Friday, May 20, 2005
i just got hm..
i think im used to go hm in da morning ler.-.-''
and i tink i stil can't slp..
sth scary happened today.
i don't think i wanna talk abt it.
im UBER FREAKED OUT can!!!!
im totally caught off guard.
i feel so damn bad.
i hate it,i srsly HATE it.
its bloody awkward and i always feel like im somehow the cause of everyting.
okay he just said hes not angry.
but still.....
wtf?!
can't thr be any platonic love anymore?
i mean y cant it exist between guys and girls?
lol.sometimes im really amazed how stupid i can be.
i do things without really thinking of the consequences.
i just can't be bothered,or m i just plain stupid?
ben ben ben ben ben!!!!
omg.
oh yea.saw jonathan today.with his gf(i think).
lol..
and watched kingdom of heaven.
aiight lar.
orlando bloom is cute.
but its a goddamn long show.
@#$%!@#%^$^%$&^%*%$&*&$(#(%&#%
i hate the way im feeling now.
i think im srsly screwed up.
...we stil can be friends right?
