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Saturday, September 30, 2006
i was blog-hopping and when i came across eve's blog and her entry about her zoo visit, i was wondering, did someone asked me to go to the zoo recently? *scratches head*
i srsly can't remember who is it but there is someone.
hmmmm. celebrated my bday at llp yesterday. and darren came! :o nice top btw. (:
was super tired last night cos i didn't get enough rest fer the day. that prolly caused me to overreact to some stuffs that i shouldn't also before heading to llp. actually i know i was being stupid right then, but i just can't control myself la.
blah, hate myself fer being such an emotional moron sometimes.
by the way.. i don't cry when i'm pissed okay! -.-
anyway, many thanks to my beloved who planned all that surprises. thanks fer the dinner, and llp. u planned something in between but.. yea. sorry.. :p. haha. AND THE CAKE!!! gone just like that.. -.-
i don't know why but my shoulder and neck are aching like hell. i think i shall go and get some rest.
Saturday, September 30, 2006
Saturday, September 23, 2006
people once told me not to waste my breath trying to talk some sense in you. indeed, now i know why they told me that.
haiyah, next time i just diam diam okay? and everybody can see what they see. i didn't have to tell anyone anything fer them to talk about u. in fact, i did try that once because i totally TAK BOLEH TAHAN already, and my friend actually doubt my words until my friend saw it himself/herself.
i guess i shouldn't say so much anymore, go ahead and just do whatever ure happy with okay? im prolly going with anne. so no worries. but sometimes, whining and bitching about it is not going to make everything just go away. but if ur aim is just purely to keep my mouth shut and stop me from telling u straight in the face about how i feel, fine. that way, i can save my saliva as well.
i don't even know why i bother, really. old times sake or? my intentions were good, yes. but too bad if u chose to see it another way. cos i've long given up thinking u will someday wake up and change fer the better. oh yea, rmb that freakin email u've sent? about giving u a month's time fer u to do something about urself? eh, i can't remember how many freaking 15489-90284321590843 mths alr, but just to tell u, it just got worse. no offence, really. and i wasn't counting too, that thought just pop up suddenly. yea.
this will prolly be the last time i wil actually waste my time writing about u here.
btw, holidays are OVER!!!! HOW AR? :(
but i guess somebody's gonna be very happy because she gets to rest more in the night already. hahaha. =p
Saturday, September 23, 2006
Sunday, September 17, 2006
i just attempted to make myself some half-boiled eggs fer breakfast.
guess what did i get instead? 2 almost hard boiled eggs. -.-'' well, only the yolks are runny. its kinda gross actually.
aiyah! i was too busy staring at the computer screen that i've forgotten abt my eggs la.
... erm and i've forgotten how long am i supposed to leave it boiling also. *sheepish grin* haha.
went to The One with kelvin and gang last night. the room is damn cramped can? and i felt like i can hardly breathe in there. that sucks. and they are singing all those hokkein songs that my father likes to listen. OMG. i almost died in there.. and i was bored stiff. why didn't i just off my hp during my off days? i just wanna slp my day away :(
its a lil too late to complain la. blehs. but yea, its boring.
i dreamt of my granny ytd. it sorta scare the shit outta me la. has it gotta do with sth about me talking back to my dad? haha.
time to get some zzz soon. (:
Sunday, September 17, 2006
im so fucking pissed off.
WHY THE HELL ARE THERE SUCH PEOPLE EXIST HUH?
bloody hell. and why am i so suay to know such a person.
how can a person be so bloody fake? so
sickeningly fake. don't u find it tiring wearing a mask 24/7, trying to please everyone that is of any use to u or whatsoever? well, i don't know about the rest, but its hurting my eyes real bad. its not that i wanted to see it, but u just kept doing ur thang right in my face.
and the worst thing is, u can actually asked a person u din even liked fer help. OMGZ. don't u feel bad? when u don't need her help, all u did is pretend that shes invisible, talk to her rudely, and all that fucked-up-i-got-serious-ap actions. and i didn't even said anything. but again, and again u kept doing that. don't u feel at least abit ashamed or something? tell me why is she obliged to help u in the first place? u guys arent even FRIENDS. ask urself la. is she a friend to u? or shes just a kind soul or magic genie that will help u everytime u send a msg. huh? i just DON'T FUCKING GET IT LA. why she bothers to help u? shes just too kind i think.
and u're just happily taking advantage of her weakness.(at this point of time i think it is one)
PLS. if u wanna do all these stunts, go find someone i din know or not even close to. DON'T FIND SOMEONE THAT IS RELATED TO ME IN ANYWAY. KTHX.
