Friday, June 24, 2005
watched initial d ytd.okay lar,other den edison chen and the speeding of cars and so many eye candies....and maybe a LIL(like 0.000000000000000000000001%)of jay chou,nth much of a storyline.but i gotta admit tt his songs are nice.
i don't really enjoyed the movie because,before of the movie alone,my mood is kinda spoilt alr.i shall not go into further details..
and PMSPMSPMSPMSPMS.
all the lil boys and girls sitting all ard us were like gushing like fuck,spoiling the movie.laughing at all the not-so-funny parts like its downright hilarious.got me so damn irritated.
and i was muttering really loud,being sarcastic and all.but their skins are quite thick,they can actually pretend not to hear and continue yakking away.GRRRR.
but the sight of my chen guan xi kinda calm me down a lil..(siiigggggghhhhhhhsssss*)
after the movie,headed to bugis.
PMS again.yea yea,maybe its just an excuse,i do have my reasons.
but ugh wtf.
sometimes its like a chain reaction thingy u noe,u started like that,and it completely spoils my mood.
u noe when i initially saw ya i was very happy and quite excited to go watch the show.
and sometimes it just stays thr throughout.
its not just of how u behaved fer tt moment only.its practically the whole day.
if u've said so earlier,maybe i can be a lil understanding.
u don't expect me to go mind-guessing and all right.
im not pissed.i just don't want tt to happen again.
lets just say its not the first time.its like im really looking forward to meet up,and i ended up feeling otherwise.if u feel tt u wanted to spend more time with ur classmates,its okay.pls don't meet up and den make everything so freaking difficult.i mean,afterall,u initiated meeting up first sometimes u noe.
and schoolwork is pissing me off as well.
im way lagging behind.
econs SUXXX totally.
i feel so incredibly stupid.
and today's lesson is crap.
i woke up early so tt i can get to class early and the bloody tutor wil shut his trap.
but suddenly had a stomach-ache while on my way thr.
SUAYYY.
and he keep harping on it.like wtf,i DID wake up early JUST fer today okay?
and he left the class after a quarrel with one of my classmates.
i mean,ya he got a better job to chose from then this.SO WHAT?he chose to be a teacher din he?
since he chose to be a teacher,he shld be a LIL more patient right?
i noe this is not secondary sch anymore,we shld be a lil more independent instead of relying so much on the tutor.
but i don't think he shld just stop the bloody class just because one of the classmates flare up cos he refused to guide her thru one question she's struggling with right?
fuck it.
i almost teared out of frustration today.
suddenly im so sick of life.
im tired,it feels like i haven been resting enuff fer days,and i lived goddamn far from the stupid sch.im worried over not being able to find a job,not being able to cope with my studies,i have to play mind guessing with my buds and tt idiot is stil so damn loving with his girl.
okay,im a lil bad fer saying tt.maybe very bad.
but come to think of it,im really happy fer him.
anyway,my point is,life really suck.
i dread going to sch,i dread waking up.
somehow i missed the good old days in kbox.
