angelineee
studying in SP dba and hating it.
extremely lazy.
insecured
maybe a lil too straightforward for her own good.
procrastinates alot.but once again, who doesn't?
have weird fetishes fer guys on the feminine side.
usually sleepy when not sleeping.
loves starry nights.actually, im a night owl.:P
bad at telling lies.
paranoid
loves ben & jerry ice-cream
finds it hard to trust anyone, anymore.
cries pretty easily, but hate tearing infront of others.
has hots fer katherine moennig<3
loves my baby(:

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freaking stressed up.



projects,and thrs this freaking test on monday.wtf???





:(




SOME ppl just don't know any manners.need help stil so attp. nabeh..

project's killing me.





im stil sick u noe.pity me.:(



i wanna watch alot like love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!anyone nice enough to bring me go watch? :P

ugh,so i think the stupid medicine killed half of my tastebuds i had.
everything i eat has either a sickly sweet taste or its completely tasteless.

NO MATTER HW MUCH SOYA SAUCE OR SALT I ADD ON IT.
i hate porridge.

my stomach don't feel good.
my throat feels funny.

i always feel dehydrated.

and of all times, my dad chose to buy durians.*sulk*
i also wan!!!!! :(

was having really high fever fer the past few days.


my temperature shot up to 39.6degrees.
fer once,i tot i might die or become stupid or something.
glad tt its starting to get a lil better already.
think i wil be able to get back to sch by tmr,tho i stil feel a lil weak and all..
the bloody doc only gave me a day mc.i mean,wtf?
can't he see that my fever is quite high?
nabei.
actually intended to go to the nearby clinic to get another mc,but fuck it lar.waste money only.

thx guys fer offering to help.wen even wanted to come to my hse to bring me to c doc..*awwws*
n roy is being very nice also.he kept offering to drive me to c doc,somemore in the middle of the night.

arhs well.i managed to survive.i hope.


big head,your in love or what?
haha,from all ur posts...its abt love.0.o
okays,the medicine is starting to take effect.feeling abit drowsy alr.
ciaos.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

okay tts it.



ytd i was plagued with an irritating headache,and now i woke up with flu and sorethroat.
sian.
tried studying ytd but was quite in vain,so many calls to call me go out.*tempted*
maybe its because of facing the com fer too long,i got a migraine after tt.
i did go out in the end..ard midnight.and i tot gg out will ease the headache or sth,but didn't.went to hougang plaza fer pool.called ts and realised tt since no nid to werk ler me and roy and jimmy went this pub at serangoon i think.

jimmy really can't drink.:P
reached hm ard 5.

talked on the fone with one idiot until 7plus.
maybe tts y i got sorethroat.
sian.

i stil gotta revise my stats.
spiderman's on later!

:D yay.

Close your eyes, make a wish
That this could last forever
If only you could stay with me now
So tell me what it is
That keeps us from each other now

Yeah it's coming to get me
You're under my skin
No I can't ever let you go
You're a part of me now
Caught by the taste of your kiss
And I don't wanna know
The reason why I
Can't stay forever like this

Now I'm climbing the walls cause I miss you
Take my hand, take my life
Just don't take forever
And let me feel your pain kept inside (oh yeah)

There's gotta be a way
For you and I together now
Yeah it's coming to get me
You're under my skin
No I can't ever let you go
You're a part of me now
Caught by the taste of your kiss (ohh)
And I don't wanna know
The reason why I
Can't stay forever like this
Now I'm climbing the walls cause I miss you

It's an illusion
How can I feel this way?
If I can't have you
It's an illusion
Nothing is real this way
If I can't have you
No I can't ever let you go

You're a part of me now (now)
Caught by the taste of your kiss (I don't wanna know)
And I don't wanna know
The reason why I
Can't stay forever like this (I'm climbing the walls)
Now I'm climbing the walls cause I miss
OhhhhI can't let you go no
And I don't wanna know
The reason why I
Can't stay forever like this (ohh ohh)

Now I'm climbing the walls cause I miss (I miss) you

watched initial d ytd.okay lar,other den edison chen and the speeding of cars and so many eye candies....and maybe a LIL(like 0.000000000000000000000001%)of jay chou,nth much of a storyline.but i gotta admit tt his songs are nice.


i don't really enjoyed the movie because,before of the movie alone,my mood is kinda spoilt alr.i shall not go into further details..
and PMSPMSPMSPMSPMS.
all the lil boys and girls sitting all ard us were like gushing like fuck,spoiling the movie.laughing at all the not-so-funny parts like its downright hilarious.got me so damn irritated.
and i was muttering really loud,being sarcastic and all.but their skins are quite thick,they can actually pretend not to hear and continue yakking away.GRRRR.
but the sight of my chen guan xi kinda calm me down a lil..(siiigggggghhhhhhhsssss*)

after the movie,headed to bugis.
PMS again.yea yea,maybe its just an excuse,i do have my reasons.
but ugh wtf.


