and aily's quitting alr.soon.so i wil be the only recept around.:((((((((((( SOBS.im gonna miss moon,she's so nice and cute.. and we definitely have the same taste in guys. lol..stil rmb tt time thr's this quite cute but attached guy came in,and after we checked him in to teh room we r like shrieking together 'TT GUY'S SO CUTE!' haha..werk's gonna be so sian without her to talk crap with me..:/


played ban luck today! fwah. haven been playing fer quite some time,so i said no at first..but tian shi insisted..lol bad move man..he was winning until i came and took all his luck away.:P

gonna wake up early tmr to head to suntec earlier to get some new clothes..and i overslept today!!!! woke up at 530 and i got really shocked.pia cab down..sigh.aiight..nid to get some rest alr.ciao ppl! and.....1 last thing..






HAPPY BDAY CXM! heh..no pressies fer u tho.:P




okok.tell me what u wan.see if i can get it fer u.

wah chaooooo.my manager purposely put me off on valentine's day!!!!!what the hell!and he thinks i will be happy.actually he's got another motive lar.when im off=fellow recept moon's gonna take over my place=he will be in the same shift as moon=he gets to chee hong her.that sleazy pig.i bet he will surely buy her flowers or something.



i hate valentine's day!!! not only town will be packed with people,its packed with lovey dovey couples.puiiii....

think im gonna stay at home and slp.can't even shop in peace:(

and nope im not hinting any1 to ask me out lor if thats wot u guys r thinking.i srsly hate tt day, and i think it will be damn awkward also.


enough about it already.


thr's this stupid virus in my com!!!UGH.i can't surf the web properly..it will hangs once in a while and all.and i can't even go into my hotmail account.i nid to use mozilla firefox.which i hate because its kinda laggy.to me anyway.HAIX...




okay my eyes r half closing alr.i think i shall go catch some slp..niteys ppl.

din get to slp today.left the hse like 1 hour later after i reached home.which is quite stupid.haha..went to bank in my pay,and accompany a friend to go see doc.tsk..so weak.haha..

and i did sth pretty stupid to my hair.now i look worse then the last time when i cut my fringe really funny by some idiotic hairdresser.
i look.....stupid.=/ my fringe is goddamit short!!! grrr i rmb reminding the hairdresser just to trim...

BLEH.

oh well.at least the guy who did my hair is cute.:P when i wasn't sleeping[tho i was doing tt most of the time] i was looking at him.:P
and i dozed off at werk today.im so glad michael aint in charge today.he will kill me.even if im awake,im really a sotong,i was telling all the customers all the wrong stuffs and spilling nonsense that i myself can't understand.and i think a customer or 2 caught me dozing off.haha..who cares.
and wtf.3 ang mo guys came...and went off without paying.we're pretty sure they did tt on purpose,and i did warn my friend to take note of them tho it nv really occurred to me that they will really zhao without paying.so in the end,we guys hafta fork out money to pay fer them.again.
SIGHS.

thinking this job is getting suckier man.the company is finding all those silly excuses to deduct ur pay.i mean wtf,even if yer sick with mc,your pay stil will be deducted? thats shitty man.we are humans,and we fall sick too okay.shit em lar.brainless bunch of shit.

...i totally KO-ed on the bus just now..woken up by my colleague and i was like 'WHR THE HELL AM I?' and he insisted on sending me home..-.-''.im tired,but not delirious or wot..feel abit funny lar.he stil gotta walk all the way to punggol to go home..sheesh.

okay im sleeping soon.haven really done with my CNY shopping and i nid to wake up early to finish em.

i think my colleague is mad at me,and i don't even know why.i din even do anything to make him mad,did i?





why am i always the first one to tio when guys got PMS?im confused and annoyed.

pui lar.my male colleagues in kbox are all so petty......worse then girls.

wheeee..starting werk on 9pm on CNY day.well at least,the first 2 days.:D i can go out and bai nian!!! or just go out..:P

and valentine's day is coming..my outlet is having this weird valentine package which i think is very boh hua..buttt...they r selling really nice flowers too! erm.nt really selling lar..just can order from there i think.and i really like this basket of roses with a chocolate p-...something something..[dunnoe hw to spell] in between saying 'be my valentine' so suh-weet!!!!! aiight la..it just cost 99 bucks..ANY PPL GOT TOO MUCH MONEY TO SPARE BUY GIMME LEY!!! just send to my outlet kthx..:P

lol.just kidding..ugh my pay was delayed.freak.>:0
and my stomach hurtsssssssssssssss.and i don't know y.been like that since ytd.couldn't be gastric wot..i ate ytd.
bah.

hah.what was i thinking?



i'm never good enough for anyone.
i shld quit dreaming..

LOL.y m i so emo?

bleh.-slaps ownself in the face-

i hope i'll get my pay today.




i'm so stoned..-.-'' if my ass continue to stick at this chair im gonna be late.i just woke up,i haven eat a thing and i haven even bathe.



bleh.

AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

<3

<3

<3

<3 <3 <3 <3<3<3

erm.*ahems*-struggles to regain composure- sorry.haha. ...okay i got a teeny weeny bit of writer's block nw.erm.so no ranting..fer today.:D

hwah hwah off day again ytd! practically slp my day thru...
went out to meet guo liang at night.
its my first time on a bike!!!!

went to meet his fwens after our so-called 'dinner'.
hah..din talk much.
im too shy and anti-social lar.:P

okay im a lil tired..nights ppl.