angelineee
studying in SP dba and hating it.
extremely lazy.
insecured
maybe a lil too straightforward for her own good.
procrastinates alot.but once again, who doesn't?
have weird fetishes fer guys on the feminine side.
usually sleepy when not sleeping.
loves starry nights.actually, im a night owl.:P
bad at telling lies.
paranoid
loves ben & jerry ice-cream
finds it hard to trust anyone, anymore.
cries pretty easily, but hate tearing infront of others.
has hots fer katherine moennig<3
loves my baby(:

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easier said than done.but thr's practically no other way out..




sighs..

OKAY MY FRIGGIN COM JUST HANGED.again.


fuck.now i gotta retype this entry.


like im not pek chek enough.-SCREAMS--PULLS AT OWN'S HAIR-


ugh.anyway.


i was saying,i got this really bad habit i really hate.which is,binging whenever im upset.i just hao bu rong yi lost some weight,and now if i continue,i wil prolly gain it back.which is like WTFFFFFFF.


and my dad is driving me crazy.SRSLY.


okay i fergotten the whole shitload i typed out just now.

im broke,i really am.darn...


and travis said its VERY UNLIKELY fer him to get transferred back again.NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
WHY?!!!!!!!!



i got so much things on my mind right now but i dunnoe how to express myself.


i wanted to let it go,but i can't...why?










UGHHHHH

blehs.was totally in a daze today..something just seems not right.


anyways.time to do some updating.sun's my off day,went out with joe,watched hitch.really nice movie..damn touching.went down to ma werkplace afta tt,held a mini farewell party fer travis..=/


can tell everyone aint really happy.sighhhs...
wtf is wrong with the management?bunch of stupid asses..


i hope its just temporary or sth,and he will come back soon..now thrs no1 to talk to when im alone at the recept..:(

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:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(


anyway,im going to claim ma PH next week,so i got to rest fer 3 days! :D sunday to tuesday..woots.going down to tpy thr with joanne to give him a 'surprise' visit..haha.


super hungry now!!!! ugh. yvonne teared today at werk..poor girl.prolly cos she's not used to the ppl in morn shift..i wouldn't if im her as well.esp that kns shane is thr..pui..
feeling kinda guilty.afterall,im the one who indirectly caused her to be diao to morn shift..
but i really can't stand shane..


life really sucks sometimes.


listening to heng xing de heng xin..


heng xing de heng xin,deng ni..deng ni..


getting worried about my poly stuffs.the results r not even out yet! what if i can't get myself into poly..:/
either i gotta get myself into a pte diploma thingy or i gotta retake my os.:(
sighs i shld have think properly before i went to poly..or went to a jc instead.at least applying fer poly now wil be easier.
really wondered what will my future be like..
i really can't see any light.
i have no ambitions,no plans..
i don't even know what i wanted to be,
what i wanted to do.
or even,what i like to do..

sighs..


and oh yea. was browsing my friend's blog..saw this link.


http://hk.geocities.com/blood1213/fur.html


what the fuck..its about animal cruelty..skinning the animal alive! totally gross..can't bear to watch finish the whole damn thing..closed it when they started chopping off the animal's leg.totally disgusted at how cruel humans can get just for money..and those ppl who r into fur coats and stuffs..u ought to be ashamed of urself..
the poor animals r like totally helpless..can't even defend themselves. ='/


feeling really,extremely fucked up today.

...i hate myself fer feeling this way.its almost pathetic..


-looks down in shame-



but somehow,the tears just can't stop falling..

...i must be crazy.


i almost let it slip...

i can't think straight.
my words got jumbled up,
i just got tounge-tied.

I JUST CAN'T BE MYSELF WHENEVER YOU'RE AROUND:(

...i just came back home,and im heading out fer werk in a few hours time.



WTF?!!!!


super shagged can..so i got roughly an hour time to spare..abit stupid to slp right now also,i wil prolly can't wake up or sth.crap..


i must look at the bright side.i got some1 to pei me to werk,i got to slp early tonight...









whatever.

i've been replaying si xing bu gai over and over again fer dunnoe hw many days alr.

i just won't get sick of it.its so sad...and boyz is so darn cute!
lol..

staff party again ytd.pretty stupid lar,this time we din even go and sing.just sit at the hall and drink..and we drink hella not.got high,really really high.took lotsa stupid fotos..


sighs.whats not meant to be,is not meant to be.
im trying really hard to forget,but i just can't.


AHHHHH...

...i can't believe this.



i've seen u before,in my dreams..way before i've met u.
omg,it sounds like its taken outta some cheesy love story.



......is it going to come true or what?

i realised that if i really want to slim down,i need to stop procrastinating.


i just ate a packet of maggie mee.withhhhh 2 nuggets,one fillet fish,and lotsa onion rings.my face is like getting rounder every day. :( i gotta do sth!!!!!
okay so from tmr onwards im gonna limit myself to eating only one meal a day.

no western food.
no fried stuffs.
no deserts after eating.


im feeling so guilty now.i think im gonna go and do some exercise or sth man.i srsly need to get back in shape..before its too late.

and wtf,i just can't stop thinking.and she's like reminding me everytime,tho she din know that....
OMG I NIDTA STFU.





FTS!!!



i'm like hoping for the impossible.

WTF.im actually JEALOUS?




i don't understand what the hell am i thinking recently.my thoughts are like all jumbled up..ugh.and its getting frustrating.
i can't decide what i want,i don't know what i want.and im really not getting enough slp.im cranky,and i seemed to have no patience fer anything.sighhhhhhh..

no1 understands the woes of being a recept.I WANNA BE A FREAKING SERVER,GODDAMN IT!is it so bloody hard? im just not fit to be one lar.i CAN'T stay put at one place and do nth,fer goodness sake.i think im going mad soon.my colleagues have NO IDEA what im going thru.the torment...ugh.
I WILL DO ANYTHING TO SWITCH PLACES WITH THEM.fuck michael fer being such an asshole.

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me..

i've been having lotsa weird dreams recently.really,really weird dreams.and its usually awfully sad.


sup with my sub-conscious?



anyway.thrs a new bartender and new captain over at my werkplace.hwah hwah and the captain stays near me..new transport talk-cok kaki! can't believe he's like only one year older than me and he's captain already..
abit uncomfy about it lar..but at least hes goddamn humble abt it loh..unlike somebody else.im some sorta glad she din get promoted..i know i sound kinda bad but....aiyah wth.


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fer those who likes raps..i like the 60days:D.
tell me how u like it girl,we can go round the world in 60 days

UGHHHHHHHH.




life sucks.







why the fuck is it so goddamn difficult to figure out what are u thinking?







maybe its better this way....

GUESS WHOS BACK????!!!!!!!! HOLLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA



lol.my monitor pom.so sadddd :( just bought a new one..-.-''
shld buy a bloody brand new com instead loh.this one's so frigging old and not to mention SLOW.wtf.



and wrong with my blog's song?!!! its GONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :'(


will update when i think of sth to update abt.SIGHS TODAY IS MY OFF DAY I WILL PROLLY SPEND MA WHOLE DAMN DAY SLEEPING AWAY BECAUSE ITS FRIGGING 1030AM IN THE MORNING AND I JUST REACHED HM AND STILL IN MY UNIFORM.



haiii.and i stil haven apply fer my poly courses.shit.im so dead.