angelineee
studying in SP dba and hating it.
extremely lazy.
insecured
maybe a lil too straightforward for her own good.
procrastinates alot.but once again, who doesn't?
have weird fetishes fer guys on the feminine side.
usually sleepy when not sleeping.
loves starry nights.actually, im a night owl.:P
bad at telling lies.
paranoid
loves ben & jerry ice-cream
finds it hard to trust anyone, anymore.
cries pretty easily, but hate tearing infront of others.
has hots fer katherine moennig<3
loves my baby(:

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i realised that i've said 'i NEED A JOB' too many times in my previous entry that its almost pathetic.


LOL i was too busy chatting with other ppl in msn laaa.i told u i can't multi-task.blehs.
anyway this is the song i'm talking about.HOW ISSIT? nice nice? haha..<3s

DURIAN! says:
i teach u a song
DURIAN! says:
POK POK POK weeu weeu
DURIAN! says:
pok pok pok WEEU pok WEEU pok WEEU WEEU




LOL what the heck does he think he's doing?Btw tt's alvin in case u dunno..rofl....IM GONNA DIE OF BOREDOM AT HOME!!!can't seem to find any job...SIANNNNNARRRRRRR.been stoning,sleepin,chatting at home..zZZzzZzz.

ALVIN GOT SOME D24 DURIANS AT HOME AND HE REFUSES TO SHARE!!! :'(


Selfish shit.I WAN A JOB!! grrrrr.
btw the song 'Lian Ai Da Ren' by luo zhi xiang and da s is soooooooooo cute.my blog's next song..:P



SEED OF CHUCKY IS M18!!!! WHYEEEE WHYEEEE WHYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...i dont care im gonna give it a shot anyway.BLEAHS.
and shi bought a digi-cam.im SHO SHO SHOOOO jealous.gonna find myself a job too...but the question is-HOW??kl;jalk;fdjalsfjasfdariweqoir[qw302491=2549102=#$!@51423/


its so boring at hm i think im gonna rot soon.

talked to kw on the phone yesterday till 3..-.-''



he sorta made me sort out my thinkings..
so i think all my weird tantrums and me being all emotionally unstable thingy is gonna stop.SOON.lol.i dunoe man.




But u can't say my sudden flare-up yesterday is due to me being my usual emo self.because ITS NOT.
i believe i don't need to explain any further..





Life goes on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!









duh.that sounds so cheesy.pui.






gonna go job hunting today...BLEH.bought the newspaper..read all those articles on the tidal waves at sri lanka..so depressing.:/
siannnn.plannin to start werk,IF POSSIBLE, on 2nd jan? at least lemme REALLY let my hair down without any worries for one last time.i believe i can do it.haha..
hope i dont get wasted again.lol..

Adopt Your Own Emo Kid!





LOL

Death, the second of The Endless, you are
responsible for ending all lives and taking
them to your realm, from which no one ever
returns. You are bright, positive, happy,
optimistic and enjoy everything about life, but
that does not mean your silly or stupid. You
can lay the smack down when you have to!
Everyone loves you, and they don't know why.

Which Endless are you?
brought to you by

this is it.




IM CLOSING MY EYES TO THE UGLY SIDE OF HUMAN NATURE.




u guys like to fight so much eh? VERY FUN ARH?





u think what.VERY MACHO arh? PUHLEESE LEH.its STUPID.okay? RIDICULOUS. find something more worthy to do laaa.

salkjfdkl;ajf;lsieuwqpirouqwpotrqopr29314821-8342135$!@$%432%$#^%$72


i REGRETTED going there. my granny was nagging at me NON-STOP ever since she came.and its goddamn boring!!!!!! PUI.


first she nagged about my hair.said its was too golden.WTF?its nt even blonde!



secondly she nagged about my studies.third.my friends.





wahh.BUAY TAHAN.



oh.she nagged about me not werking now too.WAAAAAAA.there are like,lots of cousins around and WHY DON'T SHE NAG AT EM INSTEAD? im sitting thr quietly tt i was practically invisible.WHY ME.
annoyance.she was yakking nonstop EVEN when i was eating cake.i got no choice but sms ppl while eating and pretend i can't hear her.




CAN'T STAND IT.

today's my grandpa's bday.heading to downtown east later..got a small family gatherin..and also to celebrate his bdae.




strange.his bday date seems to change every year.






