angelineee
studying in SP dba and hating it.
extremely lazy.
insecured
maybe a lil too straightforward for her own good.
procrastinates alot.but once again, who doesn't?
have weird fetishes fer guys on the feminine side.
usually sleepy when not sleeping.
loves starry nights.actually, im a night owl.:P
bad at telling lies.
paranoid
loves ben & jerry ice-cream
finds it hard to trust anyone, anymore.
cries pretty easily, but hate tearing infront of others.
has hots fer katherine moennig<3
loves my baby(:

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sorry ppl, just wanna say im quite busy with werk.
and sorry if i din reply any msgs or something yea..


gotta go slp.i cant believe i gotta wake up like 3 hours later fer werk again later.
urgh.

im backkkkk!anyone missed me? :/

ummm, im too tired to blog about the KL trip.
maybe i will blog about it tmr or something.
its fun tho.(:
despite of lotsa unwanted incidents.
and my hair colour FRIGGING SUCKS!


aiight,so max's gone.
as in, hes transferred to hougang.
because joey wanted me to stay.
uuughh what the hell..its gonna be hella one decision she will regret making.
what? im just a freakin newbie who don't know a single shit.
i don't even dare to send drinks because im afraid i will spill them or drop the whole fuckin tray.
if you are the manager, who would you choose?
im just a part-timer.
u can sacked me, transferred me to chinatown or something.
i don't think im worth it.
SERIOUSLY!
don't put too high hopes on me.

:( i feel so guilty.
its like, i've just snatched something that isn't meant to be mine in the first place.
he's been there so long that its practically his second home!
despite of him complaining that i don't know a single shit(i dont fuckin care cos its true),
i still feel sorry.:( mannnnnnnn,i can't even see him tomorrow.think he left while im enjoying(sort of) myself in KL.


sighs.

hast is a freakin shopaholic.

everywhere he goes, he prolly will never, leave empty-handed.
and i thought im bad.
lol..


anyway.went to queensway with them 2.
its really embarrassing to say, but its my first trip there.
and when i told hast and di that, they are like practically shouting 'QUEENSWAY VIRGIN!'
ninabei..
damn paiseh.
and again, i din get to learn that stupid song! fuck!
its not exactly their fault,i reached late cos i got a friggin headache.
perhaps its because i din sleep much last night.

don't.ask.why.

anyway..im gonna show u guys some stupid shots we took while we are chillin near di's block.
caution: MOST OF THE PICS ARE GAY.

lol..
here it goes:















hast is so turned on by di..LOL.














di looks pretty right!
i think hes better off a girl(:
and shut up, i know im fat.















aiight i know this is kinda blur, but i think they look pretty good together.:D














dont be fooled by my facial expression, his butt aint really that great.

why am i trying so hard?
what fer?





he prolly just find me irksome.
WHY CANT I EVER LEARN?
its just so fucking unfair.
i can never face him again.EVER.


and whilst im like fucking hurting inside, im trying hard to be a good friend and try to cheer some of my friends up too.
and what i've got?
SHIT.

hey, know what? thanks a million, guys.
don't come telling me you don't know what im feeling inside or whatever.
its the last thing i need to hear right now.


edit:thx di and hast fer acting stupid in msn.
well, at least it made me smile a lil.

uh shit. everything is in such a short notice that im not even prepared yet.
meeting up with di and hast tmr morn, and heading malaysia at night.
coming back on, erm wed? or thurs?

gonna go on a shopping spreeeeeeeeeeeee.
i still need to ask my mum fer cash.
aiyah fuck.
im more pissed off than looking forward.
so bloody packed and short-noticed.

i think im getting addicted to bloggin in the dark that i just don't want to do something to my blogskin.

just kidding.
im just too lazy la, not to mention these two days i got werk..not much time after i woke up.

its so weird.
i woke up today in the middle of my sleep,
and suddenly i thought, 'no.i can't do it.'
WTF?!