sometimes its like a chain reaction thingy u noe,u started like that,and it completely spoils my mood.
u noe when i initially saw ya i was very happy and quite excited to go watch the show.
and sometimes it just stays thr throughout.
its not just of how u behaved fer tt moment only.its practically the whole day.
if u've said so earlier,maybe i can be a lil understanding.
u don't expect me to go mind-guessing and all right.


im not pissed.i just don't want tt to happen again.
lets just say its not the first time.its like im really looking forward to meet up,and i ended up feeling otherwise.if u feel tt u wanted to spend more time with ur classmates,its okay.pls don't meet up and den make everything so freaking difficult.i mean,afterall,u initiated meeting up first sometimes u noe.


and schoolwork is pissing me off as well.
im way lagging behind.
econs SUXXX totally.
i feel so incredibly stupid.
and today's lesson is crap.
i woke up early so tt i can get to class early and the bloody tutor wil shut his trap.
but suddenly had a stomach-ache while on my way thr.
SUAYYY.
and he keep harping on it.like wtf,i DID wake up early JUST fer today okay?
and he left the class after a quarrel with one of my classmates.
i mean,ya he got a better job to chose from then this.SO WHAT?he chose to be a teacher din he?
since he chose to be a teacher,he shld be a LIL more patient right?
i noe this is not secondary sch anymore,we shld be a lil more independent instead of relying so much on the tutor.
but i don't think he shld just stop the bloody class just because one of the classmates flare up cos he refused to guide her thru one question she's struggling with right?
fuck it.
i almost teared out of frustration today.

suddenly im so sick of life.
im tired,it feels like i haven been resting enuff fer days,and i lived goddamn far from the stupid sch.im worried over not being able to find a job,not being able to cope with my studies,i have to play mind guessing with my buds and tt idiot is stil so damn loving with his girl.

okay,im a lil bad fer saying tt.maybe very bad.
but come to think of it,im really happy fer him.



anyway,my point is,life really suck.
i dread going to sch,i dread waking up.
somehow i missed the good old days in kbox.

wah liew..
now i got bills to settle also.:(




oei,anyone thinking to becoming sugardaddy?
hais.


listening to akon's lonely.
lol reminded me of ytd whr we 3 singing tt out loud while(??)crossing the road?
wen,its MR lonely,NOT SO LONELY.
can we go tpy kbox today?
i wanna see him.:(



...just kidding.

im flat broke.



i got alot of stuffs i NEED to buy.no,not all those luxuries crap.
shit,i need a job~!!!!! and i gotta start saving up.since im supposedly on a diet,i shall quit eating in sch altogether.and wen PLS dun call me eat outside..


nw its not just abt diet anymore.siannn..
ate sakae sushi today.FULL until like what sia.
and went to this damn high class belgium bar cum resturant fer interview.
i quite like the enviroment yea.abit like raffles hotel de long bar.

i need to werk!!! -.-'
no sch tmr..
or shld i say,actually thr is stats and pacc lecture,but im skipping both?
haha.i noe,i noe,u guys are thinking..'thr she goes again'
firstly,no point attending pacc.afterall what she's teaching nw is what i've learnt in sec sch anyway.
and bo ko leng call me go sch just to attend one hour of stats lecture right..
ESP when my sch is at DOVER.which is like wtf.
so im skipping.((((:


going to amk tmr.actually intended to go kbox,but cnt lars..
plus i want to watch initial d on thurs!
cant wait.don't even noe if we can bk the tix.
and i wanted to watch alot like love too.(:
hw i wish i can watch tt with............................
big head knows who im talking abt.:P




even its from afar,i stil feel so happy.
boy, i think i've dug a grave too deep fer me to climb out.

tireddd tireddddd tireddddd!!!



went woodlands(again!!!) to do my stupid medical check-up fer the poly admission thingy..so stupid right,took them so goddamn long to realised tt i din do tt check-up.
and its really pointless.
i mean,y do u need to go fer a body-checkup just to get into poly?

and HOW exactly does one counted as 'not medically fit to study' in DBA?
i almost failed tt colour blind test.
lucky im good at guessing P

anyways.thx wen and anne fer accompanying me once again! ((((((:
i just enjoyed myself so much everytime im with u guys. :D

and HOLY COW im srsly getting fatter!!!!!
wtf.i MUST be stricter on my diet alr.
shit man.almost died of heart attack when i saw my weight just now.

he failed.:(

thx anne once again fer tryin to talk me out,u may be able to physco me fer the time being,but after some time,i will be back to square one.
perhaps the greatest enemy is nt him,but myself.
i must learn to overcome.