CAN I DON'T GO?-groans-





p.s- my tagboard is screwed and i don't know why.

im practically doing everything without really knowing what im doing.








a part of me is dying.or has it already died?

i know i've been easily irritated recently.ESPECIALLY yesterday.sorry guys for flaring up.




perhaps its my weird sleeping hours..haven't been really sleeping this past 2-3 weeks.and im facing some problems.
really sorry.



and.sorry shi for the xmas pressie i gave u.haha..i'll buy u another one laaa.hahaha.



and thanks to tasso ken and kw.






merry xmas.

tts weird tryin to explain things here,but i just can't bring myself to explain it to you personally.or to any1 else.







IM NOT READY FOR A RELATIONSHIP YET.








im not sure when will i be,but definately not now.and i don't want to be presurrized to be in one either.don't ask me why,i don't feel like explaining and i don't see why shld i explain.
yar.




and im not pissed off with u.im nt finding u irritating but yer a lil too.......clingy?
i dunnoe.



its just too weird laaaa. im sorry if i've hurt you.really.












SORRY





sorry guys if this post don't makes sense to you.doesn't really matter and DON'T ASK ME WHO I'M TALKING ABOUT KTHX.

LOL im talkin to andy and he's hella making me laugh.


i fergot his surname and he's kicking a fuss outta it LOLOLOL.
and he says im not su nu. ROFL WHO CARES?


IM SO TIRED I DON'T THINK I CAN GO SHOPPING LATA.:( mannnnnnnnnnnnn.



EVEN THO ITS LIKE JUST COMPASS POINT LOL.




waiting for uuuuuuuuuuuuu im waiting fer uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu waiting for u kiss me at the nightttttttttttttttt

went out with ml sl and sy yesterday to buy christmas presents..(((:
and i bought a bag fer myself.:D i wanna buy clothes too but im too broke. :(


met at orchard,[lol i was late,supposed to meet em at 1230 but i came at 3] shopped at heeren,and on our way there we walked past party world and shiying suddenly got the crave to go ktv..haha.went to bugis and shopped somemore,called ys and realised she's at bugis too.haha,so as the 4 of us seperated (so tt we won't find out what we've got for each other) i go meet with shi and her bf. :D so at least i wont shop alone! :D unlike em..haha.lucky me :P



had a hard time deciding what to buy fer em.. keep walking in and out of shops trying to think what kinda stuffs they will like.haha. around one and a half hour later we gathered..[and i bid ys goodbye while i go buy her christmas pressie lol] headed to kbox next..sang from 7-11plus..
NOT ENOUGH LEHHH..haha.and we sang waiting fer uuuuuuuuuuuuuu
omg i sang like halfway i almost cried out.the mtv is so damn touching...
while sl and sy sing again tears really did sprang out. =/ lol im listenin to it right now too.its been repeating all over and over again in my mp3 lol


after kbox its already nearing 12,so we kinda missed our last train home.wenta clarke quay there,sat at the bridge there and just talked.its so nice there...(EXCEPT the fact that im wearing a skirt and lotsa mosquitoes are around)
sat til around like 6..and headed to the mrt station.dozed off in the mrt..so damn tired man.actually if not becoz of my handphone i'm prolly stil in my bed right now..

still a lil groggy now..feeling like i've not enough sleep.







AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.







im nuts.kthx bye.

guys. temper = #$%#$254236523asdfkl;jafdl;sjf;as





i feel so tired.























sigh.

lol..been lazy these few days..don't know wot to blog about also.




shi and mua chee wenta my hse just nw to collect their bks and we sit outside to discuss whr to go fer christmas.-.-''





my mind's in a mess.al;jfd;lsajf;l$@%@#$6%$&3426^%@37
i can't think straighttttttttttttttttttt
gonna get hella drunk on christmas.
im addicted to Hu Yan Bing's waiting for u.
its sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice.


waiting for u......i'm waiting for uu...lol.those who r lazy to dl u can go eve's blog to check it out.[lol im tryin to promote meili's blog?]


okok im still messed up.

So kind, you and your sad little impulse,Pulled the trigger to my heart.What an ugly sight, this fallen angel, That lay there, bleeding in her sadness.

At meili's house right now,alone.muahahahha..the house is mine!!!