i guess im still going to.
for the sake of asking.
no other reasons.
maybe because its been so long..and i recovered without really realising it?
but why do i feel this weird heart wrenching feeling whenever i thought of...........
i wondered how is he doing.
missed his crooked smile.

maybe i shldn't change my blogskin.
its easier to blog anyway.nobody will know how to read what im saying.

how can everything be ANY worse?
nth much, just that my lovely gerard face is GONNNNEEEE.
taken his place is this stupid thing that says BANDWIDTH EXCEEDED wtf!!!
its time i start to learn to host my own image instead of hotlinking or whatever.

i always had heart attack once in a while!
what the hell.
and WHATS WRONG WITH THE GUYS OUT THERE EH?
i think they are all siow!

i still think i ought to learn a thing or two from you.
even after i woke up after a real goood rest.

wtfwtfwtfwtfWHAT THE FUCK!!!
watched 40yr old virgin with cxm.
hilarious movie, and they are showing soooo many nipples.
LOL.
and i actually can't figured out the vaginal's model.
after the 2nd time then i realised it is...
no wonder some ass was laughing so loud when i was asking 'whats this?'

wenta hast hse after that.
man, i think i got addicted to being a fugitive or something..
all the running up of stairs, hiding under pillows and blanket..
soooo exciting.
haha.

I SRSLY VOW TO MYSELF, i shall not be stupid anymore.
its not going to help me in anyway, and in the end im really just the one losing out.

can i even do it?
i doubt so.LOL.

Another sad song, with nothing to say
About a life-long wait for a hospital stay
If you believe that I'm wrong
This never meant nothing to you

I waited so long for someone to say
If you can move on
I'll never get you to stay
If you believe that I'm wrong
This never meant nothing to you

Another sad song, with nothing to say
About a life-long, wait for a hospital stay
If you believe that I'm wrong
This never meant nothing to you

And if you hold on
And need me to stay
You get the hard thoughts
Oh baby just the mistakes
Maybe we'll just
Shut up and play
It never did mean nothing to you
Never did mean ...

Another sad song, with nothing to say
About a life-long, wait for a hospital stay
If you believe that I'm wrong
This never meant nothing to you
If you would hold on
And need me to stay
You get the hard thoughts
Oh baby just the mistakes
We never really got too much anyways

Yeah, yeah, yeah, just go
Just go, run away
Where did you run
Don't fight it just run away
Let it go...
And when you go, run don't walk
And when you sing, scream don't talk

Another sad song, with nothing to say
About a life-long
Wait for a hospital stay
We never really got too much anyways
Another sad song with nothing to say
About a life-long, wait for a hospital stay
Maybe we'll just shut up and play.
You never really got it
No you never really got it...

i think im having a lil too much incidents where i gotta hide under the thick layers of blankets and pillows at certain time when my friends' parents woke up.
am i so bad that u can't just show ur parents???:(
just kidding..


thx hast and didi fer accompanying me!
enjoyed myself.
annnnnndd sorry if u get fucked by your parents or something.



somebody from kbox copied my photos from my friendster and added it to the kbox account.
and i think its stupid max.
some people just aren't happy that i called him tomato guy.LOL.

im so fuckin pissed.
my ring BROKE.nb!!!!
the one which is in metallic black.
fucking hell..i just accidentally drop it on the ground.


AND i FINALLY delete ur post,if that makes u happy.
i deleted it like ard 2 in the afternoon,and i am not sure if anyone have seen it.
i understand that i could have got you into trouble.
BUT whats the bloody point of telling me when im not supposed to clarify or to bitch about it?
try putting urself in my shoes.
they accused me of something i didn't do.
i didn't even wanna clarify, i just wanna bitch.
i rather NOT know it, i mean, at least i won't get mad.
now u are telling me that i should keep mum despite that im really pissed off.
YA i know that you are doing me a favour by telling me.
but i rather chose not to know.

who gives a fucking fly on how they feel?
they din even asked when they made that stupid jackass conclusion.
whatever.

