angelineee
studying in SP dba and hating it.
extremely lazy.
insecured
maybe a lil too straightforward for her own good.
procrastinates alot.but once again, who doesn't?
have weird fetishes fer guys on the feminine side.
usually sleepy when not sleeping.
loves starry nights.actually, im a night owl.:P
bad at telling lies.
paranoid
loves ben & jerry ice-cream
finds it hard to trust anyone, anymore.
cries pretty easily, but hate tearing infront of others.
has hots fer katherine moennig<3
loves my baby(:

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after so much complaining, i stil did go MoS in the end. im such a whiner. :P but i reached reallyyyyyyy late, think i went in ard 1215 or sth.and clyve and roy are sitting thr doing nth to make sure the seats are not taken so i got diao-ed when i reached la.

once again, the stupid cab uncle cheated me. he went the blardly long route and its fucking expensive. the cab fare to mos and back home is like omg already.
anyways, i got fucking wasted. in order to get high faster so we can proceed to the dance floor and so the 2 guys will not be so sianned, i drink pretty fast la.
i tell you, i almost died on the dance floor. its SOOOO DAMN fucking packed that i can't even really move.
after some time, i can't even really breathe and im feeling dehydrated from the drinks. and the 2 retarded guys tried to be funny and decided to sandwich me. and when people ard them 2 started to push them, i AM really sandwiched in between its like wtf. the music aint that great either, most of the r&b that we've never heard before.
went back to our seats cos its getting damn hot. and thats when they started being boliao and started tasting my ciggies.LOL.. their faces are damn funny loh. and they passed the super wet cig back to me and told me it sucks.
very nice..-.-''
after more drinking and dancing, we left ard 4..
k.oed in the cab, and when i reached home i almost wanted to slp in the sofa cos i don't feel like doing anything.:P
woke up at 8plus cos my hangover was overwhelmingly painful. stuffed my mouth with warm food and drinks hoping it would go away,but seemed to be in vain. but i was still able to go back to sleep in the end, and now the hangover isn't that bad like in the morn, but still present.:(

come to think of it, i didn't drink that much loh. empty stomach? or what.drink too fast?
heck.
had fun.but guess it will be my last time there la.
its nice being in the priority queue tho. and seeing all the ppl infront of me got rejected cos of fake smses.hwah hwah hwah.:P

i can't believe im so damn suay.
and im actually quite angry with my mom.
correction-VERY ANGRY.
im like telling her nicely if she can come home a lil earlier like 9, and she gave me the NO EFFING WAY kinda response. WTF?
so she go out very big la!

i mean if she talks to me nicely and explains why, maybe i wil not be so mad.but she don't want to come back home so early COS SHE DON'T WANT TO.
wtfwtfwtf.
and SHE'S THE ONE WHO FORGOTTEN TO LEAVE MY STUFFS WHEN I REMINDED HER EARLY IN THE MORN. i even stressed BEFORE U GO OUT..and i even told my dad.
and she told me now how i expect her to rmb.

WHAT THE HELL?

i can't believe im ranting abt my mom.
but im so damn pissed lo. its like i can't believe the unfairness of it.....
and HOW CAN I BE SO GODDAMN SUAY.
ughhh!

okay obviously someone from ABOVE definitely do not want me to go clubbing.
i mean, wtf?
even this shit can go wrong? awesome.
after so many days of fantasizing about it.....

UGHHHH.
any one has any ideas on how to pick on locks and stuff?
pls call me now and i will love u ferever.

ughhhh.and i don't understand why i wake up when im still very tired.
aj;sjdfa;djfas.
im in a really sucky mood riiiight now and my head feels heavy.

and i just realised i can't really spend the money i got from CNY bcos thr are bday pressieS i gotta buy.
wtf is up with my friends bday coming ard january and feb!?!?! try to spread out la...:P
sianned. my plans to curl and dye and cut my hair goneeeeeeee.
:(
and IF im really going MoS tonight, im going to be real broke.maybe i have to resort to getting early allowance from my parents to settle stuff. plus i gotta waste another 20bucks on a new pair of contacts.
zzzzzzzzoooooommmmmmmmmggggggggggggg.