BUT SRSLY ANNE U DUNNOE HW LUCKY U ARE. HW I WISH IM IN UR SHOES I DON'T GIVE A DAMN TT MOST OF MY CLASSMATES ARE NERDS/SOME OTHER RACES




...

hmm.maybe its a blessing in disguise.
JUST TOU PA SOME PICS FER ME KK?
heh.




one lame joke fer today.


if diamonds are a woman's tfriend,
what about the man's?













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a dog.



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*crows cawing in the background.*






thx wen fer ur shared lameness.:P

i NEVER liked anyone lecturing me.


don't tell me what's wrong with myself ESPECIALLY thr is sth srsly wrong with YOU.
i especially hate those who think themselves who are so GREAT,think they are so oh-highly-in-demand, and think everything they do is CORRECT and whilst have the right to criticise others.
don't go saying 'i hate to say it but i think u...yada yada yada'
OH MAN GIVE ME A BREAK.go reflect on urself first kay?

and u guys had obviously chose the wrong time to step on my tail, because im NEVER a morning person.


if u guys still think u are still right to say me,fine.
NEXT TIME JUST KEEP UR COMMENTS TO URSELF cuz i don't really think they help.

in another words,STFU.

went to some stupid interview ytd.its completely waste of time loh!
zzzzzz.
okay lar,the calcium water thingy is quite...sheng qi.

its like practically we're having extra lessons ytd.
a mixture of science,econs,marketing...
i almost doze off when that guy was explaining all these stuffs to me and wen.
shld have ran away with anne!!!sighs.
and the suay-est of the suay is i bump into ray.-.-''haha.or else i can go back hm and slp after the interview..
sian lars.i don't even know how to tell the bunch of ppl tt we r NOT going to go on mon.
AND ONE OF EM ACTUALLY LIVES 2 BLOCKS AWAY FROM ME.



WHAT DA...?!!!!


hais.
haven been sleeping well lately.very tired.:(



Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
Maybe someday you'll look up
And barely conscious you'll say to no one
Isn't something missing?
You wont to cry for my absence I know
You forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant?
Am I so insignificant?

Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe deep and cry out
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me?

And if I breathe I'll bleed
Knowing you don't care
And if I still need just to dream of you
Awake without you there
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something..

Even though I'm the sacrifice
You wont try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

can u stop the fire?
can u stand to fight her?
please,please..
you can't stop the fire
you won't say the word..

watched mr and mrs smith today.
actually i was intending to watch madagascar..but the show starts quite late.
anyways its quite a nice show.
but i wasn't feeling well.having a headache..again.



gawd,i feel like im being suffocated by all these....these feelings i cannot describe.
he prolly noe his TP results by now.
i hoped he pass.

im really very,very tiredddddddd.


maybe going out today is a really bad mistake.but i enjoy myself(:
thx wen fer accompanying me.
fallen aslp on the bus as usual while i was on my way home.woke up just in time when the bus reached my stop..and i ran.sprained my ankle when i alighted from the bus.cuz i trip over some stupid thing la.so paiseh.
i yelled damn loud somemore.:x
but i din really care la.just wear back my slips and continue walking..i was kinda in a daze also.
my head hurts.:(

was feeling sucky when i reached hm.snapped at my mum cos she accused me of skipping sch.-.-''
but she cooked my fave soup fer me.
feel so bad..
im unfilial.

thx wen fer everyting..(:
and PLS take care of ur health.i don't want anyting to happen to ya.
and we gotta STOP eating so much when we go out.OKAY?
im on a DIET hor..
and thrs too much unhealthy food outside.
so we both control each other kay?((((:




-i wonder,what is it like to fall in love again?-

...i saw huang yida at sp today.




at biz blk summore.omg,absolute fag.

im sad.










wtf?!?!?!?!?!?!
i can't finish my crappy model!
okok,i just haven start moulding.
hw to mould tt!!!and my drawing sucks.srsly.
i feel like crying.

in a super foul mood.


HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THE I.D.E.A.S crap!?!!!!!!!
im just not the art person,okay? i failed or just pass my arts when i was in lower sec.
SO TELL ME WHAT MAKES U THINK ALL MY CREATIVE JUICES WILL SUDDENLY START FLOWING NOW.
i stil gotta do a bloody plasticine model.
tell me hw m i supposed to present it tmr!
crap.


and haoxin really turns out to have no hao bao.
u don't want me to care,fine.
i'll shut my mouth from now onwards.
WHAT U DO IS NONE OF MY BIZ ANYWAY.
im just trying to tell ya yer making a mistake.

some ppl just won't grow up.
is a bloody bike really tt important?

and wen's having chest pain.felt like a completely useless friend,i din even go and accompany her to the clinic.she went thr ALL ALONE.
when i was waiting fer cab after withdrawing money she called and say i don't hafta go down alr.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

went to shuting's belated bday party ytd.aiight lar..quite fun.just tt her hse abit stuffy only.haha.her bro's friend got some quite good-looking wor.lol~ lucky i din drank much.only a glass..haha.im afraid i wil get stomach-ache again..