my ring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think im drowning,
asphyxiated.
I wanna break the spell,
that you've created.
you're something beautiful,
a contradiction.
I wanna play the game,
I want the friction.

you will be
the death of me
yeah, you will be
the death of me.
bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it...

and our time is running out
and our time is running out
you can't push it underground
you can't stop it screaming out

I wanted freedom
but I'm restricted
I tried to give you up
but I'm addicted
now that you know I'm trapped
sense of elation
you'll never dream of breaking this fixation
you will squeeze the life out of me


bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
and our time is running out
and our time is running out
you can't push it underground
we can't stop it screaming out
how did it come to this?

yeah you will suck the life out of me
bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
and our time is running out
and our time is running out
you can't push it underground
you can't stop it screaming out

how did it come to this?

just finished watching all the episodes of 'lost'.
of part one anyway.

and it certainly didn't satisfy my curiousity in any way.
in fact, it make it so much worse.
did sawyer die?!!!
i hope he din.
whats inside the goddamn bloody hatchet with the evil digits outside?
will they all die?
what happen to walt?
who are those stupid guys who pretended to be saviours? The Others?

anyone know where to download lost part 2?!!

im going to watch the 40year old virgin tmr.(((:

werk is fun!!!(:
i think i've fetish fer cute captains.
and MAX HELLA REMIND ME OF HIM.
except...
i dunnoe who's cuter tho.LOL..
picked things up quite fast,tho i din do much.
being a waitress is MUCH more fun than being a receptionist. SRSLY.

chris is not as shy as i tot.
and he said i grew shorter.ITS THE HEELS....not me.
freakinggggg tired.
i think everybody is getting pissed by me fer waking them up at all the weird hours.
:D

had supper at some steamboat place in bugis.
kinda sucks.

alright.im off to slp.i cant even think coherently.
my uniform actually smelled of max's cologne.
anyone interested???
starting bid: $100
quite cheap.(:

im moody.


no particular reasons.just the girl's thing.
once again, the PMS monster got me.
i don't feel like talking for anymore, i can stare at the com for hours, just blog hopping, or sleep, or just think that nobody cares. even if they do, i will prolly find them irritating.
what the hell.

i hope i won't be like this tomorrow.

i slept the whole damn afternoon,got 10missed calls from hast..and i din even hear a single thing.LOL..
damn.was supposed to meet up with them..
nvm..there is stil monday.


and im nt feeling too good.
felt like somebody had gave me a hard whack at the back of my head or sth,and the throbbing pain just never goes away.
and STOMACH CRAMP!!!
ugh.




okay,so now i managed to know that im safe from econs and pacc.
im left with the bloody MOB!
i don't mean to rub on it eh..just that im relieved.


anyway,ytd the stupid job training was delayed.gee,the stupid person actually ONLY told us that he has a meeting when wen and i are already on our way,so we ended up stuck at potong pasir for hours.and i was freaking tired, as i din managed to sleep the night before.
tried sleeping at the damn kopitiam,but it stank there because the wet market is just beside it.stoned,tried drinking coffee,eating sweets,but stil feel dead.
managed to wake myself abit during the darn interview.oh ya,bumped into vincent..damn qiao man.
he just asked me to go momo with him..haha.


after everything,we proceed to douby for a short while,met up with cxm.
somebody's getting chubby!heh..
proceed to paradiz to sing..all the way from roughly 11 to 3.
i got so emo that i almost cried when i dropped my egg.LOL~!!!
mood swings..:/

after that we stoned at the kopitiam at douby..
both of us are pretty tired.wen haven been sleeping for days due to her infected ear..
watched soccer,until 5plus.waited for the damn rain to stop,tried calling ppl to wake em up from their slp but pretty much failed.

reached home around 730 in da morn..
and joey finally called!
starting work at kbox tmr..-_-''

hast is FILTHY rich.
i mean it!


yay for mcr tee.(((:



werk tmr.gonna be damn shagged.training for 2 hours and after that cafe.-.-''.
sighs.at least the pay is goooooooood.
one tiny step closer to my dream.


