angelineee
studying in SP dba and hating it.
extremely lazy.
insecured
maybe a lil too straightforward for her own good.
procrastinates alot.but once again, who doesn't?
have weird fetishes fer guys on the feminine side.
usually sleepy when not sleeping.
loves starry nights.actually, im a night owl.:P
bad at telling lies.
paranoid
loves ben & jerry ice-cream
finds it hard to trust anyone, anymore.
cries pretty easily, but hate tearing infront of others.
has hots fer katherine moennig<3
loves my baby(:

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u noe something? yer so fake that it makes me sick. stop pretending to be something yer not la. hypocrite.

omg.i just woke up.its ard 4pm..and i sleep at 10am.pui! staff meeting is...crazy.booze booze ciggs and more booze!haha we din really go ard interacting with the other outlet staffs,tho i did spot one or 2 cute guys.:P

so we drank and drank and drank..i was aiight at first.i wasn't even drunk(which i myself is quite surprised) and we sang and some of my colleagues even stood up on the sofa and danced.haha..but on my way home(by the mrt summore-.-'') i was starting to feel a lil nauseous..alight at some ulu mrt station[can't rmb if its boon keng or potong pasir] and RANNNNN all the way to the toilet and puked.=/ gosh.when i started puking,it will never stop.haha..i spend like roughly 1 hour puking/(or trying to) in the toilet and i almost fell aslp thr.haha tts crazy.so in the end me and darren took cab on instead..and i puked again.while i left the cab.and when i reach back hm..

haha i think my mom saw me at coming hm at this state until sian.well..at least im quite sober still.its just the puking.and my throat now hurts..from all the throwing up.


at least i dun haf a hangover.
aiight i nid to go wash up and get ready fer work alr.
sighhh...

i think my hammy is dying.:'(

its not funny,so if u think it is,yer one sick idiot and fuck off pls.

wenta chinatown today!!!actually wanted to go kbox...fwah the recept thr is very...alk;jfwoeipruqpowr023918`4#$!%!^!#$

haha.i told her i was werking at kbox while queing bcuz moon(fellow recept) told me tt im supposed to let em noe.so i said.and she tt CB FACE tot i said tt becuz i tot got priority...'sorry eh even tho yer werkin at kbox we really got no space' wtf!!! and every1's looking at me like i've grown 2 heads..-.-'''

i think she's gonna be thr at the staff party..shit.she's gonna bring tt up again i tell ya.worse still,she might called suntec kbox and tell ppl alr..aiyah wtf lar.I'M SO EMBARRASSED.chicken neh neh.

left kbox..chinatown is packed with ppl! i was grumbling all the way to my fwen..so damn hot and squeezy loh!!! haha somehow im not really in the festive mood also,so when i all the red red stuffs and all the ppl i got really cranky..was complaining non-stop to my fwen..lol.ended up going to party world instead..nice place la actually.the tibits omg hella too much..made ma throat a lil sore..or issit the ciggs?

DJ mix ciggs sucks.so does black. tho the packet looks cool and the ciggs is entirely black..it taste like shit.so does the smell! can't stand..

on teh way hm the cabby driver is pretty irritating..he talks too much.keeps yakking away..and when i din reply him(becuz i was smsing somebody who asked me to go fer billard -.-'') he can turn around and 'hello?' until i reply him..WAH PIANG!can't stand man..den i was like trying to entertain him with my 'uhhh's 'ya's and 'hmmm's...bleahh.buay ta han arh!

zzzz..so here i'm..just reached hm at this ungodly hour..and i nid to go to werk earlier tmr because thr's a meeting...pui..

aiight.im going to wash up alr...ciao.

Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind
Where worries are washed out to sea
See the changes, people's faces blurred out
Like the sun spots or raindrops

[Chorus]
Now all those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time
but today I've wasted away...for today is on my mind
Left the only worries I had in my hands
Away from the light in my eyes
Holding tight and try not to hide how i feel

[Pre-Chorus]
'Cause feelings mean nothing

[Chorus]
All those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time
but today I've wasted away for today is on my mind (today is on my mind)
Now I can't care to worry
I'm feeling so lonely
Breaking apart all this love in my heart
Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind

[Pre-Chorus]
Where feelings mean nothing

[Chorus]
All those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time
But today I've wasted away, for today is on my mind [x3]

Now I can't care to worry
I'm feeling so lonely
breaking apart all this love in my heart

OFF TMRRRR! :):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):) -heaves a HUGEEEEE sigh of relief-

werk is kinda shitty...sometimes.and im just tired.

sometimes my boss can be a real jackass..feel like i really HATE him sometimes.

whatever.gonna let ma hair down tmr!!! and thr's the staff party on sat after werk..-.-''.they are gonna make kelvin drunk..LOL.omg i cannot imagine hw horrible his singing's gonna get afta he lost control of himself..