Sunday, September 17, 2006
Saturday, September 16, 2006
i don't understand whats up with some parents who insisted on their child to keep their room tidy. parents, like mine. its not even like they are going to sleep in it. i like it the way it is, so whats the matter? i like digging through my stuffs, and i hate seeing all my stuffs stacked nicely in one pile. i have to be extremely careful not to mess it up and stuffs, and i just don't like it.
and its not like as if my room is dirty. despite that it is messy, i'm very sure its clean. so what the hell? since its my room, its really my freedom to do whatever i like to it right? ugh. DOES IT REALLY MATTER TO THEM IF IT IS TIDY OR NOT?
grrr. i know i sound rude and stuffs, afterall i'm stil living with my parents and bla bla and its stil their hse.. BUT I REALLY DON'T GET IT LA.
and my dad have to niao me early in the morning. grrrr.
im going to slp.
Saturday, September 16, 2006
i'm kinda wondering if im having some sorta heart problems or something. how come my chest hurts so much whenever i drank alcohol? ugh.
I'M STIL YOUNG YA KNOW. wth.
watched pulse with emily last night right after my drinking session at llp and toxxic(:. i seemed to get stuck at my werkplaceS even if i'm not werking. bahs. but its pretty fun la.
anyway, back to pulse. man, its the most stupid horror movie ever. i was shivering nonstop in the theatre, and im not sure if its the aircon or its the damn alcohol. and i could have fallen aslp if i wasn't shivering that much. this is how bad it is. imagine, me falling aslp while watching a horror movie. me, the timid one when it comes to supernatural stuffs. HAH.
im not going to whine about how tired i am cos i seemed to complain in every single post i've made recently. :P
and i'm going to be late fer werk soon! damn. time to get my ass away from the com.
sth random: people change. all the time. but its kinda amazing how drastic it can be sometimes. tsk.
Saturday, September 16, 2006
Thursday, September 14, 2006
i woke up at 5am today and it has been 1 damn hour alr and i'm still wide awake.
i can't go back to sleep because i need to go to school later and just in a lil while's time i need to wake up anyway, and my stomach's hurting me. SIGHS. :(
actually i don't understand why do the damn directors of the school wanna see me anyway. will it make a difference or they are just going to lecture me? *grumbles*
ugh! very sian lah! i wanna go back to sleep!
Thursday, September 14, 2006
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
MCR's new album's coming out soon!!! the tittle's called the black parade or sth.. only get to listened to "welcome to the black parade" and its pretty nice. ((((: so can't wait.
and this paragraph is
partially dedicated to darren aka lauya pok. for the past week, (or around there la) i managed to meet up with arbaguay, winston, and travis. so does anne and wen (except the winston part) SO U'RE BUAY STEADY LA! go and fan xing fan xing abit pls.. :P everybody's pretty much the same, arbaguay in fact has met up with me fer 3 times alr.. and he seems to get a lil fatter. lol. winston's still have the kiddo face, just that his hair is way shorter. as fer travis.. HAI. why liddat? he seemed to start balding at an extremely young age, and think he has been away from the sun from quite some time. or maybe he has been taking drugs. hmm. hahaha. what abt u darren? =p
but anyways, its pretty great to meet up with em. nice to reminisce all the past crazy stuffs we used to share last time.. hmm.
ehs shit. i can't really blog cos i stil have alcohol in my system and i can't really think. i feel like throwing up, but i can't. and im shivering like siao. but its okay! i don't have werk later. hwah hwah hwah. but i can't really go out because i got to go sch early in the morn on fri to meet the darn directors. SIGHS. :( its nth to be proud of, so i'm not going to say. heh.
and my DEAR seems to be much more paranoid than me. how come leh??? haha.
im falling aslp in front of the com. -.-''
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
Saturday, September 09, 2006
someone pass me some ear plugs PUHLEESE.
damn, my area's doing some renovation thingy i think, and they are freakin noisy!!!
im a very light sleeper so i've problem going to sleep. now im srsly DEPRIVED of slp lo!!! :( don't feel like going werk.
and if i continue to whine, im going to be late fer werk too. bahs!
