Tuesday, April 19, 2005
haven't been really werking this past few days...been slacking like hell. maybe its cuz of the lack of customers,maybe its due to PMS,maybe its cuz of the lack of slp..
don't know.can just nuah there the whole damn day and go k3 to sing,listen to music,or go bar thr slack.that is,if joe's ard la..else thr's no smoking kaki also..
i hate it when biz is poor.i hate being alone at the recept.
when thr's hardly any customers all ma colleagues will be either at da bar or nowhere to be seen.i can't be in da bar with em at the same time,michael wil kill me.
and thats when my tots starts to run wild.i can think of the crappiest thing,the stuffs tt really made me feel darn sucky. thr's so much 'if's....
and i always tend to contradict myself.
im thinking of quitting.but i kinda cnt bear to leave as well..its practically my 2nd hm alr.
on a happier note,im meeting muili and sl tmr! if i can wake up tt is..
i'll set ma alarm..juz hope i CAN wake up.
i dun wanna be stuck feeling this way all the time.but i just can't help missing u.