:(

so once again, while everybody is happily partying their asses away in some places, im stuck here, confined within these four walls ON A BLOODY FRIDAY NIGHT.
waillllllllllllllll!!!!!!
why am i broke?!!! tell me why!!!

i.don't.care.
im going to get my revenge on monday night at mOs, i swear.
grrrrrrrrr.

tmr's chinese new year eve. where shld i head after renuion dinner!?!? there's no way im staying at my naggy ah ma's place man.i will srsly be bored to death. and i can't smoke either. which really suck.
some ass is really killing me with his messages.SRSLY.
i wanna go indochin too!!!:(

oh man. im coughing my lungs out.
i shall quit smoking.
i am, kinda.on the verge. in process.
whatever la.
not in the mood man.

i hate it!

i think replying u thru tagboard is a waste of my breath and time. next time u believe that explaining thru tagboard is the best way, go ahead. but i wil just delete it.


i really don't want to make it sound so unhappy, so



HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNE TAN SIEW MEI!

urm. since i've forgotten whats the previous colour, on my blog normally, i shall use diff colours just for this post only. so joanne, be honoured. haha. finally 18 alr! PLS go somewhr nice to club next time kay?! i know u want to also right ;) and this time we find ppl who will actually dance. kayyy??? :D

went to XXXXXXX to club last night. i shall not mention that club's name, due to embarrassment.hahahah. and its reputed to be like all the lians and bengs haven or sth. but it was pretty fun last night. just a couple of hiccups.

okay maybe alot of hiccups. which im not going to elaborate and the thought of it stil gets me really irritated. but i hope miss bday girl enjoyed her day and we din ruin it..:/ too bad we din managed to go devil's. nextttttt time.

i think im sick. but im too lazy to get myself a mc. LOL... i totally can't talk. T.T

okay i think the colour combination suck. lol.. feeling sleepy again.shall get more slp.nights ppl! *tho its like 6pm lol*

-i srsly don't understand how people can just go to sch the next day..teach me can!?!-

its weird that u can claim that how much u can't stand him etc etc and when times like now U'RE ZOMG so-in-love-with-him-that-you-can't-put-down-the-phone.


its time i try keeping things to myself.
at least i can keep a clear head before making any judgement or decision that might be affected DUE TO PEER PRESSURE.


im what? disgusted. totally.
once again, im surprised by how little i actually do know about you.
and btw, yep i know u've been spying fer vincent.
OMG! u guys've only like known each other one week and i AGAIN, introed him to u.
and guess what!!!! u're on his side. coooooooooooooooooool.
maybe this one u liked right from the start la. i mean, u guys hit off well. that explains why, don't it?
go tell all u've known la.
show him what a great friend u are. SRSLY.

sorry to anyone i've pangsehed today.

just not feeling good la.feel the need to be cheered up.
and wen, i know u've been trying hard to make me smile.
but its a lil too extreme la.
so sorry i can't even force a smile out for ya.


met up with clyve.wen was thr at the beginning.
74 is srsly VERY long! madness.watched scary movie 1 and 2 on the bus.
if not im going to fall aslp again. doubt i can tho,the last row seats are too spacious fer me to rest my legs.
damn the long legs of that ass.

project's due on wed.not done a single shit.not on project mood today also.sighs.
maybe call off tmr's jogging.
nights everyone.

till the end.

all these precious moments,
with you by my side..
must be a gift from heaven,
thats holding me all night.
i don't know how i've found you,
im thankful that i had..
that i had a love so true,
to hold, to keep, to share..

in my heart,
i can no longer hold inside,
all of the love i used to hide..
i'd always be, with you until the very end...
in this world,
theres no place i rather be,
u're my life,my soul, my girl..
been through it all, i know u've come to see..
that you're the one
till the end..

all my friends surround me,
say u'll be gone too soon.
baby im gonna make them see
we've found our way back home..
in my heart,
i can no longer hold inside,
all of the love i used to hide
i'd always be, with you until the very end..
in this world,
there's no place i'd rather be
u're my life, my soul, my girl..
and thru it all, i know u've come to see..
that you're the one..
till the end.

we will always be..
till the end.





bye.

can anyone just slap me or what?


ugh.
im a bitch, i know.





but i really can't help it.


why?

sch's a waste of time. ESP when thrs only econs tutorial.wtf..
and my teacher's not done marking the paper yet.blardly hell...