I hear your voice somewhere..But I'm still alone.My only answer was to live.. Walking hopelessly & holding in my eyes, All the colors you left.. I hear your voice echoing.. But I'm still alone

okay EDITED.if that makes any1 happy.


sheesh.

can't slp..bleh.


been a lil cranky at werk lately..prolly cuz im quite deprived of sleep. i ended werk at 6am last last night..and 4 last night and again.-.-''
tryin to be a lil enthu today..but my heart sank when i saw that our sales aint that gud still compared to the other outlets.bleh..blame it on the lousy location.and there's a pay cut!wtf..i'm nt even werkin fer a month and there's a pay cut alr..hw suay can i get? lol..aiyah but heck la..hope the sales wont be that bad so tt our pay can increase again.:P

changed the song,it kinda sound angsty,but kinda...say wot i wanna say i guess.lol..


i cant slp!!!

-pssst...i dunnoe if yer readin this or not,but im really sorry i can't make it to ur bday party larrr.:( dun be mad at me okayy...happy belated 21 bday guoliang!:D-

same ole day at kbox.. hardly any ppl thr ytd. and the goddamn tv at the receptionist counter is replaying the same old mtv fer the past 6 days already!!!!-.-''' & its like only 5 mtv..

now im kinda getting a little sick of Hu Yan Bin's "Waiting 4 u" mtv..been watchin it fer so damn long.and its frigging sad loh.but ah ken's so gorgeous! e more i look at him..the more good looking he gets:P

today's gonna be a hella bz day..public holiday eve.its already quite booked with reservations..AND ITS GONNA CLOSE AT 6AM TODAY!wtf...i swear i will slp right on the recept counter.and i din get a real gud slp ytd..must be the caffeine..bleh.and there's gonna be a staff party on the 30th.. all staffs at kbox from all the other outlets will be attending..hmmm.wondering if there's any cute guys :P


x..if we cut out the bad,well then we will have nothing left..x

Get down
Wooooooo!
Get down
I'm lying to myself
And this dagger's my excuse
I'm a pawn
I Should have paid up
And I left an hour late
I was laid up
I must abuse myself
I'm against all that I've made up
Set in stone the sun will come
And I hate light
You know I hate light
TO ME IT LOOKS SO PRETTY BURNING
Burn the sun
Burn the light
Take take take take take take it away
Take my hand
Take my life
Take take take take take take it away

I must have caught something
In the heat of all these dances
I'm a worm with no more chances
And I've lost all doubt
In a chemical romance
I can't stop itching
over thoughts of tarnished hope
kinda funny
lonely feeling
I'm not in love
You know it's not love
To me it looks so pretty burning
Burn the sun
Burn the light
Take take take take take take it away
Take my hand
Take my life
Take take take take take take it away
Burn the sun
Burn the light
Take take take take take take it away
Take my hand
Take my life
Take take take take take take it away

Brothers and sisters
I'm right here with you
Cause everyone's got one
A story to kill me
I'm so apathetic in my resentment
Living, loving, knowing not
Take my hand [x8]
Take my life
Take my heart take my mind
Take my life take my life
Burn the sun burn the light
Take take take take take take it away
Take my hand take my life
Take take take take take take it away
Burn the sun burn the light
Take take take take take take it away
Take my hand take my life
Take my life
Take my life
Take my life

finally!!! ma off day today :D slept till 330 slacked awhile and now heading out to PS to mit ma fwen to catch seed of chucky..


getting used to my current job so far,the colleagues are really nice and funny..i just don't like the AM.

aiight i noe the entry is short but i really gotta run~

all that a man really has is his WORDS.if he can't even keep that,then what are his WORTH?


tsk.

today's supposedly my fourth day of werk..and im not going..-.-''
haha my eye is abit swollen..prolly from all the late-nights and heaty food..my colleague says i shldn't go because im at the recept.hmmmm later the manager thought i freaked out because im alone today at the recept and fake a mc..lol.

bump into cecily just now while collecting my medicine.she's with her bf..chat a lil while and she left.

sighs i hope the swell goes down by tmr.and the oilment they gave is horrible.it made my vision all blurry.=/ and it sorta makes me got a slight headache..

gettin used to my job so far..actually its really damn slack.but dunnoe why outta the blue the manager PMS..-.-'' managers are al the same..bleh.

and to 'THE PERSON' hey...im pretty sure u know im talking about you..if u don't like it,confront me..don't hafta tag at my blog.its irritating and i don't wanna waste my time deleting it.if u don't like what im saying and don't want to confront me,then dun read!(:

haha and thanks to shi and mc fer visiting me!! and shi fer speakin up fer me.lol..-mwuahs- haha..