before that we went to bugis..to eat and shop..woohoo.
ate at some resturant,but the food sucks.:( next time i wil just stick to fish and chips no matter hw fattening i think they are.at least better den what weird weird roast chicken..
it doesn't even taste like its fully cooked.:S

after tt is shop shop shoppinggggg~
din really buy anyting lar.just a top from topshop..
and the stupid wen!!! trick me into letting her pay! tamade.

took neoprints also.aiyah sian la.also no use ler.:P

i'm sick again.:(
flu and sorethroat.
think i really cnt touch ciggs ler.
hais..


ytd i was kinda pek chek abt sth wen was saying.
y am i so bitter about it? i alr let it go,didn't i?
what fer do i hafta care.
aiyah heck.

econs sucks!!!
sighs.


how come everytime i cannot communicate with my classmates in poly one arh!
talk to them like................
don't know how to explain.
just find it very hard la.
grrrr.

cannot be age-gap right!!!afterall its only one year..
just find them...super guai.and super enthu.-.-''

werking tmr..-.-''
any other pub to intro nt!!!wah liew eh.




i wanna rebond my hair.
its getting damn nan kan..

i was on my way back home..just alighted from the mrt,listening to 'heng xing de heng xin.'
and i thought of him.


i was hoping to see him,even if its just a glimpse.


its okay,im really moving on.
and i got my pay!
tho its not much,shopping's stil on tmr.:D

my stomach hurts...

its worse ytd loh..heng it got a lil better.
just woke up nw,all thx to sumbody.fark,i shld reached hm before 4 one loh..

shouldn't have trusted you.
lkfajkd;sfjawoeriupo58902`85-2`

saw taz while i was on the way to mit anne and lance with wen.
so qiao,i was talking on the fone with him b4 i left the hse..
din manage to physco him to come along with us.

opened chivas.its lance bday..
but its damn boring loh.nobody wanted to dance.
and i got a tummyache in the end.bloody hell..
wenta the nearby hawker to eat..
they ate bakuteh and i had wanton mee...
the bakuteh is nice..but too bad my stomach is killing me fer me to really enjoy it.

-tho its not easy to tell you goodbye,i gotta take the risk,take a chance,make a change...and breakaway.-

went clubbing ytd.
its pretty aiight...
maybe im a lil too tired tts y i shldnt drink tt much.i wasn't even drunk,until i close my eyes and everything was like,spinning outta control..and i kept tinking of.....................................sleeping.very tired!!!!plus i got a sore eye..:(

anyways,supposedly we r just planning to fetch anne off werk.but its pretty stupid to just send her to the mrt station,don't u tink?i pointed tt out to vyon but haijarx,he still didn't get it.he stil got the cheek to mention about going hm AGAIN when anne came down.dohz..
then anne suggested goin dwn MS.me and her,tt is.
luckily vyon and roy are nt tt ungentleman.
i called rae along too.
its pretty aiight lar.
and i saw xinhui.0.0
din expect to c her thr sia..

left ard 2.anne,vyon and roy left.rae and his 2 friends wanted to go boat quay..or shld i say rae only?
lol~went thr slack..and continue drinking..
until 6.
sat at the river thr..watch the sun rise..
actually i was just too dizzy to move.hahah..trying very hard nt to doze off.
finally reached hm at 7plus..


bleah.im broke,broke broke.my hp bill is here again,wtf.........
how to survive if im nt werking?
sighs..
but veins really suck.
and i really cannot tolerate ppl hu just pretend thrs nth wrong when thr IS.
u can't even hide it well loh.it shows out so damn clear on ur face.
if u don't like me,den dun force urself to like me.
OKAY?
im srsly very sick and tired of it.

and money matters are driving me nuts.
I REALLY NEED A JOB MAN fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i don't know if i even want to continue werking thr.
i have this feeling im going to werk thr alone alr.
but if i quite i feel bad.yue er is nice..
sighs.
maybe the cyber cafe is a good idea.i can even revise my hmwk while werkin..

y m i nt born rich!!??!!?

sighs.


what happen?????
sch's aiight..my classmates are quite nice actually.don't know why i just can't bring myself to speak much.
shua cool? haha..
thx to jaren and wen fer accompanying me..(: really.if weren't fer u guys im gonna be soooooooo alone.:/



its been a long long day..
don't really feel like blogging.

i doze off a couple of times in lecture and tutorials.
bah.




anne..can u tell me whats wrong?
sighs.



how come i received so many slaps on my face and i stil refused to wake up?
what the fuck am i holding on fer?
THRS NTH FER ME TO HOLD ON.
..im just grasping unto.....nth.
why?