-.-''




okay,im just being stupid.anyway,they left because the vcd we bought 2 days ago is spoilt.i dunnoe,it just can't play or something.didn't go with em because of my stomach..:/ 'lao mao bing' laa..been hurting like crap.:/



i love meili's com.<3!!!!so>
ANY1 WITH PLANS ON CHRISTMAS EVE??? mua chee and shi PLS make up ur mind...and if u guys r plannin on something romantic PLS DON'T CALL ME ALONG kthx.-.-
i dont want to spend my christmas being a lightbulb.again.

anyways.this sleepover is fun!!! been piggin out,eating alot,sleepin late,playing with tarot cards..pillow fights..
prolly gain alot of weight already.-guilty-

whatever.as long as its fun,who cares?



will worry after i go home.:P

Edit:IM GETTING SO SICK OF MA HAIRRRR!!!:( i want a haircut.

peeeee esssssss:guys on bike are HAWT.really.-swoons-

you're "haligh, haligh, a lie, haligh".
you just found out that your significant other
is cheating on you. haha that SUCKS.. go look
in the mirror and contemplate suicide, then i
dunno, cry or something.

which bright eyes' song are you?
brought to you by

LOL wtf????

It's like
I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right
Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here's not right today.
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia's all I got left
I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
Like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
And watches everything
So I know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me
Right beneath my skin
It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right

okay.just like to tell everybody..my mood's a lil eccentric lately.so just bear with me for the time being yea.if u can't,then just leave me alone.thx.

woah.woke up earlier then i've expected.




really had fun last night.went out wit a rhino..lol~


yay tmr im going to muili's hse to stayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy....:D with shiying and sockleng!!! (((:
can't wait.hah..






-Burn, burn the truth, the lies, the news Burn, burn the life that you can't choose Burn, burn the hate that gets you through Burn, burn for us, for them, for you!Burn, burn for us!-

went to sentosa yesterday.saw alot of shooting stars..and for the first time in my life,i wished.desperate wishes.




well.at least some part of it comes true.what more can i ask for?

why?




u said not to cross each otha's path anymore.then y say all these?





...

wenta tpy afta werk today wit sl sy and muili..kinda went 'shopping'.lol..tho i din buy any clothes,of course.-.-'' dont think i will go tpy to buy in teh first place..lol.



UGHHHHHHHH im werkin tmr!!!nonononooooooooooooooooo.and i thought tmr's a friday..sigh.guess i kinda overwerk myself..and im gettin irritated wit my indian colleague.such a bitch.so wot she's been in thr longer.so wot she's my senior.been bossing ppl around ESP ME while she sit there and shake leg.-curses-


and yay im gonna dye my hair FINALLY...soon.lol.maybe monday? hope the colour suits me tho...



guys any job intro??thinkin of 'tiao cao-ing' next month...MAYBE.cant stand my werkin hours..see my friends hw.aiights i go catch my tv show n prepare to slp alrrrrr ciao!!!

UBER SHAGGED.



din really sleep well yesterday night.or should i say i didnt sleep at all? and one ASS MSGED ME AT 5AM when i 'kinda' fall asleep FINALLY to remind me to answer nature's call. WTF!?!! so i laid at my bed,and just dread fer 530 to come.i tried to went back to sleep,but was in vain.bahhhhhs.



so.i wenta werk without sleeping.:((((((((((((( ;_; sob.


on my way to werk i got really paranoid so i called THAT ASS WHO MSGED ME to keep me company who i headed to my workplace...werk is pretty aiight i guess.way slack.and its so damn boring!!! they seperated me from ml sy and sl..so i was alone in teh otha group. so i was like super quiet today? ya i did talked but i don't really feel like in the 'making-friends' mood..especially when im super deprived of sleep.so i just doing what im supposed to do and keeping my mouth shut.=/


yay.i've found out from one of my colleague tt i can take off for christmas(:! so parrrrrrrrrtttttttttyyyyyy,anyone? :D hw abt sentosa? lol. one of my friends can get tix fer me.



reached hm at 330 and washed up and sleep at 4-8.actually i can sleep longer(duh),but i don't know why,i woke up at 6,and got a shock.i tot i slept pass 5 and din went fer werk..-.-''''''''''.
i even climbed out of bed to set my alarm.and went back to sleep again.JUST IN CASE.lol...



have this feeling im not going to sleep well tonight again.:(

starting werk back at techpoint tmr.prolly doing the same old stuffs just that i will be starting werk a lil earlier.7.FRIGGIN 7AM!!! ughhhh..it means waking up at 5..just like goin back to secondnary school.bleah.nvm.i will be going home earlier too..at 3.so i can still catch some afternoon nap if im too tired i guess.:P


and was wondering when will i get my pay?need to hella shop and have fun...SRSLY.believe me,i need this more then u do.
and i hope i wont hafta werk on christmas.=/ hmmms..