reached hm at 430am ytd. -.-''' at the lift i was like totally nuah alr..all my limbs feel so jelly.so i thought i can like slp immediately afta i reach home.WRONG.oh ya.and talked on the phone with gary until 6.when i finally can close my eyes i CAN'T EVEN FRIGGIN SLP.omg....now im like so tired but i need to go out early to buy top. blehs.i FEEL SO TIRED!!!:((((


oh.and werk is like so friggin scary.SO MANY THINGS TO MEMORISE!!!! esp wot to say and all.WAHHH.my head feel like its gonna explode from all those info.but okay la,the ppl there are nice (: except the manager looks really...stern.kinda got the u-do-one-wrong-shit-and-im-gonna-get-really-pissed-off face. but not like i din make any mistakes...and pretty major ones also.:P haha guess im too nervous..

one thing i dont like about my werkplace is that its goddamn far loh.once i reached suntec stil gotta walk like so long.i gotta like get out of the house like 2hours before to reach thr in time...SIAN...

and those ppl who tags in my tagboard PLS friggin put down ur name dun gimme all those 'hi guess?' 'test' shit la.like i will noe who are u.and when i ask u din reply.wtf.


I DONT NEED YOUR ADVICE DON'T FRIGGING PRETEND TO BE NICE.hah i din expect u to even read this.but u did! wow. 0.0

starting werk..today.-.-'' so damn unexpected..sian.im so damn nervous can???? i knew like no1 there..=/ bryan's friend's not werkin today too.:(


the manager looks scary.lol.and shit i can't find my black top.i need to wear like totally black today..sigh.lol i feel kinda freaked out now..

YAY...going interview tmr..(:!!!! at suntec kbox..meeting bryan's friend gary? hope i can get teh job..-prayyy-
haha...


my dad scolded me just now..-.-''.and more lecturing..sighs.but at least he finally like gave me another chance to prove myself in sch and told me to werk hard..no more repeated mistakes.(: so i can rest my mind instead of worryin so much that he wants me to start werkin right now or allow me to continue my studies.but i aint sure if any poly stil wants me anymore?sigh.
and he mentioned something about .....lets not talk about it.he gave the i-told-u-so shit and i started tearing..RIGHT INFRONT OF MY BRO.

touche.he hit a sore spot.


aiyah whatever.i just hope i can get a job real soon.

wenta town ytd with ml sl and sy.fer job hunting..but once again..sigh! =/ erm wanna say thanks fer the belated xmas pressie u guys gave!i love it thx!<3 LOL paiseh i fergot to bring..pass it to u guys some otha time yea?((((:

ugh i hate to go out when im broke..and there are so many temptations..WHY AM I NOT 18 YET??pui.still hafta wait fer 9friggin months.-sighhhhhhhhh-


nth much to blog.got hollered at yesterday fer nothing,again.i don't like it okay?it hurts man.

hey,buzz off okay?
first u come and friggin accused me of doing some shit that i didn't and now yer kicking a big fuss out of everything.you wrongly accused me,okay?u din even fucking apologise and even claim that your accusation is logical.HAH.


what next? i denied and u started saying all those stuff when u don't know anything.LIKE U KNOW EVERYTHING.give me a break,kie?even if u do know some,you only freaking know his side of the story.



SO STOP FUCKING MAKE ASSUMPTIONS.leave me alone and stfu.

met up with audrey yesterday!woah she dyed her black jet black and its frigging hawt.suits her and like brings out her eyes..did alot of catching up,so many things happened to her during this year!
we ate went 'shopping' and chill..din manage to buy anything yesterday,nothing has caught my eye..



thinking of starting work soon!!! but like whr??? :( im so darn broke i need a job fast..

PHANTOM OF THE OPERA,anyone?!!!





i got this stupid headache that's killing me.UGH..been like this since yesterday.thought it will gets better after a goodnight sleep but i was WRONG.it got worse...
now im heedin my friends' advice and i just took 2 panadols..



wenta my cousin's place yesterday..its her daughter's bday.-.-'' and its nagging and lecturing all the way...and screamin too. DOES MY MUM HAFTA REALLY TELL EVERYBODY?! haiii.and the kids..omg.their screams are HORRIBLE..i don't mind kids but yesterday is like asdkljfoiweurpwq2304815 frigging packed with them.and i already had a slight headache plus their screams..OMG.i turned into a mega kid-hater yesterday.=/
watched 13 ghosts...its quite nice.after we left that horrible place i still can tahan and accompany my mum to compass point..


im so filial!LOL.



....i think im gonna be sick.now im like freezing cold when there's no fan on and my fingers are ice cold.am i going to die or what? haha
AND WHERE'S MY MUM?!!


great.so i'm here,alone and dying.....

Deleted the previous post just in case my friends got the wrong idea. anyway the person i'm not talkin about prolly don't even know about my blog.




new song...again.-.-''
lol tt song's a lil too sad..so decided to change it.((((:





let's get down!





I <3 gothic guys.