Saturday, September 09, 2006
Thursday, September 07, 2006
it feels so weird without my hp by my side. i'm wide awake because i'm hungry, and suddenly i'm craving fer xing hai shan's chilli crab, just because i called huiwen last night and she told me she's over there. and xing hai shan just somehow lemme think of the crabs over there la!
bahhh!!!
i can't go back to slp, i kept thinking i'm going to overslept because i usually use my hp's alarm. and i woke up this morning at 7am thinking its 7freaking pm.
goddammit. and now that i'm awake, i'm suddenly quite curious what did thu ang zau called me in the middle of the night fer? i totally fergotten whats the conversation about and he caused me to ferget about my phone!!! :( he's really a jinx i tell you.
and now i cannot play my pretty-stupid-but-somehow-i'm-addicted-to-it-tennis game that's in my hp when i can't get to sleep. :( and i don't know who's gonna msg me!!!
haiyerrrr! the feeling so gao wei.
and
PUI PUI PUI
PUI PUI!!!!! wtf happen last night!!!!! wait. something to clarify. sunshine's gay right? i'm pretty sure he is. WTF?! ahahahahaahahahaha.
omg, i'm here self entertaining myself so i can get back to sleep soon. haha.
but honestly i dunnoe i shld feel bewildered, or disgusted, or violated. which one?! all of the above?!
no worries la people he never rape me.
hahahaha.
Thursday, September 07, 2006
Monday, September 04, 2006
ENFP - The Champion
Your Type is 100% Extroverted, 25% Observant, 12% Logical and 6% Structured |
Your type is known as the Champion type, which is part of the larger group called idealists. Nothing occurs that does not have some deep and ethical significance in your eyes. You see life as an exciting drama. You are very charismatic, yet tend to be too harsh on yourself for not being as genuine as you think you should be. 3% of the population shares your type.
As a romantic partner, you need to talk about what is going on in your life. You are a strong supporter for your partner's efforts to grow and change and be happy. You need to feel that same support from your partner. Expressive, optimistic, and curious, you are eager to enjoy new experiences with your partner, whom you wish to be your confidant and soul mate, as well as play mate. You are uncomfortable sharing negative emotion, though, and tend to withdraw from confrontation and process your feelings privately. You feel most loved when your partner appreciates your creativity, accepts your uniqueness, and sees you as the compassionate person you are. You need to hear your partner tell you how much you mean to them and would love if they did thoughtful spontaneous things to demonstrate it.
Your group summary: idealists (NF)
Your type summary: ENFP
vincex's shorter version of this test.
My longer version of this same test. The real deal. |
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 70% on outgoing |
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You scored higher than 39% on observant |
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You scored higher than 22% on logical |
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You scored higher than 7% on structured |
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Monday, September 04, 2006
i'm extremely worried right now. lucky i don't have to werk tomorrow so its okay fer me to stay up til so late without caring if that i will be tired tomorrow. :P
xiao pang had some issues with his ex-gf and he's erm, kinda playing with his life right now. went down with emily just now to look fer him, and emily sent him back home a lil while after. and now he's playing with knives.
wah lau! what's with kids nowadays anyway har? abit abit only go and do all that kinda nonsense.. does it even make the problem goes away? and dying to cause people to feel guilt is ridiculous and extremely evil la. is thats the way u show people how much u love a person? hah. the poor whoever will prolly just be traumatised for life, and
that will actually make you happy?
i understand about kids that age prolly don't understand much about consequences and prolly can't be bothered to think so much about it. why like this leh! the future generation is getting from bad to worse. and i'd thought that mine is already bad enough. haiyoh. i've just made myself sound so old.
bleh. complainin abt this here wouldn't make him wake up anyway. wth.
i just hope nothing will happen. pls. :/
anyways, its anne's first day of werk at toxxic. pretty fun werking with her except shes a lil uptight.. hope everything's going smoothly fer her tho. :/
i shall go watch hard gay to entertain myself fer the time being. lol~
Monday, September 04, 2006
