Tuesday, August 17, 2004
just whammed my toe against some metal thingy.(think its teh chair)ow.it fucking hurts. u_u
having my principles of computing lesson now.i don't understand what teh hell is he talking about.and i don't wanna know.i feel so FED UP! ugh.i can't wait to get outta this course. :/ i emailed my mentor today-i hope she replied cos i really wanna get outta here.
jaren is having problems wit her school too.she didn't tell me anything but its kinda obvious.she sounded like she's gonna blow up anything on teh phone yesterday.sighs.school just sucks.y can't i just get married and settle down now?let teh guys do teh hard work..mwuahahahs.
i wasn't sure if my request for transfer will be sucessful but i really hope it does.i can't cope staring blankly at all the gibberish my lecturers are sprouting and it makes me feel like a complete idiot.
i have tons of projects to do.but teh thing is i DON'T FEEL like doing! its like since im giving up anyway.y bother? flunk teh whole module! but its like not being fair to ma classmates.. =/
nex time i will jolly well do teh project 'on ma own'.and screwed it myself.like not passing up or something.i JUST DON'T WANNA CARE!!! i don't understand y m i so stressed up.i shouldn't be.i can't help it... :( some1...help.
and thr's dance today.im skipping it.
i skipped like 3 times in a row already.what teh hell m i doing?