angelineee
studying in SP dba and hating it.
extremely lazy.
insecured
maybe a lil too straightforward for her own good.
procrastinates alot.but once again, who doesn't?
have weird fetishes fer guys on the feminine side.
usually sleepy when not sleeping.
loves starry nights.actually, im a night owl.:P
bad at telling lies.
paranoid
loves ben & jerry ice-cream
finds it hard to trust anyone, anymore.
cries pretty easily, but hate tearing infront of others.
has hots fer katherine moennig<3
loves my baby(:

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i'm thinking of changing my blog addie. its not because everybody's doing so, but to prevent some BAD-GUY-WANNABE or one super big pig head(this is what she calls herself btw) from reading stuffs off here and misinterpreting them.

misinterpret wrongly liao nvm, after i've cleared the misunderstanding, she still keeps harping on it. i guess shes really very eager to be the huai ren.


sighs. my blog has been with me fer like, 2 years plus!!! its has gone through ups and downs with me, been my venting ground,help me chu qi when anyone tried to mess with me(sort of, anyway) withstand all my whines and complains without a word, and still remain faithful even if i've neglected it. wah... really talking about alot of gan qing here leh. although i can still save my archives and stuffs la, but it's not the same!
now, because of what "bad guy" has been telling me REPEATEDLY, i gotta change my new blog addie unless she's gonna promise me to stop bringing up something which has completely nth to do with her in the first place. altho after a few twists and turns, she did managed to make it her problem. -.-;
u really she de to see me and my blog addie parts meh? *sniffs* altho the add is a lil stupid la.. but still :(
and u can no longer read my entries anymore. hahaha!


i give u the right to choose k?

often in life, people make mistakes.

funny thing is that, i'm often the one escaped unscathed and the ones around me got badly hurt. i don't want it to be like this.



anyways, im gonna warn u guys that this is a i-hate-myself emo post so its not too late to close the window.




not that i've never warn u..




why? maybe i'm just selfish, i just want my freedom. when things just don't go the way i wanted them to, i will just tend to run away from them. is it that i'm too headstrong to give in or just that i just want to do whatever i want without having to think about how the other people will feel? somebody told me once, that if i've loved the person enough, i would be willing to sacrifice. is it so? so i just love my freedom so much that i couldn't let anything else in the world to take it away from me? even if it's just a lil bit of it?
history has repeated itself over and over again, and the problem always lies with me. well, more or less la.


maybe i'm a perfectionist? i got in mind what kinda person my the other half should be, and whoever that is going out with me outta live up to my standards?
thats not really true..





UGH!!!


i don't know why i'm like that.


its no use crying over spilled milk, and i'm telling myself not to feel guilty, for what is done cannot be undone. but its useless!







ugh. and i actually felt bad fer critising wing like that. i just found out that she actually has heart defects and shes quitting nightlife for good.


i'm so evil. :(

first day of werk at toxxic and i already got srsly fucked by alcohol. what a great kickstart. and i even threw up blood!!!

haha. i seemed to be very proud of it. but honestly i'm quite freaked out. im afraid its not because of alcohol, but glass bits. im not sure if i've swallowed any in the first place la. plus its freakin bloody la. :/



AND BTW, i definately drink much more den u hor! zzzzz.
dunnoe why u wanna compare also.
whateverrrr.


anyways, im stil very sleepy and i got a bad hangover. i woke up because i need to bathe as i concussed right immediately once i hit the bed, and i srsly stil feel nauseous. and i can only remember fragments of what happened last night really. this is that bad.


haha. i'm seriously glad u're there. else i prolly just slept right outside toxxic. :P and sorry for making u worry for me.. :/ and having to take care of me last night. heh!

oh yars, btw zouk was pretty aiight. bumped into the mahjong khakis at phuture, not like we din expected it. i guess we shld have called more people but its okay. (:


anyways its time fer me to go back to slp.

nights everybody.(:

ughhhhh* why my aunt visit suddenly?! that explains why i got PMSy so early this time round. what the hell..