CRS presentation tmr! zomg.gotta take out my tounge stud or i can't talk properly.
starting to think that its a pain in the ass.and does it cause receding gum-line or sth? cos it sure feels like the stud is doing sth to my gums.
l;ajdsf;ajfsa

met up with xm and wen after sch a lil while and clyve after that.
went to hg mall to shop fer his earring after eating dinner.at least there is someone who agrees with my taste.
and there's a shop there that sells lotsa stuffs with playboy icon! caps, cig cases, (but i preferred lighter(: ), earstuds, and bags too.but the bag isn't very nice la.so sad.

i wanna watch the memoirs of geisha.LOL.it seems nice.
http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=_AQvqsZFgDY
some funny shit about geisha.

my legs feel jelly!!!!!!!
darn. all that stupid jogging ytd.must be the lack of decent warm-ups.
or maybe due to the fact that its been ages since i last ran.:(

been so sleepy since the start of this week.lack of sleep, and din have the chance to catch up on them.
sch was boring, was late fer fom again fer roughly 5 mins. teacher doesn't really seemed very happy with me.heh.
got back my fom retest paper.did pretty well fer it,and im relieved.got a 70percent, but i think im supposed to get a 73percent instead cos of the stupid marker couldn't make out my circles.aiyah what the heck.im getting a just pass grade no matter how high i'd scored anyway.

went amk after my project's done, accompanied wen to return jac's bag.played pool again.her pro-ness is gone! sadly, my standard's getting worse due to the lack of my tutor's guidance.so sad....
stuffs being happening recently.

am i doing the right thing?
or im just screwing things even more.
if we just start all over again, right from the beginning when we are just friends and get to know each other more before deciding if its gonna werk out will it be better?
im really confused.

sighs.off to do my project.

tiredddddddddd.

im really too worn out to blog much. skipped sch, take mc, din take stats paper.
didn't slept well last night cos of some stuffs.
played pool with wen vincent and john.


i really enjoyed myself today.(((:
hope u guys too.
and sorry wen about the kitten.lol.

gah!!! i hate,hate,hate staying at home during weekends!!!! so much fer vowing to didi that i will NOT be at home this week.lol..

stats suck.im giving up.

prolly would have went to the One if i woke up earlier. happens that jimmy knows that guy too.so clyve suggested.
but i was too lazy to move my goddamn ass then.
feeling remorseful now.boohoo.

paid amk kbox a visit last night. my initial purpose for going thr was to get my pay..but seeing that miss teo was in a really bad mood i decided to accompany her to sing k.but think it din really helped much so...
and 2 person going k is BORING man!zzzzz
pulled zhikuan into da room and asked him to sing a couple of songs. hate to admit it,but his voice is really good.better den any other guy friend i've ever known.and i think he's better den t too.
i think la.

was really tired.din stay in the room til closing unlike usual, cos of time constraint.or so we thought.
headed to mcdonald's to get some food and to study.
and she actually go washed her hair in mc's toilet! lol. and i helped her. soooo u owe me one kay? LOL..
just kidding.
after all those crappy stuffs, we decided that we couldn't study. guess both of us arent really in a good mood la. went to funland hoping that the pool thr's open, but it wasn't. bloody hell..made us walked all the way back to the mcdonald as there isn't any other place to go.
wen slept while i played with her phone becos the place was too darn cold for me to sleep and the seats are really hard. experienced some disturbance..TIL NOW.grrrrrr.super irritating!
shouldn't have obliged. its like digging my own grave.

this is what happen when i did not get enough sleep.bah!


speaking of sleep, i had really weird dreams again. its totally opposite of what's going on. sort of anyway.
sheesh. what does that suppose to mean? how i wish i can just cut open myself and try to understand what the fuck is going thru my mind.

