Wednesday, July 06, 2005
came back from town.
haven been online these few days cos im coming home late.
skipped school today and wenta kbox to find lance to keng gai. afta tt wenta meet rae.
t-i-r-e-d!!!!
oh yea,i managed to find someone to pei me watched alot like love.its super touching.i actually cried. i tot they can't be together or something..its just so nice la.(: and i watched war of the worlds too.its quite nice la,just tt the ending is VERY crappy. i still preferred alot like love.
i need to find a job.but then exams are soooooo stressing me out. and im nt sure if i can juggle or not. everyone noes i can't do without enough sleep. blehs.
i need to help out in the family.:(
wenta partybox recently to visit anne. i dunnoe, i don't quite like tt place. and beer stil suck.
plus im stil quite sick.
my cough just never goes away!!! :(
life is pretty weird recently.i just don't know how to say.its like im nt giving a shit about anything.exams are coming,and i just don't care.
school suck.srsly.
i suck.
annnnnnddddddd guys suck too.man,how i wish i don't know all these crap.
how to ever trust guys anymore!!!
srsly,ignorance is bliss.i think i will be wayy happier if i don't know all these stuffs.
seems like no matter hw good the guy seems,they wil just NEVER be faithful.
and whennnnn girls zhao sai they kpkb.wtf?
roy says, 'this is never a fair world.'
i JUST refused to accept that.i don't know why.i can't accept why guys always think its their fucking right to cheat.come on lar, don't bullshit what 'nah im just playing/fooling around i don't like her at all' crap,cos its fucked up.its srsly fucked up.even if its true,i think its quite unfair to the girl whom u're happening to just be fooling around with,don't u think?
hah.i made it sound like it happened to me.
i just can't believe i actually knew these kinda ppl.
maybe they r all around,just that i din know it.
im disgusted,and suddenly i think im not ready to face this ugly world yet.
and im starting to think,maybe cos he was lonely,tts y he started giving me all these wrong signals.
but WHYYYYYY the fuck did he called that very fucking day when he patched up with his girlfriend?
why....
i just can't let it go.
jerks.