dying from the pain le. :((((

and i had a couple of nightmares just now when i'm slping.
pretty much scare the hell outta me la..


and my mum barge into my room and wake me up is the gao cao lo! bleh. she totally freaked me out and i thought my nightmare is coming true. -.-

now i feel like i din get to sleep well. quite tired.:( tv's featuring all the politic talks thingy, and im not interested. IM SO BORED! gonna hit the books later, but not so early. sighs. so sian laa...
but its okay. 2 more papers AND IM DONE.


im prolly going to club on wed! anyone interested to come along msg me kay? ESP ANNE.((((: i know ure having ur hols now and u're very bored right. haha. venue's either zouk or devils.


p.s- jacob SRSLY reminds me of hw. -.-;;

fma= screwed. pretty much prepared to retake the dumb module. sighs.

well, at least the mahjong session was fun. i laughed til my stomach hurts, all thanks to vincent ten. haha.

but im lacking of slp man. i was dozing off on my way to werk. -.-' but its aiight la.


finally startin werk @ toxxic on thurs and sat next week. wondering whats it gonna be like.. hmmm.


feeling sleepy. :(

those who can't tell that i'm not stressed out by exams are BLIND, i tell you. can't you people tell from the amount of zits appearing from my face? its scary and its going to invade the whole of my face soon. if this continues, all the zits are going to eat up my face and i will have no face to see people.(mei lian jian ren)

hur hur. and i'm getting fat~!!!! im binging more than usual. cham la.. there are even times i ate 5 freakin meals per day. omg.how? at this rate arh, by the end of my exams i don't even know how to clear up the damage done to me due to exams. i will become fat, with pimply face, and i gotta retake some modules(CHOY CHOY CHOY!!!!) and turn into a mei ren yao de nu ren. thats very sad indeed. :(

okay actually i'm supposed to study fer my fma but its at some other place. im quite pissed off now COS TMR IS THE PAPER AND I HAVEN START STUDYING AND I'VE BEEN FAILING MY FMA AND I GOTTA PASS IT REALLY WELL TO PASS THE WHOLE DAMN MODULE! and time is running out lo. what the fuck..

its a lil early to get PMSy but i'm very PMSy now.
nabei.

so i din managed to watch the fireworks. :( okay la, just a glimpse at the ending lo.


bleahs, fireworks display cannot wait fer me to come den start meh?

haha.


a LIL of fireworks, cozy bay, then the lake hse. (:



time sure flies when i'm with u.
















......and its time fer me to start studying.:(
ughs!

ecm's on monday and i haven started studying. :(
in fact, im going out later to see fireworks :D


man, im such a sucker for these kinda stuffs.
and i'm going to watch lake house later! (((((:

i guess i gotta try studying once i got home else its too late. butttttttttt, i don't even know what time wil i get back home. ugh.


but at the meantime, i shall not worry so much abt my paper first. heh!




mahjong after exams, anyone?

yay!!! my dad finally bought a new computer back. now i can finally upload my pics in peace, tho my com stil does not have any microsoft word. more like, microsoft office. yar.

actually, feel kinda dui cos i shld have told my dad to buy me a lappy instead, and he wanted to buy me one too. but wutever la! now one thing sucky is that my stupid com's msn is like super old la, and i've forgotten whr and how to dl it. haha. maybe due to the fact that i'm a lil tipsy now.

but at least thrs no typos! i think. haha. its exams period alr.. bah. just finished 2 papers on tues i think, and i din study much. i guess i gotta buck up, but the thought of it just makes me sian. i stil gotta go back to sch on fri to do my dumb RWPS presentation! and i haven started on the powerpoint yet. haha. damn.

werk today rocks man. everybody in charge are either not there, drunk, or went back home early. hehe. and it was louisa's bday and we had a mini celebration there. think she had a quarrel outside with jac before that, tho they both appear to be okay when they came in. and i think i saw jac cried too. hmmmm. and its the first time i've seen lollipop emptied so early! they left pretty early, so left a couple of peepz thr like manjit, emily etc. actually i think its just the 2 of them.. heh! and it was raining pretty heavily that time too.