2 days straight in wen's place.lol..just came back from breakie at vista point. its fucking raining and its so darn cold..almost froze to death while walking on the way back man. brrrrrrrrrrr.

anyway these past 2 days are..erm.haha,sorta feels like im an unwanted guest or something.wen's having conflicts with her family members again..hais.just don't like it when ppl quarrel with their family members la. maybe im saying this the wrong way; but i think that family should have at least communicate properly. guess that thats the way they communicate since young so its hard to change bah.but don't they find it a drag to go back home and face everybody who will only ended up shouting at each other?
but i've learnt a couple of stuffs from her family.that not every parents think the same, and i ought to be thankful for the amount of freedom my parents have given me.they trusted me when to take care of myself whenever i tell em i not going back home at night; they din even like throw me out when they see me coming home dead drunk and stuffs.they encouraged me to quit smoking, but not forced me by shouting and stuffs.and they respected my decisions (tho small ones)like piercing my tounge and stuffs.
come to think of it, even tho my father was mad at me fer withdrawing sch last year(and wasting his 1000plus), he still gives me another chance to study when he should had given up on me.especially from the way i was behaving that time..haha.
and i used to thought my parents are a lil too conservative and narrow-minded.hur hur.
(((((((((((:
i guess wo shi xin fu de!
must be thankful fer what i've got.

and i feel like playing pool now! wtf.
just realised i got a lot of stuffs i wanted to buy. wil pull my momma out one fine day after my stupid exams fer some mega shopping spree. but i doubt i wil get my jeans. yea yea..in my dreams.hah.
and thanks darl fer the mickey mouse tee u've bought fer me!:D i love it.

thats about all i guess.its 9am and if im not going to sleep any sooner, i wont wake up in time to teach wen pacc and go back home to sleep.
nights ppl~

zombified.

im a lil giddy,prolly cos of the lack of sleep.slept at 2am last night and woke up at 430am fer breakie at jalan kayu! and i thought i will be able to make it on time fer the project meeting.lol but i was late in the end so ya..
breakie was pretty aiight tho,wasnt really that shagged yet.
flunk my ITAB quiz cos i fergot to bring that stupid book out.since its 5percent,shant care so much..lol.econs is pretty screwed up too, its all last minute werk.i really hope that i can at least get a fucking pass tho.and feels sorta relieved that one small burden is lifted off my shoulders...fer the time being.

headed to town after my paper with nad,since she was going town to meet her friends as well.and i bumped into baoling at the bus-stop.its been SOOOOOOOOOO long since i last saw her! and i get to see her in her nurse uniform summore.heh.was sorta in a daze, so i didnt really talk much.
watched The Tall Tale or whatever shit with roy and clyve.the one featuring nich tse.apparently becos thrs like no other good time slots.
what can i say about that show? other than its totally packed with eye candies fer both the males and females(Boy'z are in it too! <3),but its really darn lame. its totally bullshit man.overall its not that bad a movie la, just think that its not worth the money.
headed to hougang plaza fer pool after that.clyve's a good teacher!:D heh.i think if its not of my sleepiness i wil play better.:P
and its good that both of em stayed near me.(: pretty much enjoyed myself today,other than the fact that i've trouble keeping my eyes open..

alrighty.think its time fer me to go wash up and catch on my beauty sleep.

wen;im sorry i cannot be there fer u. i guess im lousy in consoling people, but pls do take care of urself and try not to worry too much tho its quite impossible. if u need me to be thr tmr, i wil go.just gimme a call or msg okay? don't fuckin think too much abt my schedule and stuffs, if u treat me as ur friend just call okay?

just finished my vcd marathon aka crying fest.lol..
now my eyes are terribly swollen.bleh.
The Outsiders is damn sad!!!!:(

i know its a damn long ago show, but didn't really have the time to watch it.
and since i was so terribly bored ytd,i decided to finish watching it.and i was hooked.so din managed to study much and just continue watching..
sighs.such a tragedy..

