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Tuesday, September 27, 2005
MCR rules! heh..
exams over!!!FINALLY..
but im afraid i wil fail my econs..or shld i say,the 3 papers.:(
sighs..this time is really the last minute mugging.
whatever..since its over im not going to fret over it..
i shall enjoy my hols until i get my results..den cry.lol~
went jb with wen ytd..its my first time k..hahaha.
its fun,shopping and all.(:
next time its seafood!!!
and of cos,more shopping.
i need to find a job soon.
bye,bitches.
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Sunday, September 25, 2005
omygerarddddddddddddd
Sunday, September 25, 2005
mcr <3
Sunday, September 25, 2005
i love gerard i love gerard
I LOVE GERARD WAY i love gerard i love gerardmarry me,pls???<3
Sunday, September 25, 2005
Saturday, September 24, 2005
class gathering was pretty fun.too bad some ppl din make it.i was expecting more ppl..
and we din really take any fotos except the dares or forfeits..ill post it up when i get it from my classmates.
its nice to meet up and talk after so long.(((:
realised that i missed u guys so much.
and bur was like teaching us hw to massage..
i dunnoe hw he do it,but i ended up with a blueblack on my palm and scratches on my arms.lol..
my mum was like,cat fight?!!!
and he said sth about going to the toilet the next day..
GEE OF ALL TIMES THE NATURE CALL COMES WHEN IM SLEEPING HALFWAY!!!!
grrr.but it feels damn shiok arh.despite that its quite pain.
he even knows hw to do the foot reflexology or whatever its called.its only then i realised i got hella lotsa places with problem.:(
anyways.i have a great time yesterday.can't wait for the next year chalet..if we can manage to organise and ppl won't pangseh la..
Saturday, September 24, 2005
Thursday, September 22, 2005
rched home early,slept for almost the whole afternoon.mom dragged me outta bed ard 730 fer my dinner..
went out with ah joe for a movie-night watch.(:
aiight la,quite a nice show..quite cool.
the ending sucks tho..
im starving.:/
i think tts enuff blogging for today.
Thursday, September 22, 2005
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
treating u tad bit nicer doesnt mean that i may be in love with you.
what? since when its a crime to be friendly?
its funny to see how shallow guys think sometimes.its getting on my nerves.
if yer afraid (of whatever shit that i've no clue of) den get off my back and quit talking to me altogether.
stups.
avril lavigne-fall to piecesI looked away Then I look back at you You try to say The things that you can't undo If I had my way I'd never get over you Today's the day I pray that we make it through Make it through the fall Make it through it all [Chorus:] And I don't wanna fall to pieces I just want to sit and stare at you I don't want to talk about it And I don't want a conversation I just want to cry in front of you I don't want to talk about it Cuz I'm in Love With you You're the only one, I'd be with till the end When I come undone You bring me back again Back under the stars Back into your arms [Chorus] Wanna know who you are Wanna know where to start I wanna know what this means Wanna know how you feel Wanna know what is real I wanna know everything, everything [Chorus without last line] [Chorus] I'm in love with you Cuz i'm in love with you I'm in love with you I'm in love with you Wednesday, September 21, 2005
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
yawn.i've slept fer15 hours straight. guess im really worn out eh.
but finally! mob paper is over! i hope i can pass...:/
one mega burden is off my shoulder.im left with pacc and econs.
and friday is the bbq gathering people!!!try to make it okay?its been so long since we've last seen each other..
530 East Coast Park!!!
and thx fer accompanying me ytd.u noe who u r...
after exams...
malaysia here i come! :D
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
Saturday, September 17, 2005
15th's my mum bday.bought a cake fer her..and dad brought us out to eat (seafooodddd!(((: )on the 16th.
if i've remembered correctly,our whole family had never celebrated my mum's bday before. my jackass brother proved to be useless by not contributing nor giving shit other den eating.
stil got the cheek to complain about nobody bothering to celebrate his.
anyways,im bad at remembering dates.srsly.i can like remind myself the day before and like forgotten clean about it the very next day.and my mum always jokingly asked if i've got her anything.:/
my dad's always to busy to celebrate with her.well,at least he remembers..
as for my bro..needless to say.just a useless piece of shit who's stuck at the com for 24/7.
anyways,i did my best to rmb this year.lol..
i hoped she enjoyed her bday..afterall,its different,for once.everyone(almost) made time free for her.
and exams suck.im not prepared yet.and thrs a fuckanathan load of stuff to memorise for mob,the paper's on tuesday,and i haven memorise a single shit on it YET.
ugh.
im so
DEPRESSEDDDDDDDDDDDDD.:(i don't wanna repeat module.:(
ughs..
Saturday, September 17, 2005
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
its wednesday night and i haven started studying yet.
ugh.stupid examinations..