and i dunno how to use the stupid photoshop thingy! bahhs. i think i shall get some rest first. i stank of cigarrettes! smelly smelly.


i'm hungry but i think im gettin fat. shld i get sth to eat?



some pics taken recently..

that's wing and jr, and i know my template's irritatingly small and im too stupid to know how to resize the pic, so oops. :P


i think i look quite chio in here. HAHA! just kidding. thats me and emily(: and we were over at devils.


that's xuan and dirdin's friend.. at devils too.


and that idiotic face is thu ang zau. haha~ wait wait thr's more.


manjit and him acting gay.


and this! he decides that in order to be more compatiable with manjit he gotta wear a turbon like him. haha.

anyone who likes to know him? interested parties pls leave me a tag. haha. and i've realised abit too late that i can actually change the size of the pic. whoooooops~

retail therapy!

finally get to shop. skipped FMA last fri, and headed to town to shop before werk. ((((:

pretty happy with what i've got.

so these can be cut off from my wants list alr:
skirts
slips
wallet!


but i stil want more....
earrings
accessories
and MORE TOPS! :P


and i shld really go slim down. bleh.

werk on fri is messy. glad i went up in the end COS it feels like i dun know anyone thr anymore!
haii. llp feels so foreign suddenly. its just like a week plus break! at least im glad that wing's not werking.
tho she did came down la.
and liquor is badddddddd!!! it made people do stupid things that they wil regret. *ahem
but its kinda sad la. it was shawn's bday and i see so many sad faces.
everybody's tryin to use liquor to jie jiu xiao chou lo.
what for?
haha. actually i used to be like that too. but at least i din do any wrong things!
i think..
:P

went down to devils last night with emily xuan and dirdin.
glad everything's fine between xuan and dirdin..
had fun, and i officially announce i wun drink vodka anymore!
IT SUCKS.

isn't it supposed to cure hangovers?
i think its the main cause of hangovers in the first place. -.-''
got a bloody headache when i got home..
took some pics with my phone BUT MY COM IS SCREWED so i can't load it up.
i can't even transfer it to my com!!!
thats how outdated my com is. even the software doesn't supports it.
or whatever la.


its time to mug fer my papers alr. exams are coming~!!!! ahhh. so stressed up. how how how?!!?

i swear, after my exams im going to get a tattoo fer sure.
JOANNE!!!! save up kay? heh. <3

shi~ u miss me ah? tao yan leh. haha. when ure attachment and FYP ends msg or call me la! provided my exams are over also. hehe.. damn long nv see u le. that time come over llp fer 5 mins den go le. :( so saddddddd.
i miss the crazy days with u and muachee altho i'm always the lightbulb. haha.


suddenly, other den sch, i feel very contented with life. (:

how i wish im a hamster.


stupid i know. BUT wah kao! look at my hamster! srsly i dun know how many hours does it slp per day. i can't keep track at all!

and when it wakes up, my mum will play with it, i will play with it, let it run about my hse, and when its tired, go back to its cage, rest awhile and play with its wheel. monotonous i know, same shit everyday. but wah lau! better den not enough slp everyday right. and stil got me to teng. so xinfu~~~
haha.


projects ARE stupid, and i'm all worn out. yes, i know my time management is never good, i just do whatever i feel like doing, because i think if i don't i will just not do it altogether and ended up regretting. so my priority list sometimes is really all messed up.

hmmmm. or is it?

but at the rate i'm going, i'm just like some retarded going ard in circles and whamming at all the four walls.
what am i talking about? i can't say i dunnoe whats going on, just that im losing grip. i can't keep up, and im fallin way behind. the thing is, im too tired to care.

i just want to sleep. is it so difficult? :(



haha. actually i just wanna slp. so its not an emo post or whatever ya.