got into really a stupid dispute with a friend of mine.
grrr.
i liked him,u know.
AS A FRIEND.
what has changed?
lets just say we have different views.
maybe when ppl have different views they just eventually find it difficult to talk to each other without losing their cool?
it is,to me anyway.

yep,go ahead.throw all those insults.whatever.its my views.u can't even prove me wrong,u're just trying to force me see things u are seeing.





im feeling funny.

sorry eh girl..supposed to go fer job hunting but nv.nt in a good mood today..prolly cos of the stupid guitar..:( so sorry if i've snapped at u unintentionally or said sth wrong.:/




ANYWAY,ITS NOT ANY OF UR BIZ.yes u,the one reading now.stfu.


PMSPMSPMSSSSSSSSSS.
shopping tmr with didi and hast!(:

attend's ah ber's wedding party.both of em are sooooo sweeet!(:
and shes really pretty.



but thr alot of lians and bengs arh...-_-



i need a job!!!
guitar lessons tmrrrrrrrrrr(:

what can i say abt today?




(((((((((:


i love city square.
sorry eh,fer making u wait for me to wake up.




once again,i enjoyed myself thoroughly.

feel so sick! fucking hell..

was it the chilli from the hawker food?
lychee from kbox?!



or its just the stupid taxi.
i HATE CABS!pui..

anyway.thx lance for the top yea..(:

and i think im back to working at kbox.LOL..
this time,im werking as a waitress/server.
demoted or..?lol.
it will be more fun tho.(:
and more interaction with ppl. can't wait.
pay sucks tho..

i wanna werk at the wine bar bh is talking about!!
ugh.
IM FEELING SO SICK.
pls pls pls.i don't wanna get food poisoning.
not when i got sth on tmr..:(

ugh fuck.


motion sickness!!!!!









bastardwhorehoeslutbitchjerkjackasssuckerassholefuckface.
YOU are everything negative i can think of.
get outta my sight.

some people seemed to be ignorant of their own faults,always picking on people on their imperfections.

I CAN'T TAKE IT ANY LONGER.


YOU are getting on my nerves,despite of the amount of times we talked can't be compared with x.
you are always the one correct,always the one perfect,while every other people to u is flawed.
you wanted things ur way,and wanted people to go along with it.

and you just can't be bothered about other people's feeling but your own.
u ruined everything and you don't care.







PMSy mood.fuck off and leave me alone.

now my arms are covered with bruises all thx to stupid rifdi.sux0r!!!! lol~
but thx hast and di for teaching me yea..:D

despite of laughing at me..
nabei.lol..

but i have lotsa fun yea.. (((:

settled our dinner at j8..
its been some time since i went to bishan..
its stil the same ole fucked up place..ah lians everywhere.
feel like slapping them.sickening bunch of bitches..


grrr.
im still happy.(:


free cigs summore! hohoho~

went town to look for jobs with wen..in the end the stupid woman nv call.


as we got nth better to do,i suggested watching a movie. and we watched tim burton's corpse bride.

STUPID SHOW!!!
i think they are trying to trick kids to watch arh..
:/


im tired.and cranky.


going rifdi's hse tmr for guitar lessons!yay.

added a video, cos i think its really cute.too bad the window is too small to see the whole thing..
i load it up in my friendster too tho.(:


i liked the part gerard got kissed.
bleh hw i wish i was the guy for the time being..:D

did i mention i got ZERO TOLERANCE for IDIOTS?no? okay,now im telling you.next time,PLS try using ur brain before u start talking to me.






somehow it doesnt feel so great to be 18.whats the big shit?

maybe its because i tot its some big shit,and now i only end with a bigger disappointment.
not gonna elaborate.








im single,not very available,and definitely NOT looking.


bye fuckers.

thanks ppl for all the birthday wishes and etc.

so,im 18 finally.yay.


















i tried to keep my cool,i swear.