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
Monday, September 12, 2005
I'M NOT OKAY. Monday, September 12, 2005
Sunday, September 11, 2005
:/ okay there wil be 2 ppl not happy about this (maybe not) that i just changed my blogskin.
sorry guys, don't mean to be rude or what la.just think that its too girlish for me..
its not my type, i think..
and my face on the blogskin makes it more irksome.i look fugly thr yea..:/
however,its nt just i look ugly then i decided to switch la..
erm.sorry..:/
i sincerely appreciate ur efforts.don't mean to make it go to waste..
gawd.i think im sinking into depression or what?
i feel so bloody lifeless.
not to mention its exam period and i have not studied a single shit,as usual.
theres a presentation tomorrow..sighs.
Sunday, September 11, 2005
its been such a long time since i can REALLY be myself.
whats up with that sudden change?
Sunday, September 11, 2005
Saturday, September 10, 2005
I'M DYINGGGGGGGGGGGGG
my stomach hurts like farkkkk.ladsfjalksdfasfsakllfas
and what the fuck happened ytd?!!
i must be mad.i suddenly felt so...violated.sick...
HOW CAN I REPEAT A MISTAKE 2 TIMES?
i need to go fer extreme detoxing.
and im not gonna elaborate why.
but i've finally gotten a weight off my shoulder.(((:
i think i've freed myself.
Saturday, September 10, 2005
Thursday, September 08, 2005
when a person is stupid,u can't expect anything much.
ASSHOLE.sadfasf;lasdjf;a
im so pissed off that i can't even think straight. that piece of SHIT.
i hope i'll never see him again.NABEI..
Thursday, September 08, 2005
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
i think im suffering from insomnia.i haven been sleeping fer 3 days already..ugh.
its driving me bonkers and i feel so drained.
i just can't tolerate any stupidity right now,thank u very much.don't try to test my patience.
grrrrrrrrrrrrr.
its to no one in particular,actually.not that the person will be reading it..
whatever! :(
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
Monday, September 05, 2005
i love wasabi!!!!(((:
i ate so much today..:(
even eat 6 sushis after dinner.
been craving fer it since saturday..and my mum's nice enough to buy some fer me.and now im super bloated..
too much rice already.starchy...........and fattening.:/
freaking tired..think i wil be sleeping soon after da 9pm show at chan 8..
meeting winston tmr..maybe fer a movie or sth.ppl's gonna go army le..cannot imagine him bald..lol!
piece of advice to somebody out there:sometimes its good not to ponder or be so sensitive to what people's feeling when you're not supposed to; especially when that certain someone din even really make it clear that he/she's talking about you. since so, feign ignorance. being so vexed over it is not going to help u solve anything.
feeling tired..don't feel like talking to anyone.bah.
Monday, September 05, 2005
Thursday, September 01, 2005
i met up with my sec sch buddies ytd and it
rawk totally!!!haha,i don't know how to explain but it seriously is fun.saw ken,taz,bur,rifdi,taufiq,muru and hasanal.yeayea,im the only girl.but who cares!
the really weird thing is,i clicked with those who i aint so close with in my school days and those i was like super gum with i feel so awkward with them.
and they are hafing a bbq on the 23rd sep!:D i can't wait,srsly.
its gonna rawk biiiiiiiggggggggggg time.hasanal is providing one whole carton of ciggs,im thinking of ways to get liquor.of not,thrs always beer.so yea..(:
so yea,any 4e4 peeps reading this,make urself free on the 23rd!!!
and let me know if yer going.(save my sms la haha)
and i finally watched a movie!!!(with lance)its been so long since i stepped into the movie theatre.watched 'the perfect catch',another romance movie.im nt really a sucker for romance movies,but i can't help myself from tearing.and i think guys shld watch it. its like telling u guys hw stupid u all can be sometimes.always thinking yer right. and only realising yer wrong abit too late.anyways.played arcade with him.man i hate it when its some school hols fer the kiddos.the ARCADE IS SUPER CROWDED!!
i was the one who suggested going.:P
played basketball,and i lost badly.:( its kinda unfair cos hes taller and the darn thing is talllllllll.
and played some shooting game which im not going to say cos its darn paiseh and im crazy over it.haha.lance is super pro loh!can't blame..that skinny policeman don't know how to shoot he should try and shoot himself first.HEH.and kids are like crowding ard us..so paiseh.think we are like the oldest in there.=p after that we meet up with anne and wen fer awhile.thx wen fer the shirt yea..(:
patience,has a limit.everyone has different levels of tolerance.
mine,sadly is quite low.and im too quick to shoot my mouth or reveal my true feelings.
often i realised too late that i should have hide it instead to prevent more conflicts or hurting people's feeling.
maybe im too frank.or im just bad at hiding feelings.except those special feelings to somebody else.
anyway,thats another story totally.((((:
thanks for taking my nonsense quietly.its been hard on you.
forgive me for being lousy at words,but i just wanna tell u i really appreciate it.
thx buddy.(((:
Edit: i noe i used to can't stand huang yi da and his songs,but im totally addicted to his 'na ge nu hai dui wo shuo'
its super touching and i love the mv..:/
Thursday, September 01, 2005