lol i was be mad.
guess tonight i gotta start hitting the books before its too late.IM NOT GONNA TAKE ANOTHER SUB PAPER.
so yea..

he died!!!!
ugh.

groggy from sleep.prolly going back to sleep after my stupid homework is done.
i think the stupid e-learning week is fucking extra.
seems to me that there is more work for me to do than to relax or maybe even giving us students some time to study for the freakin exams.
not that im did any of it but wah lau.imagine u finally have a day off to urself den suddenly realise HOLY SHIT i gotta pass up my homewerk today.
great, just great.
anyway thanks a lot to nad and wen.if not fer their help i'll prolly get zero fer my CD.:/
thanks!(((:

fom retest is pretty hard.i just hope i can do well.even tho i know i wil only be getting a 50.at least it proves that i can do it.
went k with wen after that.some people is so freakin loaded la.haha..
im going to master shan hu hai!!!
i guessed i need to let my hair down abit anyway.
and i decided to be kind to the mosquitoes.donated like 1/4 of my precious blood to em.
im still itching all over from their bites.i better not get ades or whatever shit its called man.
and i hella eat alot of shit last night.maybe its cos im like falling aslp everywhr i go.lol..
finally its the weekend already!!!!:D
yep i stil got papers to study but at least i don't hafta get my ass off the bed so early every morning.

aiight.think thats about it la.

ugh.spent like dunnoe how many freakin hours at the stupid library...til it close.
guess what.
i stil got 2 chapters untouched.
and i wasn't quite clear on the first 2 i've touched on either.


BULLSHIT!!!
im so stressed.perhaps its becos im so tensed up and kept telling myself I MUST DO IT that i ended up being a total blockhead.being the only failure in class didn't help much either,thank you very much.i know i didn't study because sth crops up and stuffs that day,but i just can't help feeling incredibly stupid.maybe i just take failures too seriously?
this is the 2nd goddamn time i flunked a test.IT DOES NOT FEEL GOOD.
more exams are coming up real soon.like next week?
tell me how am i gonna cope.

seriously falling apart.i don't need anymore external pressures.
thanks wen fer today!
i don't need to attend crs tmr cos shes gonna help me get a mc.:D
so more sleep.finally.haven been sleeping well..sighs.

okay,time fer project.

UGH.
first day of school only leh!sianned.
exams coming up..and i haven study.


im sooooooooooo in deep shit.
fom retest's on thurs, and i haven studied yet.
i tried,but i ended up sleeping.oh god.
HELLLLLPPPP! :(

okay la its not that bad la.
me and him stil got nth much in common to talk abt,really.

lol felt like a jackass fer talking like that just now.
can't blame me!! grouchy. momma pushed me off the wrong side of the bed today.
...bad attempt to joke, har har.

anyways.some knight in shining armour just saved me tonight.
LOL.i will be eternally grateful.
ya right.
dumbass!

okay im talking bullshit.none make sense.think im gonna take a break,and start studying soon.
or try sleeping.heh.

back from grandpa's bday celebration.its the same every damn year...so boring. the worse thing is, i can't smoke!!! so hard trying to not stretch my fingers and open that cigg box of mine...

i.m.not.an.addict.

ITS JUST THAT IM FREAKING BORED TO DEATH AND EVERY SINGLE THING I DO IS RESTRICTED!or so it feels anyway.
bleh.
im shagged,my mum dragged me outta the bed to make sure we won't be late fer the dinner.
AND WE WEREN'T!what the hell.
til now im still sleepy.

one of my friends asked me out for supper.
I SRSLY DO NOT WANNA GO.
i said no,and he kpkb.
saying schs gonna start soon bla bla bla
okay i admit i put aeroplane that time la (NO ITS NOT WINSTON) fer telling him i can meet up with him fer supper during new year eve and i went clubbing but wtf.
aiyah!
just super grouchy la.
he and i got nth to talk abt loh!
super guai kia type.
zzzzzzz
think hes gonna start the ball rolling by talking abt politics this time round?
AWESOME.

lets hope its not as bad as i've made it sound like.
im having a bad day already!oh gawd pls make it better.