Friday, November 24, 2006
often, i thought that my life will be just... plain. in a sense, kinda anyway. i din expected anything to happen, to me or any of my loved ones. life will just go on fer us, some small shitty things happening to us once in a while, we complained and whine about how much we've suffered from it and that's it.
it never occurred to me that
this could happen to. it's so surreal, that i kept thinking that perhaps that it's just a very long nightmare that i never seemed to be able to wake up from. all of the sudden, everything just came crashing down when i'm at my happiest. why?
it's hard to pretend to be alright when i'm not. i'm trying, in fact, very hard. god, its like i'm acting in some fucking drama. i guess i will learn to get used to the idea that it really is happening to me. and instead of being mopping over it, i gotta cherish every single second spent with you. i'm going to miss you alot, really alot.
Friday, November 24, 2006
Sunday, November 19, 2006
i don't understand why, but i can't get into my blog. its just a blank. wth?
sth's wrong with my skin or is it just my computer?
bahs. i think im getting sick. im having a bad sorethroat.. i don't want any fever to come along with it this time. urghh.
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
i'm getting cranky again. something just don't feel
right, and i just can't put my finger to it. i sense fear, and something else. and i don't understand why the heck am i feeling so. its beginning to irritate me as well, because i feel whiny and i think im behaving like some drama queen over small stuffs. small stuffs that i don't even know what, that is. i think.
baaaahs. blaw is crap. :(
When you go,Would you even turn to say:"I don't love you,Like I did..Yesterday"? Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Sunday, November 12, 2006
i'm supposed to be studying, but here i am.. just editing my blogskin, browsing friendster and stuffs. i just don't have the mood! :(
i shall try and slp. its reaching 6 friggin am alr, gosh.
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Saturday, November 04, 2006
白色的风筝
安静的纯真
真实的感觉
梦境般遥远
甜甜的海水
复杂的眼泪
看你傻笑着
握住我的手
梦希望没有尽头
我们走到这就好
因为我不想太快走完这幸福
很可惜没有祝福
但爱你并不孤独
不会再让你哭
我陪你走到最后
能不能不要回头
你紧紧地抱住我
说你不需要承诺
你说我若一个人会比较自由
我不懂你说什么
反正不会松手
我陪你走到最后
能不能别想太多
会不会手牵着手
晚一点再到尽头
你说不该再相见只为了瞬间
谢谢你让我听见
因为我在等待永远
☆歌词提供:再兴
白色的风筝
安静的纯真
真实的感觉
梦境般遥远
甜甜的海水
复杂的眼泪
看你傻笑着
握住我的手
很可惜没有祝福
但爱你并不孤独
不会再让你哭
我陪你走到最后
能不能不要回头
你紧紧地抱住我
说你不需要承诺
你说我若一个人会比较自由
我不懂你说什么
反正不会松手
我陪你走到最后
能不能别想太多
会不会手牵着手
晚一点再到尽头
你说不该再相见只为了瞬间
谢谢你让我听见
因为我在等待永远
谢谢你让我听见
因为我在等待永远.. this is the lyrics of 白色风车.. damn nice and meaningful can!!! exactly what i wanted to tell u. (:
not feeling well these few days. if its not the stomach den its sth else. wth.. bahs. but well!!! it's e-learning week! yay! anything but going to sch pls. :P
aiights, been leading a boring life lately. so nth much to talk about. shall go and catch some zzzzz.
p.s. zzzzzzzzzzz i don't know why but the lyrics comes out as gibberish. what the.. -.-
Saturday, November 04, 2006
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
happy 3rd mth, baby.(((:
iloveu!
btw, my blog's not dead. the dumb server just refuse to publish my posts.
Wednesday, November 01, 2006