• noon time-meet meili sl and sy and went fer 'interview' back at techpoint..just different company? lol.
  
• met alvin cos i borrowed some books from him
  
• meet up wit shi and mua chee at pasir ris to cycle.
  

we just wenta fill in teh form..got kinda pissed off wit this bitch working thr..she was trying to spite us by commenting on our dressing and shit.wtfff. its nt as if we're wearing really revealing clothes loh.and fuck u.singapore is hot,stupid.only fools go around all wrapped up.just like you.

okay so after filling up the form,we headed our seperate ways..sl and sy wenta meili's hse to play tarot cards.damn,hw i wish i can join them..lol.i really need some advice on my life right now..

hmms so anyway.i bid them goodbye,and stay at the bus-stop to wait fer the stupid alvin ching.that idiot..lived nearby only can?!!took ages to bathe..finally did came around 3..sheesh.wot a gu niang..get teh books from him,exchanged a few words,and i headed to pasir ris while he went to amk looking fer job..and i got drenched..ALL THX TO SOMEONE..made me walk from the bus-stop to tech-point and back.what the hell..:P

when i reached pasir ris its still raining..in fact it grew heavier..-.-'' ended up tryin to cycle in the rain..hella screamed alot of times because i've completely fergotten hw to even cycle straight.haha..and oh yea.i fell.STRIAGHT into the bush..!!!! >.<'' got some scratches..bleah.but its pretty fun tho..even tho i cant really cycle zigzag and all those sudden turns yet.=/ evening is when the weather gets really nice and cold..and all misty. awww.wot a nice view..

so pretty okay laaa.i managed to learn hw to really cycle..and hmmm.also managed to get a sore ass.sob.nw it kinda hurts to even sit..but its nt as bad as shi's..lol.

-pssst..NEXT TIME u guys go out CAN CALL ANOTHER GUY OR SOMETHING?! tho i did have fun but i really feel like a lamp post..-.- but anyway..thx guys!((((((: i had a great time! X)

time heals all wounds.will it heal mine?


i hope it does.






go ahead and hate me.doesn't matter no more.

practically slept thru the day.woke up at 1pm.went back to sleep at 4.woke up like around 6? or is it 7?



its the only way to make me stop thinking.



watched tv,pigged out.stoned.



oh.eugene called me just now.my raffles ex-colleague.kinda unexpected.still so cocky.hah..learned from him that jia jun is still working there.haven't been talkin to him fer ages.so weird if i give him a message now? at least eugene and me kept in contact thru msn.oh well.


things come and go.



they prolly will never come back.

'a loser lives in the past and gets behind others while they moves on.be a winner.'




thanks,alvin.(:



i will try.

thanks for being honest.

what can i say???









sucky day.

The Scientist



Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start

Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart

Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard

I'm going back to the start








Goodbye.

my trademark stupid face =p

went to meet shi and mua chee todayy.went to town,intended to watch the movie 'shuttle'.or shld i say its them who wanted to watch the show? lol. i was trying to physco them to watch 'saw' instead but in the end the movie theatre is full house anyway.so too bad then.



went to visit mua chee's sis who was in the hospital.. lol the way she talks to him and the way she pulls his ear damn funny.headed to geylang afta that..mainly to satisfy my craving fer frog leg porridge and durians...was so damn full.((((:
on the way back home i kinda got freaked out-all those ghost stories ys n mua chee said b4 kinda flashed back in my mind and all my thoughts got really wild..and by the time i reached the bus stop its like 1140 already..not sure if there is still bus so i walked.after walking to the next bus stop i got really creeped out so i stayed thr and waited fer bus.i was like,alone at the bus stop, when suddenly this homeless-lookalike indian man started to walk towards me.he was like,kept staring at me and i got so scared that i ran..lol.-.-'' called cxm to accompany fer the time being..cuz the way home is still long..don't even know wot i wud bump into.. =/



reached home around 12..wahhh kao.that stupid ass say all those stupid stuffs..made me abit don't dare to go bathe..but hey,im very clean 1 kie..haha.so forced myself to bathe.. and tryin really hard not to think.


what can i say? i know im timid. bleahhh.


okay i shall go chat wit ma fwens alr.ciaooo..