Thursday, March 10, 2005
WTF.im actually JEALOUS?i don't understand what the hell am i thinking recently.my thoughts are like all jumbled up..ugh.and its getting frustrating.
i can't decide what i want,i don't know what i want.and im really not getting enough slp.im cranky,and i seemed to have no patience fer anything.sighhhhhhh..
no1 understands the woes of being a recept.I WANNA BE A FREAKING SERVER,GODDAMN IT!is it so bloody hard? im just not fit to be one lar.i CAN'T stay put at one place and do nth,fer goodness sake.i think im going mad soon.my colleagues have NO IDEA what im going thru.the torment...ugh.
I WILL DO ANYTHING TO SWITCH PLACES WITH THEM.fuck michael fer being such an asshole.
I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me..