Saturday, May 21, 2005
at wen's hse right now.
slept ferlike,4-5 hours.stil darn tired.i haven't been slping well recently.
lets just say sth suay happened at her hse.AGAIN awkwardness.
sighs.
how many times am i gonna face it til its HIS turn?
...if its his its not gonna be awkward.
it wil be elation.
in heaven...
okok,i shall stop dreaming.*slaps ownself*
sighs.srsly,im not surprised if she says she hates me.
ugh. mood swings are getting bad to worse.
lost my cool ytd..at her.lol.
sorry wen.
im tired!!!!! gonna go back to slp afta i rch hm.
im kinda homesick right now.
which is REALLY very surprising..
i missed my own bed.
whoops.suddenly occured to me my dad's at hm.
not tt homesick anymore lol.
its nice to alone sometimes.
i can just be me.
anyways,i got abit boliao and start to read my past entries.
gosh,they r quite depressing.
the way i type and expressed myself..
im pretty whiny..haha.always complaining abt sth.
blehs.
shall try to be a lil more optimistic.
:D-plaster fake cheesy grin on face-
i hope dad's nt hm when im.